Chapter 20: Getting Up Very Early
It seems that from a very early age, I can see myself as a metric, but there is a dream that I can't see clearly, and it was the era when I first met you. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
After the midterm exams, everything was restored and calm, and as usual, An Luyao was still living at his own pace. Zuo Jue was called over by Lao Dong, and when he came back, he was in a busy state for the past few days. As for what he is busy with, An Luyao can't say for sure. At the end of class, after everyone left, only Su Qing and Li Qingchen remained.
"Su Qing, I told you."
"Because of whom?"
"It's not because of anyone, it's just because of ......" When Li Qingchen said this, he didn't look at Su Qing, just looked at the sky outside.
"Then why? Am I bad? Where is my Su Qing not worthy of you? She looked at Li Qingchen, and her emotions began to get a little out of control.
"I ......" Li Qingchen said very clearly to Su Qing very early on, but what she didn't expect was that she was still so persistent.
When? Li Qingchen thought about it, it should have been when she put the caterpillar in her table, or after she quarreled with the girl who transferred to another school, he couldn't tell why Su Qing liked him, just like he would like the person named An Luyao.
"Yes...... Is it because of An Lu Yao? Tears began to flicker in Su Qing's eyes, and she seemed to exhaust all her strength when she said this, as if at that moment, she also knew about this matter.
"An Lu Yao?" Li Qingchen didn't know where Su Qing got the news, what he wanted to say but it seemed that for Su Qing, it was useless to say anything now.
"That's right, An Luyao!" Su Qing laughed, with a crying voice, "It's her, from the first day, do you think I don't know?" On the first day of school, you sat behind me and I saw you sketching her. ”
Her tone became more and more intense, "Then, the bazaar came to a time when she fainted in gym class and is now on a midterm exam...... From beginning to end, your eyes have been on her. She's only known you this year, I'...... I've known you since I was very young, can't this compare to An Luyao's place in your heart? ”
"Su Qing, you have always known me. It's like ......"
"Like what? It's like I'm trying my best to make myself better and better, but are you also turning a blind eye? ”
Li Qingchen felt that he had never seen such a Su Qing, since she was very young, she had always been a queen-like existence. Now Su Qing is more like a little girl who needs to be comforted, so fragile.
He really wanted to give her a kind hug, but at that point in time, a girl suddenly appeared in Li Qingchen's mind.
Her loneliness, her smile, her kindness, her bitterness, being able to meet her in such a year, Li Qingchen believes that this is a kind of fate arrangement. As for Su Qing, he really didn't have that idea, even if that person was not An Luyao, he would not accept Su Qing's confession.
No, it's not so much a confession, it's better to say that this is her questioning, which comes crisply and fiercely, and catches him off guard.
"Answer me."
Do you know that from a very early age, you have been my dream and the reason for me to chase desperately.
I don't know how long I've liked it, but please make sure I wait until you hear back.
Even if it was the humility of a moth to a fire, I was willing to do it.
"Yes, you're right, maybe it's An Luyao. I don't know how to explain it to you, no, I don't need to explain it to you. Just like Su Qing of you. Li Qingchen tried his best to make his tone sound gentle.
Su Qing also seemed to realize that her emotions were a little out of control, took a deep breath, quietly and gradually calmed down, and wiped her tears with her hands. "Like me? What do you mean by that? ”
Li Qingchen touched her head with a very gentle expression, "I don't know why you like me, just like I don't know why I like An Luyao." Just like everyone will meet someone who cannot be erased in their lives, she may be in control of your laughter and sorrow. However, such a person has become an indelible light and shadow in our lives. ”
"You're really a nice girl, and there are really a lot of people who like you. But ......" Li Qingchen looked at her.
"But that person isn't me, is it?" When Su Qing said this, the loneliness in the corners of her eyes was vaguely visible, as well as the lonely look, the lonely tone, she was lonely, she really looked like a clown in such a long time of liking, and now after explaining all this clearly, why, why is she so unwilling.
Su Qing didn't wait for Li Qingchen's next words, because Zuo Jue came.
Yes, after Su Qing called Li Qingchen out, he originally wanted to wait for Li Qingchen at the place where they would park outside the school after they had agreed. However, Li Qingchen didn't come after a long time, and the other party was Su Qing, which made him really a little worried. So, he listened to it for a long time.
From the sentence that Li Qingchen said that he liked An Luyao, until now.
"Qingchen, do you finally admit it?" Zuo Jue leaned against the wall behind him and looked up at the sky, "That's right, such a gentle person, such a lonely person, it's really like, you and An Luyao." He began to talk to himself a little, without any emotion, but why did his heart seem to be blocked, there was no exit, and it was difficult to breathe.
"Yo, you two are whispering again?" As if nothing had happened, Zuo Jue walked with what seemed to be a cheerful step, and greeted Su Qing and Li Qingchen with a smile.
"Zuo Jue, are you here?"
Su Qing tidied herself up and forgot all about the hysterical person just now.
Li Qingchen was also curious about Zuo Jue's arrival, and looked at him a little stunned.
"Qingchen, am I really that handsome? Have you been looking at me? Okay, I'm just waiting for you over there, but I guess you'll be in the classroom, and I'll come. You guys...... Have things been negotiated? Do you want me to avoid it? Zuo Jue said that he was leaving, but his steps were still moving forward, and there was no sign of wanting to leave.
Li Qingchen just wants to go out with Zuo Jue now, and Su Qing has no desire to say any more, after all, Li Qingchen has already made it very clear that he is entanglement now will only backfire.
"No need, I'm done with Qingchen, I'll ...... first I'll go back first. After saying this, Su Qing entered the classroom and packed up her things. When she came out, Zuo Jue and Li Qingchen were gone, her fists were tightly clenched, but she looked out very sadly, as if she had made a decision.
On the other side, Zuo Jue and Li Qingchen.
"Why didn't you speak again, Zuo Jue?" It was still Li Qingchen who opened his mouth first.
When Zuo Jue heard Li Qingchen say this, he first sighed, "I don't know what to say, and I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing, so it's better not to say it." ”
Su Qing ...... I ......" He wanted to tell Zuo Jue, but something was stuck in his throat.
"It's okay, if you don't have an idea. I should have made it clear to her a long time ago, why do you have to ......" When he said this, Zuo Jue remembered that Li Qingchun had just said to Su Qing categorically, "Yes, you are right, it is An Luyao...... "An Luyao...... An Lu Yao ...... An Lu Yao ...... These three words are now full of Zuo Jue's mind, beating non-stop.
"I ...... At the time, I just thought it was like a child, playing around, and I didn't think about it that much. Unexpectedly, Su Qing ......"
"It's good to make it clear now, but I don't know what she will do next, you know that Su Qing's parents spoil her so much, and she is the child of a high-ranking cadre. She's a haughty person......"
"That'...... Am I doing it wrong? Li Qingchen remembered when he was a child, what happened to the two female numbers, although it was just a prank, but when he heard Zuo Jue say that, his heart was a little afraid.
"Let's go, it's not a good thing to think too much, if you really like An Luyao, then the soldiers will block the water and cover the earth." Zuo Jue said lightly.
"Zuo Jue, you ......"
"What's wrong with me, I'm your good brother for life."
Li Qingchen didn't speak again along the way,
Zuo Jue, do you know, because they are best friends, but there is nothing wrong with liking someone, perhaps, this is to blame on the arrangement of fate, blame us for falling in love with a girl named An Luyao at the wrong time.
From a long time ago, there is nothing wrong with liking, the fault is that none of us can afford to like it.