Chapter 10 Unfortunate families have their own misfortunes
Li Yingxia's mood seemed to be very happy, and after arriving in that strange ancient time, he felt so relaxed for the first time, and even every breath he exhaled felt extremely comfortable and comfortable. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 The feeling of resonance in the heart of info made the days of being in another world a lot fuller, as if once again dispelling her sense of loneliness for many years. Looking back at the long siege life, in the shadow of violence, almost no one spoke to her seriously, and no one understood what she really needed and felt in her heart.
The days used to be helpless piles for her, like walking in the desert, alone, always the feeling of being alone, so helpless and desolate. Yes, the former network, I have to mention the network that once gave her comfort and expectation. But in the end, what? If you can't get rid of that miserable marriage, everything is hopeless, and the sense of spiritual fulfillment you have just found is still just as ruined by violence? That person's situation, guessing that after Li Yingxia escaped from domestic violence, he would not be so safe.
Whether it is the painful memory of the past or the short-term spiritual comfort, it can only be temporarily put in a corner. Li Yingxia is a little mature, sober, and understands what is desirable and undesirable. Although the conversation with the concubine Guo Xin gave her the pleasure and resonance of her soul, reason told her that this feeling can only stop at the heart, and must not extend to real life, she does not want to repeat the mistakes of the past, and she does not want to have another unforgettable pain in another world.
"It's good to talk once in a while, at least it won't be so lonely in another world. Remember, that's all. The corners of Li Yingxia's mouth smiled, and she said to herself unconsciously.
"Miss, it seems that you are very happy?" Layue, who was waiting outside the door, greeted him and asked.
Li Yingxia came out of his mind at this time, and nodded with a faint smile: "Let's go." ”
"Yes." Layue agreed, and prepared to leave the horse with Li Yingxia.
Halfway through, Layue asked in a whisper, did you hear about the serious matter that Li Yingxia said? Where did that Ruyue go? Although Layue didn't know the real reason why Li Yingxia was looking for Ruyue, she couldn't ask more or ask carefully, which was the basic criterion for being a maid.
"Oops! I'm throwing it out of the clouds! Confused, so confused! Li Yingxia patted her head and said regretfully.
"Oh miss, you're really ...... Alas! No wonder, maybe you're too nervous. Do you know? The first time I saw the colt, I was nervous. Layue said, her face was flushed, with the shyness of an ancient girl. Maybe it's because of the distance from the horse's superiority, or maybe it's because of the ancient rank and status, so she stays away. But maybe it's not all, the girl's spring love is ancient and modern, after all, the horse is a super beautiful man with a personable and extraordinary temperament.
Li Yingxia smiled and didn't answer, and quickened his pace and walked back. Back in the room, Li Yingxia still couldn't help but recall today's short comfortable time, and she was not so eager to find Ruyue. As for the children left in another plane, although the concern is undiminished, I am not worried about their safety. Tigers don't eat their children, and they believe that their biological father will not harm them.
Lunch was brought from the kitchen by Layue, and it was quite hearty, with more than a dozen dishes. The chef of the main stove said that it was the colt himself who explained that he could not wait for the guests.
"Miss." Layue set up the dishes and chopsticks and shouted.
Li Yingxia suddenly straightened her face and said seriously: "I said that you are not allowed to call Miss, you can only call me sister in the room." ”
"Good, good, sister." Layue shouted happily.
Li Yingxia smiled: "Accompany my sister to eat." ”
Layue sat down as ordered, looked at the table full of food, and said, "Sister, the pony man is so good, he actually ordered the kitchen to make so many good dishes." Probably because the princess is not there, the pony's mood will be more comfortable. ”
Li Yingxia stared at Layue unconsciously, thinking about the meaning of her words. Could it be that as I guessed, the pony's life is not so happy?
La Yue lowered her voice and continued to tell, she had already regarded Li Yingxia as a sister and friend, so she usually didn't dare to do anything for outsiders, but she told it today.
"As I said, they are detached. The pony, in fact, is really pitiful. The princess did such a terrible thing outside, he didn't dare to ask about it, let alone punish her. Alas! Who made the family a royal daughter of golden branches and jade leaves! ”
Layue said and sighed, picked up the chopsticks and took a mouthful of food and put it in her mouth, perhaps to hide the nervousness of saying bad things about the master behind her back. However, these words aroused Li Yingxia's interest in listening, and she hurriedly asked, "What's the matter?" ”
After chewing the food in her mouth, Layue put down her chopsticks and said, "Steal people." ”
Somehow, these two words suddenly touched Li Yingxia's sensitive nerves, and she felt a little harsh. So, after pausing for a few seconds, he looked at Layue with an embarrassed expression. Layue thought that she had become interested and wanted to continue listening, so she continued to tell.
"A hundred miles south of the city, there is a large Zen monastery with a young master who is proficient in Buddhist and Zen teachings. Princess Lingyang has long been obsessed with him, and often secretly has trysts on the occasion of worshipping the Buddha. That's why the princess gave the unknown Ruyue to the horse as a concubine to block his mouth. ”
Layue's narration made Li Yingxia understand the contradictions and discord between the concubine and the princess, and she suddenly let out a deep sigh, and for some reason her eyes were overflowing with tears.
"Do they have children?" Li Yingxia rubbed his eyes and asked.
Layue put down the chopsticks in her hand again, and before she finished chewing the food in her mouth, she replied indistinctly: "I once had a daughter, but she died at the age of three." After that, they rarely had sex together, so the princess never had children again. The reason why the concubine agreed to take a concubine may be because he wants to have a descendant to continue the incense. Alas! That Ruyue is not angry, and her stomach has not moved after entering the door for a few months. ”
Layue had finished chewing the food in her mouth, and seemed to be ready to continue to tell Li Yingxia about the private affairs of the princess's family, but Li Yingxia's mood had become very complicated. She suddenly remembered what Leo Tolstoy said, happy families are all alike, while unhappy families have their own misfortunes.
Just as Li Yingxia was immersed in complex thoughts, he heard someone knocking on the door. Layue hurriedly stopped her mouth, and her mood began to become nervous, afraid that someone from the wall heard their conversation. Layue got up tremblingly to open the door, and the smiling face outside the door made her heart hang down.
The horse's personal attendant walked in with a bookcase in his hand. Look at Li Yingxia and say: "This is a book given to Miss Yingxia by the concubine, so that you can spend your leisure and boring time." After the entourage finished speaking, he quickly turned his gaze to the maid Layue, and the affection in his eyes made Layue quickly blush.
Li Yingxia took those books, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.