First of all, Xiao Gongju would like to say sorry to all readers here, because after the manuscript is sent, the update of this book may not be so stable. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is the first novel I have uploaded, and with everyone's support, I am already very satisfied with the results, and tomorrow is the day it will be on the shelves, which should be a very happy thing, but at this moment my heart is extremely heavy.

I once thought that after it was put on the shelves, I relied on full attendance and everyone's rewards to live a small life, but it turned out to be disrupted because of changes in the family. Yesterday my mother was admitted to the hospital, and today the doctor's diagnosis is not very optimistic, although it has not been diagnosed, but my heart has been disturbed.

In a trance, the home in my heart has been crumbling, I originally thought that it was my father's backbone that supported the family, but now I understand that the family is a whole, and no one can do without it.

Xiao Gongju has reached the age of standing, and the young girl under his knees is waiting to be fed, and there are four old people to worship. The ups and downs of the mood in this year are also huge, from the daughter full moon who is full of ambition to change her life by writing, to now she may be overwhelmed by life, she doesn't want any life, as long as she lives.

People can only grow when they have experienced hardship, and many things that are difficult for me are not a problem overnight, why can't I go to bed early and get up early? It turns out that because your mother has taken care of everything for you at home, all you have to do is open your mouth, and no matter how little time you have, you can have it.

Just like the pain that pushed me to write at the beginning, in a small state-owned enterprise with average efficiency, I wanted to fulfill my ambitions, but because of my maverick behavior, I hit a wall everywhere, so that I am now in an awkward position. The most painful thing in the world is not failure, but the failure of what could have been done well. That's a quote I wrote in my book last night, and I found it perfect for me this morning.

I hope that everyone can find a job that they are interested in, a job that they can adapt to, and go higher and further. Some of my readers are young people, and I hope that everyone has the original intention of pursuing their dreams, and if you are interested in novels, you may as well pick up a pen and write about it, whether it is good or bad, if you can finish it, it will always be of great benefit.

I wish I had started writing sooner, I wasted too much time、、、、、、

Thank you again to all of you who are ready to subscribe to my work, and one day I will be like a light in the reeds of the Chikuma River and disappear.