Chapter 15: Rumors
"Rumors. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Qin Hong turned the black signature pen in his hand, a little dazed.
"What's wrong, dear?" Yujia looked at the biscuits on her table, picked them up and began to tear them.
"You're not going back to eat at noon today?" She handed you another bottle of water.
"Well, by the way, what are you talking about?"
"It's nothing, it's just that there are a lot more gossip little angels like you these days."
"Huh? What's wrong? You Jia took a sip of water.
"You Jia, come here, I'll ask you." Qin Hong lowered her voice, "Do you know what the relationship between Li Qingchen and Lu Yao is, and Zuo Jue actually called Su Qing out yesterday, but I heard from the people in the third class, doesn't Su Qing like Li Qingchen?" What kind of mess is this, do you want to investigate it? ”
"Ahem, ahem." The amount of information was too large for a while, and You Jia was choked with a mouthful of water, "Anyway, Xiaohonghong, when did you gossip like me?" ”
"No, I'm just curious. Curious, you know? ”
"If you're curious, you might as well teach me a few English questions."
"Actually, what I want to say is, the 800-meter test in the afternoon, you know?" Qin Hong kindly reminded her.
"Poof......
Traditionally, physical education classes are very limited, and students are free to choose whether to go or not. However, there is a point where the mid-term and final physical fitness tests are mandatory. This is why An Luyao wants to take a leave of absence today.
It was already late autumn, An Luyao and Jiang Ruili stood on both sides of the runway together, remembering the painful experience of the previous 800 meters, An Luyao's lips began to turn white.
"Are you alright, Lu Yao, are you uncomfortable?" Jiang Ruili looked at her who was a little pale and asked.
"It's okay, I'm just, I'm just a little nervous." An Luyao looked at the runway and subconsciously clenched his fists.
Jiang Ruili looked at her, "It's okay, do you want to rest for a while?" ”
"I'm fine."
It is...... A little dizzy.
"Next group of students, come here." The physical education teacher called the girls in class 12, and Su Qing, as the secretary of the league, helped her organize discipline.
"Su Qing, look at Lu Yao, do you want to talk to the teacher." Jiang Ruili whispered to Su Qing on the side.
"There's no way, this is counted in the final assessment results, so I can only continue to let her run." Su Qing's face was expressionless.
"But ......"
"Ready, run!" The new PE teacher whistled.
An Luyao bit his lip and tried his best to keep up with everyone's footsteps, but why did the runway in front of him gradually blur, why did there be fewer and fewer people around him, just like he had been working hard alone all these years, like a dream without a future, disappearing little by little.
"An Luyao, hold on!" There was a voice in the haze, and he said to himself, "Wake up, don't scare me, wake up!" ”
"Who is it?"
"Who's calling me?" She wanted to open her eyes, she wanted to know, who that person was.
"An Lu Yao...... An Lu Yao ...... Call an ambulance! ”
When An Luyao opened her eyes again, it was already night, and the air was full of the smell of disinfectant potions, and she struggled to get up.
"You're too weak now, don't get up, rest a little more." He tried to stop her, and An Luyao could feel the temperature in Li Qingchen's hand.
"Where is this? I, I remember......" An Luyao looked at Li Qingchen, "Qingchen, why are you here?" ”
"You still say, you are!" Li Qingchen calmed down his urge to "scold the girl in front of him to death", "Do you know, don't brace if you're not in good health, do you know my ......?"
"I'm sorry." An Luyao had never seen him like this, like an angry little beast, and although Li Qingchen in his impression was ruffian, he was so gentle.
Not because of his anger, but when An Luyao wanted to get up, his body didn't obey, and there was a feeling that spread from his nose all over his body, and in front of Li Qingchen, he didn't need to deliberately hide his emotions.
In the final analysis, some emotions are gone, and some are just grievances that cannot be understood.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Tears kept flowing down as if the thread had been broken.
Li Qingchen didn't say anything, and helped her wipe away her tears with her hands.
Silently, listening to her crying, I didn't know what to say, let alone if it was myself......
He knew that the current An Luyao did not have the usual coldness, and in front of him, she was more real and distressing.
"Don't cry, I was wrong, don't cry, okay?"
Li Qingchen looked at her, something was grabbed in her heart, and she couldn't breathe.
"Is there anything you want to eat, the doctor said that you are not in good health, not suitable for strenuous exercise, and you should exercise regularly in the future."
"Hmm." An Luyao lowered his head.
"Okay, I'll stay with you. You too, know that you are not in good health, so don't hold on. Li Qingchen touched her head and said gently.
"I'd like to be alone for a while."
"By the way, your parents came here just now, and now they're out to buy food for you."
"I know." An Luyao looked up at him, "Qingchen, you sent me to the hospital?" ”
"Well, at that time, Zuo Jue and I had just finished the physical test, and I saw you ......" Seeing An Luyao's whole face, his face was pale and his lips were purple.
"Zuo Jue and I were almost stupid at that time."
"What about Zuo Jue?"
"He's still here, I'm ...... I'll go and call him for you. For the first time, Li Qingchen felt that Zuo Jue was really too dazzling. In the afternoon, when they went together, Zuo Jue was so calm and knew how to deal with emergencies, but he was flustered.
"An Luyao, don't scare me." The girl's faint breathing and pale face, "An Lu Yao!" Wake up! ”
Zuo Jue shouted: "Everyone disperse, let her breathe fresh air." Qingchen, calm down and call an ambulance. Is there anyone else! Go and call the teacher in the infirmary, don't stand stupidly! ”
Maybe at that time, only Zuo Jue knew how flustered he was. Even after doing everything that should have been done, he looked at An Luyao.
Zuo Jue was really, the tone of his speech, and his palms were trembling.
It's like she's going to disappear at any moment, like you'll never see her again. It was at this moment that the question that had been entangled in his mind for a long time had an answer.
"No, you're here." An Luyao's face was a little bloody.
"You're Lu Yao's classmate, what are you doing standing outside the door, come in, I really want to thank you today." At the entrance of the hospital, An's father's voice was extremely tired.
"It's okay, I'm just going to buy something for Lu Yao, uncle, then I'll go first." Zuo Jue stood stupidly at the door for a long, long time, until An Luyao's father came back from buying dinner.
"Then I'll go first, goodbye uncle."
"Huh? Why are you like this, Lu Yao is probably awake, you go in and let her thank you. "Dad An wants to keep Zuo Jue.
"No need, Lu Yao should be fine, I'll leave first, these fruits will be eaten after she finishes eating."
"Eh......" Dad An watched Zuo Jue gradually walk away, looked at the fruit at the door of the ward, and sighed.
Zuo Jue didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he left, the only thing he knew was that his heart was trembling all the time.
From the time he saw An Luyao once, he later helped her and Li Qingchen talk about the topic one by one, and then he could meet her on the road every time.
The way she reads, eats after class, can't do her homework, and sings happily...... Many, many, and so slowly began to seep into his life.
I don't know when, it seems to be this afternoon, looking at her, looking like she was about to lose, like when the woman left, she was so afraid. My heart, which had been silent for so many years, suddenly rippled with stones and began to waver.
In the night sky outside, Zuo Jue was lying alone on the side of the bridge, looking at the traffic coming and going, he was in a trance.
I can't see the stars as they are, like the light without you; I can't hear the whispers of yesterday's wind, like the murmur without you; I really seem to have fallen......
"Lu Yao, I'll go first...... Tomorrow if you still feel unwell, take another day off. ”
An Luyao drank some porridge, and his body had strength, and some things gradually came to mind.
"Well, do you want to contact Zuo Jue, just now, he ...... just now"
"yes, I see. I made an appointment with him, on the bridge at the crossroads. He packed his things, "I'll go first." ”
"Wait!" An Luyao stopped him again.
"What's wrong? Isn't it uncomfortable again? ”
"No, I...... Thank you, and help me say to Zuo Jue, thank you. An Luyao lowered his head, unable to see her clearly, Li Qingchen remembered that on the first day of school, she was also like this, quiet as a statue. However, now she looks so fragile, very different from the usual cold queen.
Li Qingchen smiled, "Okay." ”
He came out to see Zuo Jue, Zuo Jue stood quietly by the bridge alone, the weather was very cold at night, he kept rubbing his hands and sighing.
In such a scene, Li Qingchen seemed to see An Luyao's shadow, they were all the same people, the same calm, and unapproachable. However, when you really go into their hearts, you will find that they are so pitiful that they can't bear to peep into their secrets.
Like, when Zuo Jue was five or six years old, he was attracted by this loneliness at that time. is just like An Luyao now, but the only difference is that he treats An Luyao......
"An Lu Yao, Lu Yao ......" he muttered to himself as he walked.
"Coming?" Zuo Jue saw Li Qingchen.
"Well, it's been a while." Li Qingchen gave him his mobile phone that he had forgotten in the hospital.
She ...... How's it going? Taking the phone, Zuo Jue asked cautiously.
"It's good, I drank porridge and ate some fruit."
"That'...... Let's go back. ”
"Well, let's go back."
The only time, in the memories of Li Qingchen and Zuo Jue, such a calm conversation, unusually quiet along the way, no one wanted to say anything, because some things were already clear and obvious.
Rumors, just unclear people weaving unclear things, but in the dark, it speaks the most vain and vulnerable things of everyone at that time.
In addition to that, it has a name for solitude.