"Jade, good, you did a good job on this mission. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" The first sentence when the railway picked up Li Yu at the airport.

Li Yu's face was pale, he didn't speak, and walked to the side silently.

The railway finally saw that something was wrong, thought about it, opened his mouth and stopped talking, and he had his own guess.

took the helicopter all the way, Li Yu covered his face and bowed his head in silence on the plane, and the railway looked at him seriously.

"Because of the first killing?" The railway is finally ready to comfort Li Yu.

Silence, dead silence.

As soon as the railway was about to continue, Li Yu roared, "Hundreds, hundreds of people were killed by me, I was very excited at first, soldiers, isn't it just killing and being killed, but when I killed dozens, hundreds, or even hundreds of people, I slowly began to be afraid, I felt like an executioner!" Demon! I gritted my teeth and completed the mission, but I killed hundreds of people, and I couldn't get past this level in my heart. Lives, hundreds of lives, killed by me! ”

"I can't pass this level in my heart!" This sentence is already an angry roar, very loud, very painful, very weak.

The railroad fell silent, this is a test that special forces must pass, a test of the heart, killing people, in this era of peace, for many people, is inconceivable and tormenting.

The railway can only comfort, "Every old teammate has been killed, even killed with cold weapons or hands, be strong, this is what we must pay to protect our family and defend the country." ”

"I can't understand, hundreds of people, not pigs, I killed hundreds of people!" Li Yu continued to roar.

The helicopter finally arrived at the camp, and the railway needed to go back, and Li Yu had already reported the process of the mission, so he needed to go back and report.

"You're back, how's it going, it's out of the task? You're okay, we're bored to death, it's either training or drills, when will we be able to have a real one. A teammate from the same dormitory asked Li Yu curiously, he was about to go out, and just happened to meet Li Yu coming back. He was a little excited, so he didn't see that Li Yu was wrong.

Li Yu returned to the dormitory, alone, leaning against the corner of the wall, silent and painful.

His teammates in the same dormitory finally saw that something was wrong with him, but he didn't know how to comfort him because he didn't understand anything.

"Eat, go, I heard that it was Lao Wang's fried dishes, Lao Wang rarely stir-fried vegetables now, quickly, it's too late, and the group of livestock will finish eating." The person who was in the dormitory with Li Yu was called Wang Fei, and he wanted to comfort Li Yu in this way, but Li Yu didn't react.

Yuan Lang finally knew from the railway and rushed over, he looked at the silent Li Yu, he didn't understand, how could his best soldier become like this.

"We, the soldiers, are guarding the people of the country with an iron will and a strong body, and you have been defeated by this thing?" Yuan Lang comforted in an alternative way.

"I've killed hundreds of people, living people, how many have you killed? Five? Ten? Dozens? But I've killed hundreds! As soon as I close my eyes now, my mind is full of them, and they ask me, why do you kill them, I say to complete the mission, but they say that you can kill them in order to complete the mission? I can't answer, I'm an executioner, a butcher, a demon. Ahh......hhh

Yuan Lang didn't know how to comfort him, he had to come out of this by himself.

One day, two days, three days, Li Yu finally came out, he first found Yuan Lang and asked him for leave, Yuan Lang agreed, it's okay to go out for a walk.

Then Li Yu found the railway, and the railway was approved.

Li Yu went out of the camp alone, found a car, and prepared to go to Gangqi Company to have a look, and meet Gao Cheng, Shi Jin, 561, Chengcai, and more than 3.

Another day. Li Yu finally came to the station of the 353rd Armored Infantry Regiment and met the regiment commander Wang Qingrui, who happily pulled him to the office to talk as soon as Wang Qingrui saw Li Yu.

talked a lot, and it was always Wang Qingrui who was saying that Gao Cheng was already the deputy commander of the reconnaissance battalion, and Shi Jin was already a platoon commander under Gao Cheng, and 561 also followed, and he was also a squad leader. The others all went and went to their respective companies.

There is also a question, the feeling that Li Yu went to the special forces, and the difference between him and ordinary field troops is not to inquire about secrets, but to talk about family life.

chatted for an hour, and then asked someone to send Li Yu to Gaocheng.

Gao Cheng had just finished cross-country training, and as soon as he heard that Li Yu was coming, he called Shi Jin and Wu Liuyi and rushed over.

After picking up Li Yu, he rushed to his single dormitory, a dormitory of forty or fifty square meters.

Zhang Luo had a table of dishes, Gao Cheng was very happy, Li Yu, his best soldier and good friend, came back to see him.

Gao Cheng kept talking, and kept asking Li Yu to eat.

Finally, Wu Liuyi pulled Shi Jin, Shi Jin looked at the silent Li Yu and pulled Gao Cheng.

Gao Cheng looked at Shi Jin inexplicably, Shi Jin motioned to Li Yu in this direction, Gao Cheng looked over, and the silent Li Yu rarely saw it for Gao Cheng, especially when he was drinking.

Gao Cheng organized the language, "Li Yu, are you kid unhappy in Lao A, don't be afraid, just come back, I, Gao Cheng, will always receive you." ”

In the calm atmosphere, a sentence suddenly came out, "I killed someone!" Gao Cheng was stunned, "It's not normal to kill people, isn't a soldier just killing the enemy and defending the country." ”

"Hundreds!" In a very quiet environment, they were all silent, and they were shocked by Li Yu's words.

In peacetime, there were a few who killed people, and a few killed hundreds, let alone hundreds.

"Hundreds of people, most of the regiment, I shot and killed, I don't dare to sleep now, I'm afraid that I dream of them, I can't pass this level in my heart!" Li Yu continued this thriller topic that was not a thriller.

Shi Jin was a little depressed by Gao Cheng's gesture, and I don't know how to comfort him. He couldn't help it, motioned to Five-Six-One, Five-Six-One glared at him, don't look at me, I can't help it.

The three of them looked at one by one, and just as they were hesitating and preparing to comfort them, Li Yu spoke.

"Come, don't talk about these unhappy people, I'm here to meet with you, you are my best friends in the army, I feel uneasy if I don't come to see you before I leave the army."

"Okay, let's not talk about that, let's have a drink and forget about it." Gao Cheng said happily.

Shi Jin pulled him again, a retired mouth, Gao Cheng looked at him stunned, Shi Jin finally got anxious, whispered, but several people could hear and said, "Retired." ”

"Retire, what retirement? Retire, retire, retire! You say retirement! Who retired! Gao Cheng didn't understand at first, and then was shocked.

"Li Yu, let's not retire, it's okay if you can't pass this level, don't go to Lao A, come back, I'll send you in my battalion, you are a good soldier, you are a good soldier by nature, I will apply for you to be promoted when you come back, be a platoon commander, be a company commander, with your ability, being a soldier is your profession." We're not retiring, okay! Gao Cheng's words had already pleaded a little for a strong man.

Li Yu smiled bitterly, "They are all soldiers, it's different there, when I come back, I don't remember it, I recall that hundreds of living people died under my gun." ”

Gao Cheng was silent, Shi Jin, Wu Liuyi was silent.

The room was silent, and the meal was finished in a calm atmosphere.

A hoarse voice, "How many days?" Let's stay together for a few more days. ”

"Five days off, one day has passed, there are still three days, and the last day is a car ride, which is a bit far." Li Yu smiled bitterly.

Li Yu followed Gao Cheng every day, watching training, shooting, cross-country, obstacles, and ............

Time is at this moment, Gao Cheng, Shi Jin, and Wu Liuyi all like not to move around, and it is best to stay at this moment.

But time does not stand still by human will, and Li Yu is finally going back.

Gao Cheng held back his tears, as did Shi Jin and Wu Liuyi, for fear of disturbing this moment by tears.

Li Yu watched this scene from the car window, a little unbearable, whether he had done something wrong.

The god of war suddenly said, "I didn't do it wrong or did it right, you need a mission, in the army, it's not suitable for your current growth, the mission comes too little, too slow, after retiring, go to be a killer, every killing task will become a system task, so your growth will be fast, you want to become a man of the god of war." ”