171: I don't know what to do, and I go deep

When Qingle saw her like this, she just sighed and hugged the person into her arms. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 Info didn't say anything to her anymore, just quietly hugged her and accompanied her.

"Qingle." After a long, long time, Qinglian suddenly spoke, her voice hoarse, like grit in her throat, and like someone who hadn't spoken for a long, long time.

"I'm here." Qingle asked in a soft voice.

"I don't want to."

"I know." Qingle paused for a while and said.

"I don't blame her."

"I know."

"Why is that? Why can't everyone be okay? ”

Qingle didn't answer, because she didn't know either.

"I've been wondering if I wasn't the jade spirit of the Burning Demon Spirit Jade, wouldn't so many things have happened. I will be like an ordinary fairy, or find a beloved person to accompany me for the rest of my life, or be pure and have little desire to be alone for a lifetime. ”

"But, then I can't meet you, I can't meet Shi Wu, I can't meet Di Xiao, I can't meet Jiang Lian. If I wasn't Qinglian, if I wasn't the Burning Demon Spirit Jade, I wouldn't be able to meet the people I love and the people who love me. ”

"So······ I am very glad that I am Qinglian, the only Qinglian. ”

"I'm also very glad, fortunately you are Qinglian, the Qinglian we have been guarding since we came to this world." The corners of Qingle's mouth raised slightly, "Qinglian, we don't regret it, Qingran won't regret it, and I'm even very happy." ”

"I know."

"Because I know, I hate Qingran, and only hate in this world will be remembered in the bone marrow and will not be forgotten."

"I will become a god, and only after becoming a god can I go to the outer universe to find a way to find your consciousness again from my soul."

"I still love Shi Wu, but I'm so tired of loving that I want to give up, Jiang Lian······ Maybe it's disrespectful and unfair for me to say that I love Jianglian like this. But the ······ You wouldn't mind, would you? ”

"Well, Jianglian loves you the most in this world, he won't mind, Qinglian should forget about Shi Wu as soon as possible and love Jianglian wholeheartedly." The corners of Qingle's mouth brought a smile again.

“······ Qingle. Qinglian exclaimed, "I want to ······ After becoming a god, a wedding banquet will be held here, and I will marry him in the Scorching Demon Star Realm, so that you can all see it, right? ”

"Well, yes, I can see it, Qingshen can see it, and Qingzhan will see it too." Qingle let go of Qinglian and looked into her eyes.

Although there was still pain and struggle in Qinglian's eyes, it had dissipated a lot compared to when Qingran left. Qingle understands that this is the part of Qingran's soul that plays a role, and when the souls of the three of them are all integrated into Qinglian's soul, the pain in her eyes will all disappear, and it will be restored to Qinglian's eyes when she was a child, which are the most beautiful eyes in the world, from her eyes, you can see the bright galaxy, you can see the whole world with beautiful mountains and rivers, so clean and clear that people can't take their eyes off. When Qingle was young, she also complained about why she had to bear such a fate, but when she saw these eyes, she had already strengthened her belief that she must protect these eyes. A trace of nostalgia flashed in Qingle's eyes, she wanted to look at those eyes again, but it didn't matter if she couldn't see them, after all, she also had a part of the credit for the appearance of these eyes later, which was enough for her.

A few days later, Qinglian fully accepted Qingran's soul power, and she was much more sober, and she was no longer as delirious as before. There is no one on Yujing Mountain anymore, and this place of cultivation that has been governed by Qinglian is even if it is Jianglian and Qingle. If Qinglian hadn't called them, they wouldn't have gone up. Because after the identity of the descendant of the Qinglian Divine Clan was passed out, she was the emperor of this world, and even the closest people to them had to keep their distance from her in order to take care of her majesty.

On this day, Qinglian had a rare leisure, and sat alone on Yujing Mountain and looked at the scenery of the Kunlun Mountains below. A jade flute was placed across her mouth, and the gentle and soft music came out melodiously, perhaps because the song was too beautiful, so that Shi Wudu, who came up to find Qinglian, was stunned when he heard it.

When Shi Wu came back to his senses, Qinglian didn't play anymore, but pinched the jade flute and looked at him sideways. Shi Wu came back to his senses, walked to Qinglian's side, rubbed her hair, and said softly, "How is your body?" ”

"It's much better, continue to cultivate, and it will get better soon." Qinglian didn't mind at all, reached out and hugged his waist, burying her head in Shi Wu's abdomen.

Shi Wu stroked Qinglian's hair for a while, and said for a long time: "You have decided?" A question, but Shi Wu knew the answer.

Sure enough, Qinglian responded in a low voice: "Hmm! ”

After a long time, Shi Wucai sighed, his eyes flashed with loss, but he did not change his attitude towards Qinglian, stroked Qinglian's hair one by one, and there was emotion and sadness in his tone, he said: "From the time I heard your identity, I knew that it was impossible for the two of us to come together, maybe I was cowardly, or maybe it was really providence, but no matter what it was, when I let go, I never had a chance to grab your hand again." ”

"I've always loved you, and I've never changed. I know that you have always loved me, and I know that you will not choose to stand with me, in the end, you are still the emperor appointed by the Burning Kite, in order to protect the Burning Demon Star Boundary, but I can't hear you give me a clear answer, I don't want to give up. Qinglian didn't say anything, but whispered after a long time, "If I wasn't Qinglian, just an ordinary Qinglian incarnation, you would still love me and choose to be with me, right?" ”

Shi Wu stood for a long time, and thought for a long time, and only when Qinglian thought that he would not answer, he said lightly: "No." Qinglian just fell silent when she heard this, and Shi Wu continued, "What I love is that unrestrained, uninhibited Qinglian, there is only one such Qinglian in the world, if you are just an ordinary Qinglian demon, how can I leave you in Forget your worries and love you." ”

The corners of Qinglian's mouth raised slightly, but Shi Wu lowered his body and hugged Qinglian in his arms, hugging him tightly: "I know you're going to let go, now I love you, follow your footsteps like you, and one day you will turn back." ”

Qinglian didn't refuse Shi Wu's hug, she smiled very happily, she loved her whole life and life, so much so that she couldn't see other people in her eyes, and finally waited for the sincere confession of the person in front of her, but why was this when she decided to let go? Qinglian was obviously smiling, but the tears on her face couldn't stop lowing, wetting Shi Wu's clothes, she loved him, even if she was reduced to this point, she would still love him. I don't know what to do, and I go deep. She seemed to have fallen in love with this man a long, long time ago, when she was still only faintly conscious, and he was still a young man with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, red lips and white teeth, she just woke up from a deep sleep with a random glance, and so engraved his face deeply in her soul, and she could never forget it.

These mutilated memories were only slowly remembered after Qing Ran gave her her soul, and she couldn't fully remember what happened when she was still the instrument spirit of the burning demon spirit jade, but she remembered that she had seen him during the time she was a machine spirit, maybe it was at that time that she fell in love with it at a glance······

"I don't know what to do, and I go deep. Shi Wu, I will never forget you when I first saw you. Qinglian lay in his arms and said in a daze, "I remember, I saw you a long, long time ago, when you were still a teenager and did not enter the Buddhist sect, but just followed Sister Burning Kite to learn Taoism." On that day, the weather was just right, Sister Burning Kite was refining the elixir, you were standing by her side, I woke up from a deep sleep, the first thing I saw was you, you were standing under the window, the sun was just right, falling on you, I couldn't see your appearance clearly, I only remembered that you were beautiful. It's just that I never forgot this glance, even if the Burning Demon Spirit Jade was shattered later, my soul was shattered, and my memory was lost, I still remember to love you. ”

Shi Wu was a little puzzled when he heard Qinglian say these words, but he didn't take it to heart, so he heard Qinglian continue: "I am not the daughter of Sister Burning Kite and Brother Zhuoyao, but their younger sister, Sister Burning Kite and Brother Zhuoyao are the jade spirits raised by the soul of the Burning Demon, and I am the Burning Demon Spirit Jade, not the Jade Spirit, not the Instrument Spirit, but I am it, after the Burning Demon Spirit Jade was broken, my suppressed divine consciousness was released, and the Burning Demon Spirit Jade remained in my soul and turned into my sea of consciousness. ”

Shi Wu was stunned, he couldn't imagine that Qinglian's identity was like this, he couldn't imagine that they had met a long, long time ago.

"The Burning Demon Spirit Jade is the purest thing in the world, so if you want it to merge into one and return to its original appearance, you have to let it fall into the red dust and be contaminated with the dirtiest and cleanest thing in the world, this is the human heart; To contaminate it with the most difficult and immeasurable thing in the world, this is emotion. Then it is necessary to use the pure souls of different attributes of the same origin in the four to purify the filthy Burning Demon Spirit Jade. Only in this way will the spirit jade be repaired and restored to its original state. In order to keep my soul from being wrapped in the spirit jade again, Sister Burning Kite left the blue lotus, the person who holds the blue lotus must be the one who truly loves me, and only he can wake me up from falling into a deep sleep again. Only he can control me when I turned into a scorching demon spirit jade. ”

"So ······" Shi Wu's voice became hoarse, the person who had been behind him for thousands of years seemed to be about to leave him, and it turned out that he was not as indifferent as he imagined.

"So······ I decided not to love you anymore, without my Shi Wu is still the emperor that no one dares to offend, and Jiang Lian ······ I am the world of the Lian, I have always known, he can only see me in his eyes, there is nothing more important to him in this world than me, even if I love you to the core, I still can't ignore him being good to me, and I am in love with him unconsciously. ”

"Love, love someone, this is what Sister Burning Kite and Yu Yao taught me. I've been in love with you for a long time, and I'm tired of love, so I decided not to love you anymore. I've fallen in love with Janglian, I'm used to him being by my side, maybe I didn't love him as much as you did at first, but I believe that one day I will forget you and fall in love with him completely. ”

“······ Good! After a long time, Shi Wu hugged Qinglian and responded, his lowered eyes showed that his feelings were not as calm as he appeared, "Jianglian······ Better suited to you than me, I'm sure he'd rather hurt himself than hurt you, like that······ I was relieved. Shi Wu said, but hugged Qinglian tightly.

Qinglian felt the tears that flowed from his neck, Qinglian closed her eyes, and also hugged Shi Wu. The two of them obviously love each other, but they are fated to be inseparable, and they can't get together after all. She never hid her feelings for him, but his "I love you" came too late······

After Shi Wu left, Qinglian sat alone on Yujing Mountain, looking into the distance, she didn't have the mood at the beginning, she felt very sad and sad, but she cried for too long during this time, and she had cried until there were no tears. She could only look into the distance, trying to calm the sadness in her heart.

After talking to Jianglian, Qinglian felt very sad, she didn't give up the person she had loved for so many years, and finally let go, even though the two of them now knew that they loved each other, she still let go. Qing Ran said that the two of them were not suitable, or that Shi Wu was not suitable for her. She also thinks that's the case, when she loves, she loves so much that she can't see the facts, and now Qingran's soul is absorbed by her, she is clear, and she can't love Shi Wu as pure as before, and naturally she can also recover her sanity and see the facts that she doesn't want to see but have been there.

Someone behind her walked up and hugged Qinglian into her arms, the arms of the people behind her were very warm and stable, Qinglian did not refuse, and even she raised her hand on the hand that hugged her, leaning on the chest of the person who came.

"Beware of catching a cold." Jiang Lian's voice sounded behind her, and her voice was deep and beautiful. Even if Qinglian is now an immortal, Jianglian still treats her the same as in the human world in previous years, without the slightest change, even if he doesn't do a good job.

"Lotus."

"Hmm."

"Lotus."

"Huh?"

"Lotus."

"I'm here." Jiang Lian sighed softly and held Qinglian's small hand attached to the back of her hand. Qinglian's hand is very small, but it is extremely slender and very good-looking, when Jianglian lowered her head and held her hand, she felt that although her palm was white and tender, there was a thick layer of cocoons, Jianglian was very distressed, but Qinglian was not an ordinary girl in the end, she couldn't be raised by him like an ordinary girl, she didn't have to suffer anything, as long as she was spoiled by him.

Qinglian looked up at Jiang Lian, Jiang Lian had already taken off her mask, he was really good-looking, it was good to see that Qing Lian was confused by him unconsciously, but you are the only one in the eyes of such a person, and you can no longer see anything else, even if you are a hard-hearted person, you will not be moved.

"Lotus." Qinglian called again.

Jianglian looked up at her, there was no doubt in her eyes, no joy, only her, the more Qinglian looked at it, the more she felt that she would never leave the person in front of her again in this life.

Qinglian turned around and half-knelt, hugged Jianglian's neck with both hands, and kissed her gently. Qinglian felt that when she kissed her, Jianglian's whole body froze, and his reaction made Qinglian slightly curl the corners of her mouth. Since this person came to this world, he only knows how to love her and protect her, she is the only one in his world, how can she be willing to hurt her by such a lotus, didn't she have already chosen it when she came to the heavenly realm, and at that time she had already fallen in love with this pure man who only had him in her heart.

Jianglian seemed to feel Qinglian's mood, the whole person relaxed, hugged Qinglian with both hands, and kissed Qinglian back with Qinglian, his movements were very light, like a pilgrimage, and Qinglian was his goddess, sacrosanct.

(To be continued.) )