Chapter 182: Sorrow is like death

The breeze passed, and there was no trace. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info greedy in the dream, I don't know why the lovesickness is, Yiren smiles, Fanghua is at your disposal. When I woke up from the dream, it was already a year of everything, and I was not drunk when I was drunk, and I was not intoxicated with anything. In front of the lonely monument, there is only one person left, and the oath is kept.

At the end of July, three months had passed since Moyu left.

Sikong went up to Wuyan Mountain, came to the bedroom, and didn't see the person he wanted to see, not in the Buddhist hall, and not in the viewing pavilion. Then it can only be in that place.

"Sikong Gongzi, you're here again." I want to enter the yard and don't think it's strange when I see the people in the yard. This empty boy runs here every once in a while.

Hearing the voice, Sikong turned around, looked at Xiangrong, and asked, "Is he still like that?" ”

Xiang Rong nodded, "Yegongzi still stays in front of his wife's grave every day to drink, and it is useless to persuade anyone." ”

The loss of a loved one is equivalent to the pain of the skin. Sikong lowered his head, he was also sad at first, but after a while, Zhen'er also gave birth, and he slowly shifted his attention. But the night sky is different, Moyu is all he has, and he has no other attention to turn around.

"Sikong Gongzi, why don't you go and persuade the Night Prince! If it goes on like this, I'm afraid he won't be able to survive. Xiang Rong proposed. I was drinking all this time at night, sleeping when I was drunk, and continuing to drink when I woke up.

It is useless to persuade anyone, unless the dead can come back to life. "I'll ask you to bring someone over, have you arrived?"

"Risheng has already gone to pick it up, and I guess it's time to come. I hope that the little master can cheer up the night boy. ”

As he spoke, someone came in from outside the door. Sikong looked over, it was Sunrise who had not been seen for many days, and in his arms, he was holding a child. It's been almost a year! This kid is growing up so fast, he's so big. He walked in, reached out and gently touched the child's cheek, who was sleeping soundly. "This is the night snow!"

Risheng nodded, "Yes, this is the little master." ”

"When I first saw him, he was just born, and the little one was only the size of a palm, and now he has grown up." How nice it would be if his mother could see it.

"Thank you Sikong Gongzi, for saving our master and saving the little master."

One is his friend, the other is the child of the woman he loves, and he willingly saves them. "Bring the child over! Maybe he could be better when he saw the child. ”

Risheng bowed and said, "Yes, Sikong Gongzi." ”

"Hey, wait a minute." Sikong pointed to Xiangrong on the side and said, "Let Xiangrong bring it over!" First, I want to be a girl, so I want to be careful. Second, he doesn't want to see you now. ”

Also, now when Yetian sees Risheng and Biyue, he doesn't have a good face. He had no choice but to hand over the child to Xiang Rong, who took it and took it and went out.

When Xiangrong walked away, Sikong patted Risheng on the shoulder and persuaded: "Don't blame yourself too much, it's not your fault." ”

"But after all, it was the glass of wine that we watched Madame drink. Mrs. has been upright in her life, she saved Concubine De, saved Concubine Xian, saved the Ji family, and saved so many people, but why can't God save her? ”

Oh, yes! Why can't God save her? Sikong looked at the sky outside the wall, blue and clean. "It's fate, whether it's Yetian, or the emperor, or me, I have no fate with her in this life."

Risheng raised his head and asked, "By the way, Sikong Gongzi, on the way I came, I heard that the queen mother was sent to Yongtai Temple, but is it true?" ”

That's right, two days ago, the emperor thought that Zhou Guo was praying for blessings and serving the queen mother, and sent the queen to live in Yongtai Temple. This reason is reasonable, and no one can find anything wrong with it. Moreover, since the death of the noble concubine, the ministers have said less about the emperor's harem. Although the minister also objected to this matter, it was rejected in the end.

Now in the harem, there are only concubines and virtuous concubines who have some ability and status. As soon as the queen left, Prince Zongxun was sent to Concubine Shu's palace for foster care. Concubine Xian was very active, and took the initiative to ask to take Manxue to her knees to raise, in the name of sending a lovesickness to her sister. Concubine Shu did not object, and the emperor did not object when he saw Concubine Xian's rare understanding.

The emperor did this to take revenge on the Fu family. After all, the rumors that killed Moyu were spread by the Fu family. Pity Queen Xiaofu, she is young and has to be with the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha for a lifetime. Sikong walked out of the door and said, "It's good that you know about this matter, if he doesn't ask, don't talk about it." You should also be vigilant in your usual work, don't let the people in the capital notice here, the two of them are too dangerous now. ”

In case the emperor suddenly had a whim one day and sent someone to Wuyan Mountain or personally came to Wuyan Mountain, only to find that the dead people were not dead, and the missing people appeared inexplicably. Can you imagine what he will think and what he will do?

"Yes, Childe. We'll take notice. Seeing that Sikong did not go to the place where his son-in-law was, but went directly out of the garden, he asked suspiciously: "Childe, aren't you going to see our son-in-law?" ”

Sikong Yao nodded and said, "Don't go, you take good care of him." Let them father and son, no, let their family have a good reunion! ”

Risheng doesn't force it, in the red dust, the infatuated person is not only the son of his family. This Wuyan Mountain is like this every year, brick by brick, grass and tree, not increasing or decreasing, spring goes to spring, flowers bloom and fall. But this year, it looks very different, many things have changed, and people go to empty buildings.

The two walked to the gate of the garden, Sikong stopped, and asked Risheng beside him, "Has the second son of the Ji family been here?" ”

"I came some time ago, but I only put incense on the grave of my wife and left again. He said he wouldn't be back in Tokyo in the future. ”

"They can see it." It's okay if you don't come back. Sikong turned his head to look at the path down the mountain, and remembered that when he first came up here, he was full of curiosity about this place, and he was full of curiosity about the owner of this courtyard. If the three of them had met here at that time, would the ending have been different?

Returning to the garden, the owner of this yard is really like the name, returning, retreating, and now, she finally got her wish. Could it be that she had already seen her ending, so she chose such a name? Hehe, what's the point of dwelling on this issue now. Their fate comes from this, and it is also from here. All grievances and grievances, entanglements, right and wrong, all came to an end after the return of the master.

We live in the world, we look at other people's stories, but we don't know that others are telling our stories. We look at the beginning and end of other people's stories, in fact, we ourselves are a story, since it is a story, there will be an end.

"I'm leaving, if you're leaving, remember to bring me a message." Sikong instructed.

Risheng bowed and replied, "Yes, Childe." ”

The path leading to the bottom of the mountain has been walked many times, most of which are recent. The only time he and Moyu walked together was when Moyu returned to Wuyan Mountain to live after entering the palace. At that time, he and she were fishing in the stream below the mountain, and it was also at that time that he knew that Yetian liked her too.

Now the stream is still there, but the pretty shadows on the shore no longer know where the soul has gone.

In the distance, he saw his carriage and walked over. When I got closer, I realized that it was not only my own carriage that was staying in place, but also another one. And at this moment, the curtain of the carriage was gently lifted, and a gentle and familiar face met his eyes.

Sikong was startled, walked over quickly, and said, "Why are you here?" The person in the carriage was not his wife Wang Zhen'er, but who was it.

Wang Zhen'er jumped out of the carriage, put the cloak in her hand on him, and said softly: "Although it is summer, the wind is still very cold this evening, and the husband should not catch a cold." ”

"You've just been out of confinement, why did you run out? What should I do if I fall into the root of the disease? Sikong put the cloak in his hand on his wife's body, and his tone was a little reproachful.

Wang Zhen'er glanced at the mountain range behind Sikong and said, "I originally wanted to go up, but I was afraid that my body would not be able to come down when the time came, so I had to kowtow at the bottom of the mountain, just to see her off." ”

Sikong was heartbroken, and secretly said that it was good that she didn't go up. "There are Biyue and Xiangrong on the mountain, the two girls' families, I don't worry. So, come and see them often, by the way, what do they need? ”

"Actually, you don't have to explain this to me, I know everything."

Sikong was a little stunned, and after thinking about it, he understood, she **** slept next to him, how could he hide it from her! "It's me who I'm sorry for you."

"I can't force emotional matters, and if I can marry you, I'm already very satisfied." Besides, now that everyone is dead, what else does she have to complain about, why bother fighting with a dead man! Moreover, there is no way to fight. "But my father, will you blame him?" Among the people who asked the emperor to kill the concubine, her father also had a share.

Sikong turned around and looked at the abandoned farmhouse in the distance. When he first arrived, there were still people living in these houses, but for some reason, they all moved away. "She's a big hearted person and doesn't blame anyone. So, I don't blame anyone either. ”

"Thank you."

"You don't have to thank me." He turned around and said, "Go back, I'm afraid my daughter is already thinking about us." ”

Wang Zhen'er was still happy when she heard him say this, at least she still had a place in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have deliberately mentioned his daughter. "Okay, let's go home."

Sikong helped her into the carriage, and before leaving, he looked back at Wuyanshan and said, "In the future, you don't want to come again." Just let her stay there in peace! ”

"I see." Although she didn't know why Xianggong didn't let her go up, in her true heart, she still didn't want to go up.

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In the palace Lanyue Palace, Concubine Ji Fei had already had dinner and was playing with Manxue, who had just been brought over. The children have slept a lot during the day, and now they are having fun! There were bursts of laughter in the Lanyue Palace, a scene of harmony.

Whether it is the master or the palace people, they are having a good time. So much so that he didn't notice the emperor who had been standing at the door for a long time, and the father-in-law Ma who was standing behind him.

The first person to notice someone at the door was Concubine Xian's personal palace maid Liu Er, "Your Majesty ......"

Everyone heard Liu Er's voice and looked along her line of sight, only then did they see a bright yellow figure standing at the door. I don't know how long he had been standing there, so they all knelt down and saluted. "See the Emperor."

"Get up!" The emperor walked in, came to the table and sat down, looking at the grinning little man on the ground.

Concubine Xian got up, poured tea and handed it to him, and asked, "It's so late, why doesn't the emperor have a good rest." The outside is more exposed, and the emperor must take care of the dragon's body. ”

"It's nothing, I don't know why, I walked and walked, and I came here." He took the teacup and took a sip. Suddenly, I felt that the skirt at my feet was being pulled by something, and when I looked down, I saw that Manxue, who was playing on the ground, was holding on to the hem of his skirt tightly and was about to stand up. "Hahahaha......"

Seeing this, Concubine Xian hurriedly picked up Manxue on the ground and apologized: "The emperor forgives her sins, Manxue is still young, she didn't mean to offend the emperor." ”

"It doesn't matter." He looked at the little man who was struggling in Concubine Xian's arms, as if he was very interested in him. So he said, "Give her to me, and I will hug her." ”

This man is Manxue's father, but now the child is almost two years old before he can get her father's first embrace. Concubine Xian sent the child to his arms, and her tears almost uncontrollably stayed.

The child was bold and did not know what to do, and as soon as he sat in the arms of the emperor, he touched it curiously, and his beard, the claws on the dragon robe, and the bright bright yellow color, all made her love it, and from time to time let out milky laughter. "Hahaha......"

Concubine Xian saw that the emperor's expression was not bad, so she said softly tentatively: "This kid seems to like the emperor very much!" ”

Looking at the innocent smile on the child's face, the emperor couldn't help but smile, and pinched her little face from time to time. "You're right, this kid is very speculative with me, her name is Manxue!"

"Yes." Originally, Concubine Xian wanted to say that it was the concubine's mother, but she didn't dare to say it. At this time, everyone in the palace dared to mention the noble concubine Niangniang, and they didn't dare to mention the Jade Immortal Palace.

He suddenly remembered that Mo Yu had told him that if he wanted, he would recognize Man Xue as his righteous daughter. I don't know if he speculated with this child, whether it was fate or because of Moyu. "From now on, she will be my daughter, my daughter."

Concubine Xian's body was shocked, and she was almost startled, she didn't have the brains to make a mistake! The emperor recognized Manxue as a righteous daughter? It was a result she never expected. Manxue can grow up safely by her side, which is the best result for her. She didn't expect that one day, they would be able to be father and daughter again, they are real father and daughter! "The concubine is for Manxue, thank the emperor for his love."

He looked at the child in his arms, he didn't know why, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that she looked like Moyu, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it. He looked at a somewhat familiar face and muttered, "If my son is still alive at this moment, he should also be called Father Emperor!" ”

His voice was too small for Concubine Xian to hear. But just because Concubine Xian can't hear it doesn't mean that others can't hear it. Father-in-law Ma behind him looked at the emperor's side face helplessly and sighed silently. The emperor fought the horse, experienced countless times, and everyone was in awe, but he moved his true feelings, fell in love with a woman, and then fell into the long river of love, and never came up again. The saddest thing is that the woman he loves died, the child of the woman he loved was gone, and in this long river of love, in the end, only he was left, but he was still no longer willing to come ashore.

"Ahem...... Ahem...... cough cough cough cough ......"

Hearing the cough, Ma Gonggong came back to his senses, walked to the emperor's side, and asked worriedly: "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you, are you okay?" Find the Imperial Doctor. ”

"Ahem...... No need...... cough cough ...... "coughed for a while, he finally relieved himself, the snow in his arms had been taken away by Concubine Xian, he looked at the little girl's innocent eyes that didn't know what was going on, and smiled: "No need to find an imperial doctor." The little girl is delicate, so I will go back first, so as not to pass on the illness to the child. ”

Concubine Xian was a little overwhelmed, and said: "Your Majesty, the dragon body is important, depending on the concubine's body, let's ask the imperial doctor to take a look!" ”

"It's just a minor illness, there's no need to be so troublesome." As he spoke, he had already gotten up, and finally touched Manxue's pigtails, and said, "Take good care of her, Moyu will be grateful to you." After speaking, he put down his braids, turned around and walked out of the Lanyue Palace.

Concubine Xian's heart was sour, where Moyu was grateful to her, she should be grateful to Moyu. Without her, there would be no snow, no reunion between their mother and daughter, and no recognition of their father and daughter. She looked at the emperor's distant back, and that back no longer had the fortitude of the past, and there was no calmness of the past. In the thick of the night, he was accompanied by a eunuch, slowly melting into the darkness, so lonely, so desolate.

I heard that after the **** chased out of the Daqing Palace, he saw the last side of the concubine, and I don't know if he had time to say a word, when Ma Gonggong arrived there, he only saw the emperor so sad that he vomited blood and fainted to the ground. After coming back, the imperial doctor tried his best to save the emperor's life. But until now, the emperor's illness has not recovered, and today's government affairs are busy, and his body is even more unable to support it.

Mourning is greater than heart death, and with the death of the concubine Niangniang, his heart is also dead. (To be continued.) )