Chapter 12 You're gone, I'm messed up

When Zuo Jue came back, the rain had already begun to stop. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info He didn't see An Luyao, nor did he see Li Qingchen, and asked the surrounding classmates in some surprise to know that they had already left first.

Zuo Jue didn't know what it was like in his heart, maybe missing is missing, just like this life, just like meeting in the future. He doesn't know now that since this time, he has passed by a girl named An Luyao and their youth.

"Zuo Jue, I have something to look for you, can you come here?" Su Qing looked at him alone, still holding an umbrella in his hand. As if he knew something, he didn't say anything, but quietly walked up to him and wanted to talk to him about something.

"Chairman Su is looking for me, is there anything wrong?" Zuo Jue really doesn't like this girl.

Since kindergarten, Su Qing has always been a "good child" in everyone's eyes, unlike herself, she has struggled to learn. Although he has always been a "top student" on the surface, he has been brushed in many places, such as the first round of the math competition, the first prize in the essay competition after participating in three sessions, and the piano was practiced every day when he was very young...... Of course, these are all things that he knows from Li Qingchen's mouth, and he himself has no idea of understanding her at all.

Therefore, just like the whitewashed Taiping, she is a very capable student cadre in front of the teacher, and in front of her classmates, she is the so-called gifted student, such a girl should be liked by ordinary people, but Zuo Jue is not an ordinary person.

He is a person who doesn't need to listen to class and can solve problems by reading books after class, he is a person who easily gets rankings in various competitions, he is a person who disdains some dispensable student honors, and he is also a person named Li Qingchen Brothers.

seems to be hiding something, or because he is close to Li Qingchen, Su Qing at that time will be very attentive to tell him something as long as he finds an opportunity. At first, Zuo Jue was not very disgusted, after all, they were all good friends with Qingchen. But some of the things that followed were beyond his expectations.

When I was in kindergarten, there was a little girl who gave a big box of lollipops on Li Qingchen's birthday, and the next day there were many caterpillars in her desk, and the little girl was so scared that she didn't come to school for a week.

When she arrived at junior high school, a girl transferred over, and the teacher arranged for her to sit with the more active Li Qingchen to help her get familiar with the class environment, but a month later, the girl transferred again, and no one knew the reason at the beginning, Zuo Jue only knew that on the day the girl transferred and left, the head teacher changed Su Qing's seat on the grounds of helping her classmates.

Sometimes you don't need any reason to hate someone, everything he does, or a look, can determine your first impression of him, and it will also be in later relationships.

And Zuo Jue's first impression of Su Qing was not very good, and the things that followed may be a coincidence, or maybe it was just as his guess, so for a long time, Zuo Jue didn't want Su Qing and Li Qingchen to come into contact too much.

He sees some things very thoroughly, but Su Qing is really a person he really can't see through.

"It's okay, I just wanted to ask you about the exchange student application in the UK, and I decided if I didn't." Su Qing didn't care about Zuo Jue's indifference to her, or that she was used to his tone, so she still asked politely.

"This should be my own business, you care so much, is there any problem?" Zuo Jue replied to Su Qing very directly.

She continued, "No, I just wanted to ask. Because before, I didn't run for the president of the student council because my parents had this plan, so let me see if I could apply. ”

As if remembering something, Zuo Jue asked her again: "Do you want to go to the UK?" ”

"I ...... I'm just asking. ”

"I'll be honest with you, you can't apply for an exchange student with Qingchen's grades. He will definitely stay and take the exams in China. After saying this, Zuo Jue planned to leave.

"What do you mean by that?" Su Qing became nervous.

"Nothing, literally." Leaving this sentence gave her a cold back, Zuo Jue decided to go back to Li Qingchen and An Luyao.

Only Su Qing remained in place, quietly watching the rain curtain outside.

Is that what your intentions are all that obvious? Why can Zuo Jue see through them every time? From a very early age, it seems that in front of this boy, some of his careful thoughts have nothing to hide.

Yes, I just wanted to ask if I could go to a university with him, but the pressure from my parents forced me to go on the road to higher education, as if it was too much for me to do this, Su Qing, do you really have no ego?

I also know that what happened a long time ago is all my fault in Zuo Jue's opinion, but what's wrong with this?

Is it wrong to like someone? There's nothing wrong with that.

Is it wrong to like someone and just work hard for him? There's nothing wrong with that.

But Su Qing didn't know that her liking would cause a disaster for her in the future. Because, liking is not restraint or hiding, but using the most beautiful emotions to accept a person's sincerity and sincerity, it is not possession.

Because you are still young, because you don't know the essence of something too well, you will be harmed.

Because I turned around and didn't see you, I panicked.

And you never appeared in my life again.

When Zuo Jue returned to the classroom, except for Xiang Yujin, who was sorting out the tickets for the bazaar, everyone else had already returned home.

He didn't know why he was in such a hurry to come back.

"Zuo Jue, Li Qingchen said that I will wait for you at the carport at the entrance of the school." Xiang Yujin saw him coming over and told him what Li Qingchen had said before leaving.

He was a little surprised, but quickly packed his things.

On the road, from time to time, some people talked about today's charity party, and heard many people talking about Li Qingchen and the way he sang today.

"Is it so quickly ingrained? This kid is really capable. Zuo Jue remembered that many years ago in the autumn afternoon, Li Qingchen was punched for himself, and remembered the previous scene, and in a blink of an eye, the little boy had grown into a teenager. Think about yourself again, I've known this guy for more than ten years. He quickened his pace again, and along the way he could see clouds and stars that were not too bright in the night.

"Why are you so slow, I've been waiting for you for a long time." Li Qingchen looked at his good brother teasingly.

Zuo Jue originally wanted to tell him the reason for the incident, he just went back to get an umbrella for An Luyao, but when he remembered what he said to Yu Jin, he still didn't say it.

"No, the student council has delayed a bit."

"Student Council? Is Su Qing looking for you again? Why is she so annoying! ”

"Su Qing is also the president of the student union, and her grades are good, why are you so unkind to her?" Zuo Jue saw that Li Qingchen was like a fried little beast, and thought to himself that this guy's irascible temper had to be changed.

Ignoring Zuo Jue's words, Li Qingchen said again, "Originally, it would be okay for her to look for you." ”

"Yo, when did you care so much about me." He smiled, a little incredulous.

Li Qingchen retorted to him, "Come less, I've always cared about you, okay." ”

Zuo Jue looked at him and was quiet for a while, Li Qingchen didn't know what he was thinking, and looked at him very quietly.

"What are you thinking?" Li Qingchen asked him.

Zuo Jue pushed the cart, "I don't know, it's good to feel stupid like you sometimes." ”

"You, you envy Master Ben and me."

"By the way, didn't you go with An Luyao? Why would you rather wait for me than be with her, you ...... You don't think anything about me. ”

"Poof...... Zuo Jue, this master is straight! Straight, you know! ”

Zuo Jue smiled ambiguously, "You say, do I understand or don't understand, huh?" ”

The street lamps outside were not very bright, yellowish, faint light, shining on the faces of the two teenagers. For a while, Zuo Jue remembered a lot of things, as if Li Qingchen had been so fearless from the beginning.

On the contrary, he really paid too little, or as Li Qingchen said, Zuo Jue is an emotional coward.

Because, once pale, I didn't dare, I tried too hard.

Because, for fear of being discarded in the end, I would rather be alone.