Chapter 234: Uneasy
Hurried back to Konoha in a hurry, his heart was always hanging all the way, and he always felt that the cold on his back was definitely the feeling of the rest of his life after the catastrophe. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
I also asked myself, it's not that I haven't seen Xiao, I haven't fought with them, is it really so oppressive for me?
But in the comics, the picture of the Flying Horn duo abusing Asma really stimulated me, and the footage of Asma's death, as well as Shikamaru's empty eyes, made me cry.
Therefore, in my mind, Xiao is simply synonymous with death.
When I saw the gate of Konoha, my whole body warmed up as if the sun was shining, and the moment I stepped into the gate, the cold feeling behind it finally disappeared.
Even Erxiao, who had been infected by my nervousness all the way, was obviously relaxed, and he breathed a long sigh of relief.
Sure enough, it's still the best in the family!
Standing still at the entrance of the village, he hesitated for a while, and finally decided to take the second elementary school to hand in the task together. After all, it would be unfair to have been involved in them from the beginning, and to excluse them now. What's more, although the information about "Akatsuki" is classified, Tsunade has never deliberately concealed it from his own ninjas. Needless to say, Kakashi, Kai and other shinobi have sent out missions, even Shikamaru, Dingji and other middle ninjas? The forces in the village, if they want to take sides, I'm definitely on Tsunade's side, and I guess Tsunade wants to do the same, so it's important to be open and honest with each other.
Not to mention Erxiao's doubts about the "Xiao" organization that suddenly got involved (before I only told them that they were going to find someone=. =), just talk about Tsunade's reaction after listening to my report and reading Jiraiya's information.
"I was negligent and almost put you in danger, but luckily I met that guy from Jiraiya-"
Tsunade fell silent, and neither of us spoke.
Long.
"Well, anyway, I should be able to come back safely, and I can think of leaving my clone to him, thank you so much, Yoyo!" Tsunade looked grateful.
"Ah, ah, that's nothing, in fact, I believe that even if there is no doppelganger, the adult will be safe! I just wish I could help him a little more. "Is it for the sake of gratitude? Tsunade's feelings can't fool others anymore~
"Then, you go down first, and further plans will have to wait for more detailed information to come back." Tsunade regained his composure and said.
Sent away the second child who was full of suspicion and asked, and ran to the cliff in a daze.
Although there is nothing to fear anymore, the feeling of uneasiness is still there, why?
Moreover, this uneasiness, which is getting stronger and stronger, gives me the illusion of being alone.
I stood up and jumped off the cliff.
In fact, this is an instinctive reaction, I just want to return to a place where there are people in the shortest possible time, and I subconsciously jumped down, because I subconsciously knew that the mage's words would not be able to fall to death by n, so jumping off the cliff was not dangerous at all.
However, because my heart was very chaotic, my spirit was at a loss, and I didn't think about applying skills at all, so I didn't use any slow falling techniques, levitation techniques, and parachute cloaks.
And it wasn't until I saw the roof in front of me that I suddenly realized that I was about to hit the ground, and the refrigerator, the most ingrained life-saving means imprinted in the mage's mind, was finally used in time.
It's really timely, if you don't look carefully, you can't find the small gap between the bottom of the refrigerator and the ground, and if it's a thousandth of a second late, I'm afraid I'll fall into the flesh, at least, there is a high paraplegic......
I was already panicking, but now my brain is even more blank, I opened the refrigerator and forgot to understand, so I fixed there until 10 seconds passed, and I collapsed directly from the air.
But I didn't seem to have fallen to the ground, but somebody's arms.
"Yoyo?! How can you be in a daze at such a time?! Don't tell me you're training your reflexes?! "It's a very angry voice~ so loud that people in the distance can't help but look at it.
The owner of the voice sensed that something was wrong, and dragged me away from the scene - there was no way, I could barely walk myself.
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It's a familiar and nostalgic scene~
At the side of the memorial monument, Kakashi still couldn't calm his anger, but he taught a little weakly, "Don't you know how dangerous it was just now?!" How could such a thing be done?! "In fact, from the moment I jumped down, he had already noticed my mistake from a distance~ But it was too late to rush over, but fortunately, I still remembered the refrigerator at the last moment......
I just sat obediently and didn't say a word, and I didn't dare to raise my head to listen.
It seems that he is worried about something......
Then, let him vent and vent.
For a moment, I forgot all about my uneasiness and was completely immersed in Kakashi's emotions.
“…… So, what is this for? For no reason, you shouldn't be the one to joke with your life. Kakashi stopped suddenly, and asked me seriously.
"Ah," I was stunned for a moment by his question, and suddenly remembered my own business. But the strange thing is that I was completely calmed down by this start, and I can think more methodically.
told Kakashi about the mission, of course, including meeting Jiraiya, learning new information, and how to leave with the second child-
Right!
I finally knew what I was upset about.
Seeing that my face changed and I stopped talking, and the person froze again, Kakashi was confused and worried, and pushed my shoulder, "Hey, Yoyo~ Hey!?" ”
I avoided my head and looked diagonally down, still not wanting to speak.
"What the hell is going on?" Kakashi forced me to pull my shoulders and force me to face him, just like the first time he did it, leaving no room for resistance.
However, my reaction was as weak as it was at that time.
"What's wrong with you? Long? ”
I glanced at Kakashi with a flickering gaze, then hesitantly turned away, my lips twitched a few times, but I still spoke, "Kakashi, you say, am I very cowardly?" ”
"Because I took Soma and Kako with me, I didn't want the children to be in danger with me, so I left Yuyin and returned to the village, but I left Jiraiya-sama there alone, in such a dangerous place. Actually, for the sake of the children, that's just an excuse, right? It's just that I don't want to admit it in my heart. I'm just scared! I didn't want to be in that place, not because of anything else. I, I'm not mean......"
Yes, I think I'm mean...... took Er Xiao as an excuse to leave, thinking that he could be at ease, but the subconscious mind that has always known the truth has been whipping and condemning himself in his heart, so he has been so frightened, right?
These words were not hysterical as imagined, but calm and sad.
Yes, I used to think that I was a strong ninja who could take charge on my own, but who knew that I was still a coward who retreated from the battle when I saw it, how could I not be sad.
I thought I was qualified enough to fight alongside Kakashi, but now I would probably face his anger and ridicule, right......?
But I'm really calm.
"How can you have such an idea?" Without thinking, Kakashi reacted like this. "In that case, you're already making the best choice. As the leader of the mission, it is your responsibility and necessary to bring the members of the team and the information obtained back to the village safely, and in this regard, you have done the right thing; In terms of collecting information on 'Akatsuki', you are not as durable as Jiraiya, and you are not as skilled as him, so it is not wrong to leave this matter completely to him to deal with and give him complete trust, and because he is worried about the safety of Jiraiya, he specially sealed the clone to give him full assistance, and he did a very good job! Why do you think this way about yourself?! Kakashi looked serious and asked me.
"Because, I'm really scared...... There is a natural fear of 'Xiao'...... "Is it innate?"
"Born?" Kakashi was puzzled, though.
"Hmm," I mumbled...... "I always felt that this fear would interfere with my normal judgment, and that I would make the wrong decision because of it." ”
"Alright," Kakashi said, "Okay, now, I know you're afraid of 'Akatsuki', but since it's 'born', it should have existed before that, right?" But it didn't show up at all in the battle with 'Akatsuki'? On the contrary, it is a battle that you yourself have asked to participate in! Why? Is it because the interests of the village have been harmed, and the people in the village are in danger, right? Because of this, you can fight bravely, then, this fear is not worth mentioning at all! It will always be defeated by your strong will! ”
I shook my head. That's different~! Last time, I already knew that the people of Konoha would be in danger, so I rushed to it with all my might, so it can be said that the arrow was ready to fly, and I had to send it; But this time it is a retreat from the unpredictable future, an escape, and once something happens, it is absolutely impossible to catch up!
Seeing that I couldn't cheer up, Kakashi was also very helpless, he knew that some things, once the knot was knotted, it was not so easy to open, so he could only secretly keep this matter in his heart and leave it for later settlement, and comforted him in his mouth: "No matter what, I won't accept this kind of thing when you say that Yoyo is a coward, and please don't say that about yourself again." ”
I smiled a little bitterly - would I still say such a thing to others? It's embarrassing enough to tell Kakashi......