29. Gentle and secretive
Half an hour later, Bai Yu watched Gray Fang pour down his third glass of liquor. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Hey, you're here to work, okay? What is delicious and delicious! Bai Yu really wanted to spit out all the watermelon seeds on his face.
Greyfang was completely insane, and he threw his head up to the sky and shouted, "Why! God...... Isn't it okay to be normal? Why do you want to fix me? ”
"Now, don't be so frustrated, what's the suspension of classes, since the dean dares to stand up for you, at least he believes in you, right? No matter what others say, have faith in yourself, although I am only a small trader, I am not very literate and can't speak, but from the moment I first showed you the way, I was absolutely on your side! ”
Gray Fang stopped to look at her, dumbfounded, Bai Yu could only reach up and scratch his head indiscriminately: "I knew you were a good boy when I first met you, and you have suffered too much in order to stay in this place, so whether you stay or leave, I will support you silently...... I'm still watching the booth for you, I drove away last time someone wanted to come, so come back if you can't do it! Drinking and basking in the sun every day, what can't you ......"
The white fish's hand, the weight of the stay, but reduced the depression in the bottom of the heart, the gray fangs have been buried in the head, what emotions are completely unclear, after a while he suddenly laughed, and when he raised it again, his face was already the usual, relaxed expression.
He is always like this, and he refuses to accept the kindness of others, and he doesn't want anyone to worry about him.
"I'm sorry!" Although he was a little embarrassed, the words he said seemed to be immersed in his mind repeatedly, and he had thought about it for too long, "I have decided, this path is my choice, I will not be timid anymore, and I will not turn back." ”
Instead of continuing to pick it up, the white fish looked over the top of Greyfang's head and looked at someone behind him.
The man, I don't know how long he had been standing there.
"You! Hear it all! ”
This was the first time Blackpaw had taken the initiative, and he silently walked through the Hall of Learning with Greyfangs in his hand, eventually closing the door in his own office.
The curtains of the white gauze tent, the flowers of the summer mulberry trees blooming outside, and the edge of the window is an arc-shaped fish tank, the crystal clear and cool water, which used to be the same scene, the young gray fang lying on the side, stirring the koi fish in the water with one finger, watching it hide in the only space, and then an afternoon passed.
"Do you want to eat white cakes? The syrup is frozen! Blackpaw placed the saucer on the table, making a crisp and pleasant sound.
If nothing had happened before, the gray fang would have shouted, "Yes, yes!" Absolutely! ”
But he made no sound, and there was nothing in the room except for this small windowsill that showed signs of what it had once been.
Blackclaw stood there looking at him, obviously waiting, his eyes calm and containing a sense of distance, but he still asked with concern, "Are you healed?" ”
Gray Fang sneered: "You're worried!" I thought that if I accidentally broke my neck, there would be no one to collect the body when I died in a foreign land. ”
"Not really," Blackpaw pointed to his seat beside him, "I was surprised by what you said today, it seems that you really figured it out, so if you need anything from me......"
After Grayfang sat down, Blackpaw remained standing, pouring a cup of tea and placing it beside him.
Gray Fang looked down, Black Claw habitually adjusted the direction of the teacup, this gesture, rotated the cup ring to the right to the optimal distance, the teaspoon was stable, and there was no collision at all, then he bent down and asked, "Do you still need sugar?" ”
Gray Fang subconsciously showed a hint of disgust, this kind of pouring tea coupled with a false and polite way of asking, especially when talking to people deliberately lowered their tone, and then lowered their upper body, they had not appeared on this person for at least ten years.
So Greyfang looked sideways at him, "What do you mean?" ”
Blackclaw could only step back a distance, sat down on the left, and briskly filled his cup with syrup: "I've always treated you like a normal person since the day I took you away...... It's rude to sit without permission, but if it makes you feel more comfortable......"
Although I don't understand it very well, since the two of them finally sat down at a table: "That's good! Or that question, why are you here? ”
"So what do you want me to do?" Blackpaw asked quickly rhetorically.
How? Back in that room, it was Greyfang's subconscious thought, Blackclaw calmly looked him in the eye, and without saying anything, he had already completely guessed: "I brought you to this place, to take care of your daily life, to take care of you, this is what your father asked me to do, but in other words, it is also an order...... From the moment you made up your mind to come to the Courtyard of Knowledge, my mission was over. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Gray Fang only felt a wave of anger plugging his chest, and hurriedly clenched his trembling hand, suppressed his voice and asked him, "And then?" You can choose where you want to go! Why this! And then hide and disappear, isn't it interesting? ”
"I don't have a choice," Blackclaw leaned forward and sighed slightly, "We were family before, and this relationship ended from the time you chose for yourself...... To put it simply, if you are willing to continue with the boring life you used to have, I will always be your adoptive father, and now you want to cross this path and become a different person, or even go back...... From the moment you got that letter, we have returned to the position of master and servant, you will always be my young master, and I ...... It will also always maintain your honor. ”
Gray Fang only felt a thunderclap, and the whole brain was in pain except for vertigo.
That's right, he wants to get out of that life! When he came here, he was indeed overjoyed in his heart, and he hadn't even had time to think about what kind of consequences he would bear in the future, he hadn't even thought about Black Claw!
Selfish, ruthless, willful, irresponsible, even despicable, even speculating at will, and then slandering out of thin air, what qualifications does he have to do this!
"Why!" He shuddered, "Why! I thought we didn't need to change the ......."
And further down? He didn't know what to say either.
"And what is your purpose? Just be a scoundrel? Or take back everything you want? ”
yes, what about my purpose? To be honest, it's not that I haven't thought about it.
The Pantheon that fell into the sea of fire in his memory, the high wall pierced by artillery fire, and the stone pillar carrying the zenith exploded into ashes in an instant, originally he just wanted to follow up to take a sneak look, but when the screams began, the crimson viscous liquid suddenly rolled down the end of the long ladder, and he frantically wanted to escape, but as soon as he ran up two steps, Red grabbed him and completely stained the shoes and socks on his feet.
Whose blood is this? It's your dearest relatives, your grandparents' brothers, that's why it's like stepping into hell.
For the whole night, the sky echoed with "Kill, kill!" ”
"I'm going to make those people pay!"
Word by word, away from the arrow to the heart.