Chapter 3 Blessings and Misfortunes Have No Root Cause Feelings and grievances consume human life
Bai Yulu knew that something was wrong, and quickly quickened her pace and walked towards the ancestral hall, and when she got to the door, the girl who had previously ordered to hug Mingmeng to go to the backyard to place the package hurriedly hugged Mingmeng and rushed over, and when she saw Bai Yulu open her mouth, she shouted, "Grandma, grandma is not good, it's not good, just now I went back to Shufangyuan, as soon as I entered the door, Xue Xue drove me out, saying that Shufangyuan is no longer our place, our place is the Zhaoshui Pavilion where Aunt Liu lived before." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
Bai Yulu said gently, a heart was half cold in an instant, and he hurriedly stepped on the steps and looked inside, the ancestral hall was empty, where there was half a figure.
Seeing this, the little girl had already shed tears, and said with a sob, "Old lady, you don't even want to see grandma." β
Bai Yulu was upset and said, "Don't talk nonsense, there must be something wrong with my mother." It's all a family, how can there be a reason to avoid it? β
The little girl was only unconvinced, "Xue Xue A little girl dares to throw her face at us, grandma, I'm afraid you will have a hard time in the future." β
"Alright, don't talk about it." Bai Yulu didn't want to listen anymore, so she hurriedly picked up Ming Meng and ordered, "Go and put the things in the Zhaoshui Pavilion." I have never been able to give birth to a boy since I married into the Lin family, and I have been out for so long this time, and I really don't deserve to be this grandmother. β
"But ......"
"Say no more, go ahead." After sending the little girl, Bai Yulu's heart was popping and beating, Mingmeng seemed to feel her mother's instability, just opened her big round eyes, stretched out her hand and gently patted Bai Yulu's hand holding her, while shouting her mother.
Bai Yulu smiled and swallowed her tears, and then hugged Mingmeng and prepared to go to a maid in the house to ask, but she knew where the old lady went. Just walked a few steps to the backyard, Bai Yulu saw in the pavilion in the middle of the lake from a distance through the shadow of the flowers, Liu Ruofeng was chatting happily with the old lady with a fan, and I don't know what Liu Ruofeng was talking in the old lady's ear.
Bai Yulu's tears suddenly couldn't help but fall down with a click.
Liu Ruofeng had already seen the situation on Bai Yulu's side in the pavilion, and his mind moved, Liu Ruofeng only teased the pair of golden silk birds that the girl was carrying and said, "Mother, look at you, how cute this pair of canaries is, but they are much more interesting than the ones we find in the shade." β
As he spoke, he pointed to Bai Yulu, and the old lady followed Liu Ruofeng's finger and looked at it, and her smiling face immediately pulled down. Liu Ruofeng pretended to be surprised and said, "Ouch, I just saw the shade of the flower move, but it was a bird, but I never thought that my sister was back." β
The old lady immediately glared at her, "You still call it sister?!" β
Liu Ruofeng hurriedly pretended to be and said, "Yes, yes, look at my memory, it's my sister." β
While speaking, she hurriedly got out of the gazebo to come over to pick up the rain and dew, Bai Yulu's heart was already cold, and at this moment she only felt that her hands and feet were cold, holding Ming Meng, like holding driftwood for survival, she didn't know how she walked in front of the old lady, and after unconsciously finishing the salute, she heard the old lady snort in her nostrils and said, "Yo, I haven't seen you for some days, but I have grown a lot, and I am so reluctant to salute?" β
Bai Yulu said astringently, "My daughter-in-law didn't mean that. After speaking, she forced a smile and wanted to make up for another one, but the old lady was already impatient and said, "That's it, laughing is worse than crying, just salute your sister and go back to your Zhaoshui Pavilion, staying here is also an eyesore." β
Bai Yulu smiled astringently, blessed Liu Ruofeng again, and called "sister". As for how she walked back later, Bai Yulu couldn't remember it clearly, and in the end, she was pulled away from the confusion by Qi Xue's voice.
When she opened her eyes and looked at it, Bai Yulu found that she had unconsciously walked back to her former residence, Shufangyuan. Qi Xue was standing in front of the door with her waist crossed at this moment, and said in her voice, "Aunt Bai, are you going to come in for tea?" If not, Zhaoshui Pavilion can be on the opposite side, not here. β
One by one, it was like a knife inserted straight into Bai Yulu's heart, and Bai Yulu didn't even feel pain. When I arrived at Zhaoshui Pavilion, the little girls inside were all listless, and when I saw Bai Yulu coming in, she also gave a slight salute, Bai Yulu hugged Ming Meng back to the room and sat down, looking at the empty room like a knife, and only after a long time did she look at Ming Meng and said, "Child, you see, my mother is too cowardly to get to this point." I'm used to being submissive, and now I don't even have the heart to resist. Child, I only hope that my decision today is correct, if being content with the status quo can make your life a little better, it will be a lot of suffering, and I will suffer ......."
said that Bi Bai Yulu wiped her tears with self-deprecation, "Say what you are doing well, in the end, they are all members of the family, at most." Count me as a lot. β
Bai Yulu talked to herself for a long time, and Mingmeng, who had been gently calling "mother", couldn't stand the sleepiness and fell asleep, Bai Yulu stopped talking, placed Mingmeng to rest, and after tidying up the futon for Mingmeng, he looked up and suddenly felt dizzy in his eyes, but he was afraid of waking up the sleeping Mingmeng, so he only helped the bed frame and lay down slowly......
Bai Yulu was sick, and after her own sister, who was easy to take care of, recovered, it was her turn again. Bai Yulu was no longer difficult to get up as soon as she lay on the hospital bed, and during the time she was sick, Lin Jin came a few times in the bits and pieces of the years, and she only glanced at it a few times and went again.
However, she was seriously ill, and Bai Yulu didn't dare to write a letter to alarm her sister, the lonely and lonely Zhaoshui Pavilion followed Bai Yulu's illness, and became more and more impersonal.
Ziyu is slightly older, and she only looks like a teenager, just a teenager, what can she do? Bai Yulu on the hospital bed had to drag her sick body to do something after all. Fortunately, Mingmeng is gradually getting older, and her temperament is extremely independent since she was a child, so she doesn't let Yulu bother.
Bai Yulu can only burn a little more desire for life when he looks at the sensible and obedient Mingmeng. It's just that this desire can't sustain her for a lifetime.
At the end of the year, Lin Jin returned from business, and he didn't know where to find a famous doctor who said that he wanted to help Yulu see a doctor, and with this famous doctor's treatment, Bai Yulu was finally able to get out of the room.
On this day, Bai Yulu put on his clothes and came to the garden, and saw a white and chubby boy squatting in the garden and playing with the dirt from a distance.