My name is Yan Yan, I am 17 years old, and I am in my first year of university in a southern city. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Fourteen years ago, I was adopted by a boy 11 years older than me, whose name was Yan Xiao. However, he was not as kind as people think, and he adopted me purely to give me to his sister after adoption. His sister had a fever due to an accident, which burned out her brain, and her intelligence was not as good as ordinary people. After becoming an adult, she reluctantly married a man who was more than ten years older than her, but she never had children.

Although at that time, I was only a three-year-old child, and my memory of many things was vague, but I remembered Yan Xiao clearly.

Because of that beating, I have a deep memory and unforgettable. Even now, I occasionally wake up from dreams.

Yan Xiao took me back and stayed there for two days, then sent me to his sister's house. As he drove away on his bike, I remember the day I hugged his lap and cried out to him daddy. He looked back at me in front of him and kicked me. He kicked me out of the way every time, and every time I went crazy and cried and got up from the ground and ran to him again. I held on to his legs, and after a few times, he got impatient and kicked me into the ditch in front of his sister's house.

He stood and watched for a while, and when he saw me climb up, he drove the car on. I cried and chased after him, calling him dad over and over again, and he didn't walk fast, and he would look back at me from time to time. I have been chasing for a long time, and during this time, he kept picking up dry mud on the road and beating me, and he yelled and shouted for me to go back.

I kept chasing him with my hair on my back, my voice was hoarse, and I chased him like that, until later, when he stopped, and stood there, looking at me so quietly and faintly.

He stood there and looked at me for a long time, and I remember very well that he had shredded hair, and was wearing a white t-shirt, jeans, sneakers, and was very tall. He just looked at me condescendingly.

When I stopped crying, he looked at the highway in the distance and said lightly, "Yan Yan, I can take you back." But you have to remember that later your home is here. You grow up and have to take care of your mother, and you are her lifelong dependence, you know? ”

I don't know what he meant, and I don't want mom either. All I know is that in the past two days, he will buy me candy, wash my face, take me to sleep, I just want to be with him, I just want him to be my father.

I looked at him stunned, not knowing how to answer.

He suddenly withdrew his gaze from a distance and looked at me, he was obviously smiling, but I felt an inexplicable pressure and fear.

I was dumbfounded, still not knowing how to answer.

He patted the seat lightly and smiled, "Yan Yan, if you agree, I'll take you away." ”

I didn't dare to speak, he lowered his head to look into my eyes, I took two steps back in fright, he curled the corners of his mouth slightly, and said, "Huh? ”

I didn't say anything, he drove on, and I cried again and chased after him. He turned around and said two words: "Speak!" ”

As long as he wanted me, I cried and nodded desperately, "I know." ”

He stopped again, then put me in the back seat and took me home.

From that day on, I knew clearly that I could no longer call him father, only uncle. If you call him dad again, he'll never want me again. When I grow up, I'm going back to my mother's house.

At this point, I lived with Yan Xiao's mother, and I called his mother grandma. My grandmother loves me very much, and she lives alone in a small city. She picked me up from school every day, cooked for me, and taught me some housework until she died of a heart attack. In the six years I lived with my grandmother, I never met my grandfather. However, I also know a few things. These things are not pretty.

In the intervening years, the number of times Yan Xiao and I met was limited to the Spring Festival, and he spent very little time at home. He rarely spoke to me, and his gaze became colder and sharper.

For me, he always just asked about my grades with a few words, lowered his eyes, flipped through my report card casually, and never looked at me directly.

Even so, I was afraid of him. Every time I stood in front of him, I had heart palpitations for no reason. It's more of a fear. Gradually, I hope he doesn't come back.

When his grandmother died, he came back.

At that time, he was still studying abroad and had not yet graduated, so he came back from a leave of absence. After finishing the aftermath, it's a matter of where I want to go.

That year, I was nine years old, in the fourth grade of primary school, and compulsory education was not yet free. My so-called mother, she didn't read any books, she married a rural person, and the family situation was not very good.

I was pretending to be doing my homework in the bedroom, and the sound of Yan Xiao talking to his brother-in-law and sister floated in.

"Yan Xiao, you picked up this kid back at the beginning. Now where did you pick it up and send it to? ”

Yan Xiao didn't speak, and the living room was full of smoke. I covered my mouth to keep myself from coughing.

"Yan Xiao, tell me, what should I do? Your sister and I don't plan to ask for this child, if you do, you can take it yourself! ”

I stood up lightly, and through the crack in the door, I saw Yan Xiao spitting smoke rings, and a pair of sharp eyes were staring in my direction.

I was so scared that I didn't know if he had seen me. I lowered my head and only heard my mother whisper, "The doll is my child, and I want to raise her." ”

I looked at the woman in the living room opposite, with a thin body, a yellow complexion, and unkempt hair, she still remembered my milk name at this time, and she still had to raise me, I bit my lip, and tears flowed.

The man disagreed, slapped the table and said, "It's not your turn to call the shots when you talk at home." You say that you can raise it, but what about the money? ”

Mother Nuo Nuo said: "I just want to raise." ”

The man yelled, "You know how to raise, what about what you gave birth to?" You know the! ”

My mother hung her head and said, "I can go out and work to earn money." ”

The man smiled strangely: "Make money? You don't look at yourself, you ......"

Before he finished speaking, Yan Xiao stood up, took out a wad of money from his bag, put it on the table, and said lightly: "You two are going to quarrel, go home and quarrel." ”

The two of them fell silent for a moment, and Yan Xiao extinguished the cigarette butt on the table, "Wang Baocai, you remember, Yan Yan is from my Yan family, and her household registration is the daughter of the old lady of my family, not your Wang family." This 10,000 yuan is used as her tuition fee for this year. If you are willing, you can take care of Yan Yan for the time being, and if you don't want to, I can put it at my aunt's house. ”

Wang Baocai suddenly laughed, picked up the money and said, "Of course your sister and I are willing." ”