Chapter 148: Do you regret it?
"Why are you here?" Shen Fuguo looked up and saw Shen Qiwu walking in, and asked with a surprised expression. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Because he was preparing dinner at the moment, Shen Qiwu should be sitting in the hall, why did he suddenly come to his study?
Wouldn't it be seen? Shen Fuguo's heart tightened, but his face was still flat, "Aren't you preparing for a dinner party?" How did you get here? ”
Shen Qiwu smiled and said, "I haven't spoken to my father for a long time, so I came over after thinking about it." ”
Shen Fuguo nodded, sighing a little.
"It's been a long time since we've seen each other, and I've heard that you're not doing well in the palace. The Empress Dowager has also passed away now, so you can imagine your situation. As he spoke, he sorted out some of the letters on the desk and slowly put them in the cabinet.
Hearing Shen Fuguo say this, Shen Qiwu smiled disappreciatively and said, "Actually, it's not bad, it's just a lot cleaner than before, so I like it." ”
Seeing that Shen Qiwu didn't care, Shen Fuguo didn't want to say anything.
This Shen Qiwu asked abruptly: "I just saw someone leaving the study in a hurry, is it my father's guest?" ”
Shen Fuguo's face changed, and he quickly laughed and said, "It's an old man I haven't seen for a long time, and I wanted to ask him to stay for a meal, but he still has something to do, so he left first." ”
"I see." Shen Qiwu nodded suddenly, quickly pretended not to care, and said, "Father's dinner is ready, let's go over." ”
"Uh-huh." Shen Fuguo nodded and said, "You go first, and I'll arrive later." ”
Since Shen Fuguo said so, Shen Qiwu was not good at persuading him. I just walked out of the study, but my body was shocked.
Shen Qiwu frowned and thought, no wonder the person just now was so familiar, it turned out to be an acquaintance! I still remember that five years ago, when the first emperor was seriously ill, it was he who pushed the second prince as the emperor all the way, but after Zhao Mu ascended the throne, he was demoted to a concubine.
Song Guogong?
Shen Qiwu glanced back at Shen Fuguo's study, a trace of different emotions flashed in his eyes, and he was at a loss.
When dinner came, Shen Qiwu deliberately paid attention to Shen Fuguo's face, and still talked and laughed without any change, which made Shen Qiwu puzzled.
Why did my father still mess with Song Guogong, and what did they talk about in the study? What are the two of them thinking?
"Sister? Sister? ”
"Huh? What's wrong? Shen Qiwu was startled, and quickly came back to her senses, and the whole family looked at her with surprised eyes.
Shen Fuguo frowned and asked, "What do you want?" So distracted? ”
Shen Qiwu shook his head and said with a smile: "It's just that I think it's been a long time since I've had dinner with my family, and I'm a little sad." ”
Shen Yun said with a smile: "Then my sister will go home more in the future." ”
Chen hurriedly slapped Shen Yun's head and blamed: "What nonsense, your sister is the queen, she can't leave the palace easily!" ”
"Oh, I see." Shen Yun glanced at Shen Qiwu with some weakness, and suddenly understood why Shen Qiwu said this.
Shen Qiwu touched Shen Yun's head and said with a somewhat flat smile: "If there is a chance in the future, my sister will definitely come back to accompany you more." ”
Shen Fuguo glanced at Shen Qiwu silently and asked, "How many days does Your Majesty allow you to stay out of the palace this time?" ”
"Probably tomorrow!" Shen Qiwu's face darkened, and he quickly regained his smile, "I've lived in the palace for a long time, and I don't know if I won't get used to it." ”
Shen Fuguo heard the meaning of her words, and said with a smile: "Your small yard has been cleaned by someone, so you will definitely be able to sleep well." ”
After dinner, Shen Qiwu took the two girls back to the small courtyard where he lived. Sure enough, as Shen Fuguo said, although there was a lot of snow in the yard, it was still as clean as new, and someone was cleaning it all the time.
I still remember that a lot of things happened here, and the vegetables that were planted in the past were still planted next to the fence of the small yard, but now they have been covered with snow, and the old people are still vividly remembered.
"Niangniang, did you live here before?" Qiu'er's eyes widened and she asked incredulously.
Shen Qiwu pursed his lips and smiled, tightened the sleeves of his neckline, so as not to let the cold wind blow in, and said with a smile: "Isn't it a little simple?" ”
Wanqing interjected: "Although it is simple, it can be seen that it is quite chic, and the mother is really Hui Zhilanxin." ”
Shen Qiwu felt a little useful in his heart, and took the two girls into the house.
The charcoal fire had already been laid in the stove, and there was still a trace of coolness outside after closing the door.
"Is the mother ready to go to bed?" Wanqing asked intimately, and told Qiu'er to prepare some hot water to clean Shen Qiwu's face.
After removing his makeup, he changed into a cotton coat, and Shen Qiwu stood in his boudoir, a little like returning to the days of the eldest lady of the Shen family.
It was not early, Qiu'er and Wanqing had already retreated, and Shen Qiwu was left alone in the room.
There are still some books she used to love to read in the bookcase, although people are often cleaning, but there is still a lot of dust stuck in the bookcase, and the people who want to clean are a little careless, so they forget to clean the inside of the bookcase.
Many books were yellowed a little because they thought that no one had read them for a long time, and Shen Qiwu was slightly distracted and pulled out one of them.
Quietly sat on the edge of the bed and watched.
In the past five years, Shen Qiwu has not been happy, the two old people who love her, her grandmother and the empress dowager have passed away one after another, so that now Shen Qiwu's situation has made her more and more inseparable from books.
Maybe this is the only way for her to comfort her heart.
Occasionally, she misses someone, and the trip five years ago is an experience she will never forget in her life.
Every time the night sky came up, she remembered how lucky she was.
Shen Qiwu put down the book, opened the window, and let the cold wind outside blow in.
I still remember what I said to Huan'er at my grandmother's house.
"Huan'er, why don't we run away?"
It's like talking to yourself.
"Miss, if you leave like this, we will all be executed by the saints."
Thinking of Huan'er's timid appearance at that time, Shen Qiwu laughed unconsciously.
If you think about it, maybe you should have run away desperately at that time. Is it that you are too cowardly? Or was it the numbness that succumbed to fate?
Shen Qiwu shook his head and said self-deprecatingly: "What's wrong Shen Qiwu, do you regret it?" ”
Then he began to ask and answer himself.
"yes, but what if you regret it? There are no regret pills sold in this world! ”
"Do you regret it? Then regret it? ”
Shen Qiwu suddenly thought of Yan Ruojun, and he didn't know how the old man was doing now.
It is certain that the old man is still alive and well, but he doesn't know when he will be able to meet again.
Next time, you will definitely win him in chess!