Chapter 39: Unreachable
After arriving home at noon, I felt unwell, my body was very tired, but my spirit was very excited. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ο½ο½ο½Uο½Eγ After eating, I was going to sleep, but it was uncomfortable to lie down, so I got up and went to the temple to meditate.
The sun was abundant at noon, and it was even more muggy when the glass shone on me. My mom came over and took a look at me, and went downstairs without a squeak, not knowing what to do. I meditated under the sun, and the more I sitted, the more impetuous. The body also got sick, just like a bad cold, the whole body was sore, and the original excited spirit was probably sunburned, and the heart was about to hook out. After sitting for about ten minutes, I heard my mother open the door and come back. I really couldn't sit still, my heart didn't mean to calm down at all, I panicked, so I had to get up.
My mom saw me get up and called me over for sorbet. It turned out that she was afraid that I would suffer from heat stroke, so she went downstairs to buy me sorbet. I was burning my chest, my mother was completely sending charcoal in the snow, I took it and ate a big bite, but I was in a hurry, and my brain hurt from the ice. After a long time, my mother rolled her eyes when she saw that I was cold, blamed me for eating too quickly, and asked me to eat slowly.
I bought a total of two boxes of sorbet, I eliminated one and a half boxes by myself, and my mother ate two bites of those half boxes, but I didn't eat them, and I couldn't eat them, so she put them in the refrigerator.
After eating the sorbet, I finally felt that my heart was pressed down, maybe I had eaten too much, and I began to get cold again, and my stomach was cold. I went back to the house and lay down, this time I could lie down, and I wouldn't go crazy.
I pulled the towel over my stomach and fell asleep in a daze, and had a dream that Wang Xiaochen came to my house to look for me, followed by a man, who was older than her, and stood behind her. I asked her who this man was, and she didn't speak, just looked at me directly, her eyes were very strange, very gentle and a little reluctant. I don't know why, when I saw her eyes, I felt that the man behind me was her new boyfriend, and my heart was full of sourness, although I kept telling myself that I had nothing to do with her. But subconsciously I still feel a little emotional, and now I see that she has found another one, and it is five big and three thick, and it is black, and I am even more indignant in my heart.
I pulled Wang Xiaochen to keep a distance from the man, and then asked her, "Why don't you find a decent one?" How do you find one? Why are you in a hurry? β
Wang Xiaochen still didn't speak, his eyes were red, as if he was wronged, I was even more angry when I saw this, you are still looking for such a grievance? The man's cautious eye is fully reflected in me.
I wanted to say something more to her, but she turned around and left, and the man gave me a cold look and followed her out. I was angry, and those eyes seemed to be showing off to me. I want to chase it out, but there is no reason, why should I chase it out? Who am I?
Seeing her disappear at the door, the loss in my heart was so serious. It felt like life and death, like never seeing her again. My chest is uncomfortably blocked. I just want to vent out, beat someone up or be beaten up.
I woke up from my dream, and I was in a bad mood, but I was glad it was a dream. All kinds of uncomfortable feelings in the dream are suppressed in reality, no way, the dream is subconscious, although it is real, but it is unreliable. In reality, I still have Wan'er, I can't have any thoughts about Wang Xiaochen, who she likes to find has nothing to do with me, and she will definitely not be as naΓ―ve as in her dreams.
If you want to forget about her, just don't think about it. I washed my face, said hello to my mom and rode to work. I rode very fast on the road, because I was afraid of running into her, but when it came to the part of the road where she walked to and from work every day, I involuntarily slowed down the speed, and the reason I gave myself was that I rode too fast and showed too ruthlessness, not my style, I stepped on the road, but the familiar figure did not appear.
When she arrived at the unit, Sister Zhang was busy herself, and Wang Xiaochen hadn't come yet. I helped Sister Zhang prepare the equipment to be used in the afternoon, and Sister Zhang also understood it after the failed mediation, so it didn't take much effort. Too lazy to talk to the two of us.
It's past two o'clock, Wang Xiaochen hasn't come yet, this time I didn't need Sister Zhang's squeak, I took the initiative to call her, I can't delay work because of this, the phone is connected, but no one answers. I hit it three times in a row.
What's going on, why don't you answer my phone yet? I told Sister Zhang about the situation, and Sister Zhang took out her mobile phone and called her personally, and the result was exactly the same as mine, and it worked, but no one answered.
I'm a little panicked this time, something can't happen, right? Sister Zhang also seems to be a little anxious, but she is more stable than me, and told me to call another one later, to see if anyone picks up, and if no one picks up, let me go to her house to have a look.
I heard Sister Wang say this, I was even more scared, I didn't dare to go to her house, I don't invite her to see her like a black-eyed bee now, and I dare to go over and die by myself?
When it was almost three o'clock, I made another phone call, but this time I couldn't get through, and I couldn't get through directly. Sister Zhang also hit one, the same situation as me. Sister Zhang asked me to ride a bicycle to have a look, and I went out hard. I walked back and forth along the way, hoping to meet her on the road, and that would be great. It's a pity that it was just my good wish, and I didn't see her until I reached the mouth of her house.
It seems that it is not possible to go into the tiger's den, I made a phone call at the entrance of her house in the alley, this time I was dead, so I could only break in. But when I came to her house, I found that I couldn't break in, and there was a lock hanging on the door of her house.
Could it be her mother...... Seriously, right? If it's serious, the neighbors should have some news, right?
I hurriedly got out of the car, the door of the house on the left of her house was open, I walked directly in, just through the door hole to the yard, I saw a black shadow rushing towards me, I hurriedly flashed, turned around and ran, because I found that there was a Tibetan mastiff tied in the yard, I damn it! The bear crunched the chains, and the glass shook with a low roar.
There happened to be a little girl in the house lying on the windowsill eating persimmons, I suddenly came out of the door and she didn't react, and then her Tibetan mastiff began to wield, she "Mom" sounded, and quickly chased out.
After drinking the Tibetan mastiff, she ran out of the yard with me and saw me hiding behind the electric car, looking guarded. She smiled at me, "It's okay, it's on a leash!" If you can't get out, who are you looking for? β
said that she was a little girl, but in fact she was also a young girl, and she looked like fifteen or sixteen, so I asked her what Wang Xiaochen's family was doing.
She listened and asked me, "Who are you from her family?" β
"Oh, I'm Wang Xiaochen's colleague, she didn't go to work, and the phone couldn't get through, so I came over to take a look." I said.
The little girl threw the persimmon root and told me, "Go to the hospital!" Something happened to her family! β