School playgrounds. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Chen Fan, will we get married after graduation?" A girl lay on Chen Fan's lap and said as she looked at the moonlight in the sky.

Chen Fan smiled and stroked the girl's hair, "Okay." ”

in the mall.

"Chen Fan, this is delicious, you taste it, taste it." The girl scooped a piece of cake with a spoon and stuffed it into Chen Fan's mouth.

Chen Fan smiled happily, "It's so delicious, a cake as big as a slap costs more than 50, it turns out to be so delicious." ”

"yes, yes, I'll just say it's delicious. I really want to eat this cake every day in the future. The girl looked longing.

Chen Fan smiled and said arrogantly, "I'll find a part-time job at night when I go back, and I'll buy it for you every weekend." ”

"Hehehehe, Chen Fan, you are so good. But don't worry, you're working hard like that. ”

"If you like it." With the thoughtfulness of some girls, Chen Fan couldn't extricate himself.

On the day of graduation.

"Chen Fan, my mother told me to go home." The girl cried profusely, "But I don't want to leave you." ”

"I'll go home with you, I'll talk to my aunt about the two of us?" Chen Fan listened to the girl's words and felt that he should fulfill his promise, so he also called his future mother-in-law with apprehension.

"Okay, Chen Fan, you're so nice." In the blink of an eye, the girl burst into tears and laughed.

On the way, I bought a big bag and a small bag to come to the girl's house, Chen Fan first came to the south or a prosperous place like Hangzhou, and it is said that the sea city next to it is even more prosperous.

At the beginning, the girl's family was very enthusiastic about Chen Fan, who was carrying a large bag, especially the girl's mother, who looked at Chen Fan's reliable face and personality, and liked it very much. When the girl's mother knew that Chen Fan was an orphan and only had one suite in the northwest, she suddenly changed color. Slightly sarcastically asked, "Our daughter can't marry so far away, and if she wants to marry, she must buy a house in Hangzhou or a nearby city, the northwest is too far away." And you have to have a car, and you can't go out without a car now. You don't want my daughter to suffer, do you? I am not materialistic, but I want my daughter to be happy. ”

Chen Fan was dumbfounded when the girl's mother began to ask for it, he used to think how beautiful love was, and then love was indeed very beautiful, but when it came to marriage, it was not a matter of two people, but a matter of two families. What you want to marry is not a person, but the face of the family, and of course, there is also the concern of parents and elders for their children.

Chen Fan listened to it in a daze, feeling so painful and panicked.

In the end, when Chen Fan left the girl's house, what echoed in his mind were those words: "300,000 dowry, at least in Hangzhou, you must have a house and a car, and your job must be stable and decent." ”

Seeing Chen Fan's depressed appearance, the girl ran out to comfort Chen Fan despite her mother's dissuasion.

"Chen Fan, I'm sorry, I didn't know my mother would say this, are you okay?" The girl knew Chen Fan's family situation, and she didn't expect that the original meeting would become like this.

"It's okay, hehehe." Chen Fan smiled far-fetched and bitter, "Give me a little more time, okay?" I will definitely succeed. ”

The girl listened to Chen Fan's words, lowered her head, and nodded, "Hmm." ”

After leaving the girl's home, Chen Fan sold his family's house and stayed in Hangzhou with more than 100,000 yuan.

Originally, with his previous part-time experience, Chen Fan felt that society was just like that, and he was full of confidence to break out of the world in Hangzhou.

However, as soon as Chen Fan entered the company, he repeatedly hit a wall, compared with the monotonous and simple part-time job, the company is not only under a lot of pressure, but also makes Chen Fan unable to see the hope of the future, thinking about the 300,000 bride price, having a house and a car in Hangzhou. Chen Fan was irritable for a while, and it didn't take long for the conceited Chen Fan to choose to quit his job.

This situation is not an exception, changing jobs is the same as changing clothes, Chen Fan will always encounter all kinds of problems. Chen Fan became more and more impetuous.

The girl who entered the society found that life was difficult, a decent job, with a salary of three or four thousand, and after paying the rent and water and electricity every month, the rest was just enough to eat. Under the frequent activities and dinners among colleagues, the girl's life is even more calculating, counting her salary every day and sighing, and sometimes she needs to overdraw her credit card. Girls who want to save face in front of others often go out with their colleagues to have a good meal, and when they return to their rental house, they will have white porridge and pickles.

After a year of struggling with the company, the girl fell ill, a minor illness, and she did not tell Chen Fan. When she arrived at the hospital accompanied by a colleague, she found that she didn't even have money for medical bills.

After her colleague paid for the medical bills, the girl returned to the rental house and cried profusely. She called her mother and asked her family for money for the first time after graduation.

The girl's mother didn't say a word and left the girl with 3,000 yuan, and didn't forget to remind the girl to find someone who was rich and good to her to marry.

The girl thought of Chen Fan and shook her head again, struggling in her heart. The girl feels like a failure, and her life is not like life but a real survival!

The last few days are 。。。。。。

"Hey, Chen Fan, why are you calling me now? Didn't you say that we shouldn't contact this point, I'm going to have a meeting. The girl's dissatisfied voice came from the other end of the phone, but the girl's heart was indeed extremely flustered at the moment.

"New Century Hotel?" Chen Fan asked in a questioning tone.

There was silence on the other end of the line, and finally a voice came.

"You got it? Then break up. ”

"Why?"

"Because you don't have any money. Another important reason is that you are not self-motivated, and I don't see any hope. Do you know, although I am very happy to be by your side, but I am not secure at all, in the past, we could pass through the spiritual world with emotional satisfaction, but now? What does it take to get married and raise children? ”

"I see, I just want to ask you one question, have you ever loved me?"

"Loved. Chen Fan, I'm sorry。。。。。。 ”

The girl wanted to say something but was interrupted by Chen Fan.

"Tiantian, you're not wrong, it's me who doesn't fight, I wish you happiness."

Chen Fan woke up from the bed sweating profusely, and seeing that he was still in the villa on the island, he knew that it was another dream. During the days when he came to the island, although Chen Fan had everything on his face all day long, he had no heart or lungs, but this incident became his eternal pain.

Touching his cheeks, Chen Fan felt a little moist, and couldn't help but say to himself, "Are you crying again, Tiantian, you must be happy." ”

Chen Fan didn't feel sleepy at all at the moment, got up and walked to the balcony. When the lynx black cat sheriff heard the movement, he opened his eyes and looked at it, and then found that it was Chen Fan who fell asleep again.

Chen Fan took out a bottle of foreign wine from the wine cabinet on the balcony, poured a small glass and poured it hard, except for the spicy, Chen Fan felt that it was bitter, it was full of bitterness, it was a kind of bitterness from the heart.

Looking up at the starry sky, Chen Fan sometimes thinks about how good it would be if you met me before and now me. Yes, you can't go back to the past.