And these days are approaching Zuo Xiaoling's father's 50th birthday, let her go back to Suzhou to celebrate her birthday together, but at this moment, Zuo Xiaoling didn't know how to make an excuse that she couldn't go back on such an important day, and she didn't dare to tell her parents that she was pregnant, so she casually found a reason to prevaricate, so she hurriedly hung up the phone first. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info and Yao Ruisen is still busy working, getting up early and returning late. The day before the operation, Yao Ruisen told Zuo Xiaoling that the company temporarily decided to let him go to Nanjing for three days tomorrow, and tomorrow he would not be able to accompany Zuo Xiaoling to the hospital for surgery, and he had contacted a female colleague of Zuo Xiaoling and asked her to accompany Zuo Xiaoling to the hospital tomorrow. For the first time, Zuo Xiaoling had a trace of doubt about the man in front of her: for Yao Ruisen, is it important to work or her? kept saying that for her, at such a moment when Yao Ruisen's company was needed, he was not around. But she still endured it, put all the pain and fear in her heart, it was not easy to look back and think about Yao Ruisen, she didn't want to increase Yao Ruisen's burden anymore, every day when she saw Yao Ruisen go home and fell asleep, she knew how hard he was outside, she couldn't bear to say any more harsh words, so she went to sleep early. Zuo Xiaoling was lying on the bed, thinking about tomorrow's operation, thinking about saying goodbye to the unborn child in her belly, she began to feel sad again, and thought that her father could not return to his 50th birthday, and she was even more sad, in this entanglement, Zuo Xiaoling fell asleep in a daze, and had a dream: she saw a naked little boy staring at a pair of big black round eyes and shouting Mom, Mom. When she woke up from the dream, Zuo Xiaoling found that she was already in tears and was still sobbing. It turned out how reluctant I was to give up this child in my heart. At all costs. This is a piece of meat on her body, the more Zuo Xiaoling thinks about it, the more sad she becomes, and she can't sleep peacefully.

The next day, when Zuo Xiaoling woke up, Yao Ruisen had already left the house, and left 2,000 yuan and a note on the table: Baby, see that you sleep so soundly, I won't wake you up. I'll be back in three days, you have to be strong, a bright future is just around the corner, love your Sen. Zuo Xiaoling took the 2,000 yuan and came to the hospital accompanied by her colleagues. When the doctor called her name, she had to part with her colleagues at the door of the operating room, walk into the cold operating room alone, climb up to the operating table by herself, and watch the doctor pick up those cold surgical tools. When she made a dingling sound, she was extremely frightened. She felt extremely helpless, in case something unexpected happened, she didn't even have a relative around her, and her lover Yao Ruisen was not there, what could she do? The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, the more she thought about it, the more panicked she became, and she was anxious to grab something, to seek some security, so she said to the doctor, "Doctor, I'm so scared, can you hold my hand?" The doctor said unusually calmly: "Why did you go earlier, I don't know anything after the anesthetic." "Doctor, I can't do it anymore, my hands are cramping, I'm so scared, what should I do?" "Don't move, the anesthetic has been indispensed, just wait a while." Finally, under the effect of anesthetic power, Zuo Xiaoling's body and heart relaxed, and gradually fell asleep quietly, like a dream, yesterday's dream appeared again, but the difference was that the big black and round eyes became blood-colored eyes, and slowly began to float towards the sky, gradually lost her face, farther and farther away, and finally disappeared, only to hear the child's cry in her ears, the cry was so loud, and the more she cried, the louder she cried, finally, Zuo Xiaoling was awakened by this cry, I found that I was already in the observation room of the hospital, and the nurse was lifting her from the operating table to the hospital bed, and the nurse said to her: "The operation went well, the child has been removed, and now I need to observe in the observation room for two hours. "No need, I'll just take a break." Zuo Xiaoling was frightened by the dream just now, and she hadn't fully recovered yet, she just wanted to rest for a while. Suddenly, the nurse approached Zuo Xiaoling's ear and said, "It's a baby boy, his eyes and ears can be seen very clearly, and he looks very good." With that, the nurse closed the door and left. Leaving Zuo Xiaoling alone to reminisce about what the nurse said and the dream just now, it turned out to be a boy. May this child stop hating me and hate me. No matter what, everything has passed, the days are still the same, and hope is just around the corner.

When Yao Ruisen came back from a business trip, Zuo Xiaoling's physical strength had almost recovered, but occasionally there was still a faint pain in the lower abdomen, seeing Zuo Xiaoling's pale face, Yao Ruisen felt a little distressed, but he immediately suddenly became excited, it turned out that in the past few days on a business trip, he negotiated several large orders in Nanjing, and the company decided to promote him to business supervisor and arranged for him to be transferred to Nanjing to work, with an additional 2000 basic salary. This opportunity is really rare, Yao Ruisen feels that the opportunity he has been waiting for has finally come, and he must seize it. Seeing Yao Ruisen so happy and excited, Zuo Xiaoling was also happy for him in her heart, and she also had a lot of things to tell Yao Ruisen, telling him that it was a boy, telling him that dream, and telling him that his father was actually born yesterday. But when the words came to his lips, he stopped talking. Because Yao Ruisen is completely immersed in his own world, all his attention is on the upcoming new job.

A week later, Yao Ruisen left Wu Xi and went to Nanjing, he told Zuo Xiaoling that the short separation was to be together more permanently in the future, and when he settled down, let Zuo Xiaoling go after a while. In this way, Zuo Xiaoling stayed in Wu Xi and started a life alone.

One night, after she urinated in the bathroom, she suddenly found that the water in the toilet had turned red, Zuo Xiaoling had blood in her urine, she was afraid and hurriedly flushed the water away, but in the last bit of water, she seemed to see those big blood-colored eyes again, as if she heard someone shouting in her ears again: "Mom, Mom." Zuo Xiaoling was very scared, the child came to her again, she immediately ran back to the bedroom, covered her head in the quilt, lay on the bed, did not dare to move, she tried her best to forget all this, in a daze, Zuo Xiaoling returned to the original dream: the crying boy seemed to have grown up a lot, this time he put on a blue dress, held a red ball, and kept patting the red ball in the distant sky, Zuo Xiaoling seemed to be suddenly very close to him, and reached out to touch the child, suddenly, The child was covered in blood and fell from the sky, only the red ball was still flapping in the sky, making a sound like a heartbeat. Zuo Xiaoling was suddenly awakened by a nightmare. She immediately called Yao Ruisen, crying and said, "Yao Ruisen, come back quickly." After Yao Ruisen heard what happened, he was also very anxious, and told Zuo Xiaoling not to think nonsense, and to go to the hospital tomorrow to have a look, and he couldn't go back for the time being. Zuo Xiaoling fell into disappointment and fear again, at this moment she wanted Yao Ruisen to be by her side, hugging her tightly and comforting her, but now there was only herself.

The next day, Zuo Xiaoling went to the hospital for examination, due to the last abortion, the inner wall of the uterus was not cleaned, Zuo Xiaoling had a serious gynecological disease that caused blood in the urine, and she needed to take medicine in time for treatment, otherwise it would lead to lifelong infertility. At this time, the boss of the advertising company saw that Zuo Xiaoling always asked for leave for three days, and found a reason to dismiss her. At this time, in the face of the double blow of life, Zuo Xiaoling is powerless to fight back, what she wants to see most now is Yao Ruisen, she must Yao Ruisen come back and accompany her, what a bright future, when she is so helpless and collapsed, she can't even see the figure, what's the use? Isn't it all in vain? She hurriedly called Yao Ruisen to come back, and when Yao Ruisen heard that Zuo Xiaoling had such a serious illness, he also blamed himself for only taking care of work recently and not taking good care of her, so he asked for a leave from the company and prepared to go back to Wu Xi to take good care of Zuo Xiaoling.

Hearing that Yao Ruisen was coming back, Zuo Xiaoling, who was originally depressed, suddenly felt a lot better...... (To be continued.) )