I haven't been able to sign this article until now. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

To be honest, this is a subject that I like very much, and I thought about it for a long time, and I hesitated for a long time to upload it as my second book. was full of confidence, but was suddenly poured down by a bucket of cold water, that taste......

During this period of time, every time I see someone tipping and commenting in the book review area, especially when I see "Jasmine 123" tipping several times, I feel very uncomfortable. There is a feeling of living up to everyone's liking.

The reality is that I'm conflicted. Writing a novel has always been my dream, I tried to write while going to work, the truth is that I can't do it at all, it takes three or four hours for a 2000-child chapter, and from time to time for Carvin's handicap party, to go to work, go home at the same time and face a one- or two-year-old child, and then write an essay at the same time, the difficulty can only be described in three words or can only be described in three words - that is, "impossible".

So, at the beginning of the year, I finally made up my mind to quit my job.

It is inevitable that people will be willful several times in their lives, and one of them is nothing to be willful for the sake of their dreams. So in the beginning, I bought myself two years. It is said that you give yourself two years, but in fact, people survive in reality, and the pressure you have to bear will not be borne because you are gone. Looking at the money bags that go out a lot and come in almost negligibly, I admit that I am not as calm as I thought I was. Especially in the face of the first book hitting the street, the second book said that he was not even qualified to hit the street, reason was pulling on himself, and there was no need to continue a novel that could not be signed, and I couldn't afford it. It's useless for me to like it myself, it's useless for a small number of people to like it, what I need is a work that more people agree with, so that it can support me on this road for a long time.

From the very beginning of writing the first book, I decided that once I started, I would keep changing and not giving up. So I'm still going to finish this one, but it's going to end soon......

I'm really sorry for the readers who really enjoyed this book. I'd be willing to continue if I could, so that it doesn't have to be so rushed to wrap up.