65. Mindfulness and happiness

When it was almost dark, Qu Yiying had already cooked the meal, and after waiting for a long time, Xia Ping'an had not yet returned from Xiao Su's house. She sat alone on the wooden table www.biquge.info the pen "Fun", thinking about whether she should visit Xiao Su herself.

And just as she was thinking this, there was a sudden knock on the door in the front yard. Qu Yiying went to open the door and found that it was the clerk in the ready-to-wear store who sent the big red dress with the changed size.

After thanking the clerk and sending him away, she stood in the courtyard and took apart the cloth in which the skirt was contained. I compared it up and down, and it really fits well. She walked back to her room and put the bright red dress in the closet, but she couldn't stop wanting to try again.

The moon slowly rose, and the sky was completely dark.

Chu Ze was supposed to come back tomorrow night, but he returned to the pharmacy tonight. When he pushed open the gate of the front yard and walked in, he saw that the quaint and quiet courtyard was empty, with candles burning in the lobby and food that he had not eaten on the wooden table in front of the medicine cabinet.

"Peace."

He came to the lobby and asked softly, wanting to know if there was anyone at home.

For a while, no one answered. Chu Ze walked out of the dark corridor and came to the flower bed in the backyard, and there was silence all around, except for the faint candlelight in Qu Yiying's room from the door. Seeing this, a faint smile appeared on Chu Ze's handsome face, and Anning's eyes were also like a lake swaying, fluctuating with tenderness, and he was about to call her, "Yiying......"

At this time, Qu Yiying suddenly pushed open the door and walked out, she was still wearing the red dress.

The whiteness of the moonlight was flawless on the dazzling red, enchanting and abnormal, exuding a desperate beauty, and her unearthly countenance and seductive waist, although stunning to the extreme, seemed to belong to the red world. Seeing her dressed up, even Chu Ze, who had always been cold, couldn't help but pause his gaze for a few seconds, Qu Yiying didn't expect Chu Ze, who was talking in the front yard before, she thought it was Xia Ping'an who came back.

She looked down at her dress a little embarrassed, and smiled at Chu Ze, "Doctor Wu, just now the person from the ready-to-wear shop sent the skirt, so I put it on and tried it on." After all, the money spent on buying clothes belonged to Chu Ze's pharmacy, and she told him the reason why she wanted to buy new clothes.

After listening to her explanation, Chu Ze's calm expression was still calm, but the tenderness in his eyes seemed to have faded a lot, he looked at her and said, "In this way, is it to go to Yan's house tomorrow?" ”

Qu Yiying smiled, "Yes, Yan Ning's grandmother is back." ”

"And this red dress?" He also knew that the Yan family had just passed away, and he felt that the red one was too ostentatious.

Her face was red, but she couldn't see it at night, and she quietly stared at the hem of her skirt and whispered, "Actually...... I saw that it was beautiful and red, so I bought it and wanted to wear it as a wedding dress. ”

Wedding dress.

Is it for the purpose of becoming a relative to Yan Ning?

Chu Ze stood in front of her, he had always had a clear purpose, and suddenly he didn't know why he had to come back a day earlier, when he was dealing with those tedious things in the Northern Chu Palace, he thought in his heart, maybe he could stay with her for one more day if he came back a day earlier, but now these seem to be meaningless.

Qu Yiying saw that the corners of his lips suddenly hooked up a smile, she didn't know what he was laughing at, was he laughing at herself for being too anxious, or did she think it was something to be happy about?

In short, Qu Yiying was very happy, she pursed her lips and said to him, "Doctor Wu, I have prepared all the meals, you must not have eaten when you come back so late, why don't you go eat first, and I will change my clothes back and go." ”

With that, she turned back to her room to change her dress.

At this time, Chu Ze suddenly opened his mouth to leave her, "You wait." ”

She stopped and looked at him. He was standing beside the flower bed, staring at himself, the look on his face was no longer cold, but with some tenderness, and his voice was a little hoarse, "I guess I can't go when you get married." Would you like to wear this wedding dress and have a meal with me? ”

Originally, he should be the one who held her hand and married her, but now although he can't be the person next to her, he can at least be a passerby who watches and is happy.

Chu Zeti's request was very reasonable and not excessive, Qu Yiying nodded and agreed without hesitation, and then followed him to the front yard.

Usually Xia Ping'an is here, and this is the first time for the two to eat together alone. Chu Ze sat on the side of the wooden table, his shoulders and back were straight at any time, like a lone cypress on a high mountain, looking down on all living beings in the world from a thousand feet of independence, although both of them were eating, but his movements were elegant, his posture was leisurely, and even chewing and swallowing slowly revealed a sense of nobility.

Qu Yiying looked at him, in fact, she wanted to sit cross-legged and comfortable casually, and unconsciously became a lady, straightened her body and sat down, ready to eat. But after eating for a while, she couldn't stand it, not only did her back start to ache, and even her legs were uncomfortable, but more importantly, the fried bamboo shoots far away from her were her favorite dish, and they were placed in front of Chu Ze.

At this time, Chu Ze suddenly looked at her and asked, "Did you go to the clinic safely?" ”

Qu Yiying hurriedly sat down and told him that Xia Ping'an had gone to see Xiao Su, she paused for a few breaths, and then told him about Xiao Su and his mother. After finishing speaking, both of them were a little silent, she sighed and said, "Actually, I think Xiao Su should still recognize his mother, after all, they are relatives, even if they make mistakes, but they are also mistakes in the past, why keep holding on to the past?" There is still such a long way to go in the future, even if we can't support each other, there is always one more person to miss by our side. ”

When Chu Ze heard her sighing words, he seemed to recall the sad past, his calm tone turned a little depressed, and he said slowly, "Where is it so easy to forgive a person, especially your own loved ones, if you want to get it back after abandoning your feelings, it will definitely not be complete." ”

When he said this, his expression was gloomy, and Qu Yiying saw him for the first time. She knew that Xia Ping'an was an orphan, and Dr. Wu's family had a big business, but she never saw his parents and was always alone, so she guessed that Dr. Wu was the same as Ping'an. She looked at Chu Ze and comforted in a soft voice, "There is nothing bad about orphans, Doctor Wu, you still have us." ”

When Chu Ze heard Qu Yiying's words, he immediately reacted to the meaning of her words and said, "I'm not an orphan. ”

Seeing Qu Yiying's puzzled expression, he smiled self-deprecatingly again, "I have a father and a mother, but my father used to be bad to my mother, and he never regarded me as his son. But then... My dad still found out about it. ”