In the deep blue night sky, in the east, there hung a full moon, not as clear and white as an ice tray, but blood-red and cloudy, making people feel that something murderous would happen on such a night. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

At the appointed time with Oniyama Soichi, I arrived as promised, and although I couldn't predict what heinous facts he was about to confess to me, just thinking about the corpse would make me tremble in madness.

Entering Cang Yijun's mansion, there is a garden between the gate and the main house, and there is a stone bridge in the middle, and there are water lilies floating in the blue spring under the bridge. As soon as you enter the gate, you can see the long-haired and shoulder-hanging Ghost Mountain Cangyi drinking on the verandah of the main house, facing the miscellaneous flowers and weeds of the four seasons in the garden, but there is a dreamy color in his eyes that people can't comprehend.

At this time, it was no exception, seeing that I was led in by the servant of the house, he raised his hand against the pillar and greeted me eagerly, and the grilled sweetfish and wine jug rested on the low table at his feet.

"You're so early."

"Really?"

In fact, I was just punctual as promised, but on the contrary, Cang Yijun waited here too early, and it seemed that he was fully prepared for the things he was about to confess.

After I sat down cross-legged, Cang Yijun handed me the full wine glass, he didn't say anything, just smiled meaningfully, I took the glass and drank it all, to show my master's kindness, if I set aside the locked room behind the main house where the corpse was kept, then the scene in front of me would only make me feel the warm hospitality of a close friend and a summer night with the fragrance of orchids outside the courtyard.

After a short silence, Oniyama Cangyi was the first to speak.

"I won't say anything superfluous, I'm here tonight to explain to you about it, but before I do, may I ask you a question?"

Ghost Mountain Cangyi put a piece of grilled fish meat into his mouth and took a sip of wine, such a rough way of eating on him is still shown as elegant as a piece of warm jade, although Cang Yijun is a man, but I was once confused by his dusty beauty, sometimes looking at his silhouette will even mistake it for a woman in a fairy dress, he turned his face to look at me, which made me suddenly lose my eyes back to a normal state.

"What's the problem? As long as I can answer, just ask. ”

"What do you think about regrets?"

"Ahh

Hearing this strange and abrupt question, I didn't know how to deal with it at all, and just opened my mouth stupidly.

In the face of Cang Yijun, I sometimes fall into a state of confusion, and I can't even figure out who he is, to be honest, I only know the man's name, his identity and background, what relatives and friends he has around him, and what profession he is engaged in... It's all a mystery and I don't know anything about it.,Until that day after sharing this person's secret.,I began to doubt my frequent correspondence with Cang Yijun.,I'm scared and I even regret it a little at the same time.,After all, that secret is not a pleasant thing.,But how can anyone know someone else's secret and suddenly cut off contact with it.,Cang Yijun didn't have malicious thoughts about me at the beginning.,On the contrary, I'm always hospitable and sincere.,If I suddenly refuse to deal with him for this reason,Not only does it seem extremely ungraceful, It also goes against his own will.

It's just a corpse, and it's not my style of doing things to shrink my head and be afraid of things before I figure out what happened.

So I came to the appointment with a complicated and unspeakable feeling, and roughly thought that Cang Yijun might admit that he had accidentally committed some irreparable crime, but before clarifying the crime, maybe he would first say some roundabout opening remarks, and as a result, he asked me that kind of question at the door, which made me think even more that he was a murderer who had been hiding in the depths of the mansion to escape responsibility and conscience.

However, I was wrong - in his ghostly and unfathomable smile, I realized that things were not as simple as I thought.

"What if you do something that you regret in your life?"

Akiyama Soichi repeated the previous question, this time his gaze lingering on my face for a long time.

"Uh... I'd love to make a new choice. I replied.

"Everyone thinks so, but there are few in the world who can do it again, and they all say that there is no regret medicine to take, but after all, people have never tried it, if they really take regret medicine, the choice to make again must be right?"

"I don't quite understand what you mean?"

"The thing I want to confess to you has to do with regret medicine, so if you don't mind, how about I ask the servant to add another pot of wine and two fish, and talk while eating?"

I nodded in agreement, and said that he was the Lord and I was the guest, and there was no reason to disagree.

So Ghost Mountain Cang talked about it at first.

- Oniyama Cangichi was born into a nobleman, but his family background is still a mystery, he only said that he had a warehouse full of treasures in addition to fine clothes and food, and it was not an ordinary treasure, to borrow his original words, "they are all things that no mortal has ever seen", such a life should be the envy of everyone, but this happy life is mixed with some kind of distorted misfortune... The reason is that Cang Yijun is in love with himself.

He stared at his own reflection in the pool from time to time, the spring was like a mirror, according to his expression of love and smile, he stroked every inch of his beautiful and lubricated skin, sweat drenched more and more enchanting and moving, under the lonely crescent, he made every fantasical behavior to himself, like a narcissus looking down on the reflection, every time he had a tryst with himself by the bright pool of moonlight, Cang Yijun was intoxicated by twisted love at the same time, but also tortured by his own phantom to the extent of suffocation. Fascinated by his face and body, which is more enchanting than a rare doll, and at the same time crushing his soul into a nightmarish hell of strange joy...

How can this be good? The bitter struggle made Cang Yijun suffer, he began to eat and drink unintentionally, he wanted to die, the servants at home were locked out of the door by him, and the doctor who invited him to see the doctor was just waiting outside the house for two days in vain, watching the master inexplicably weakened, the servants thought that they were evil, and invited the goddess to remove the spirit, and they were scolded by the ghost mountain Cangyi, no one in the house dared to have the slightest sound, and was only responsible for making three meals a day and sending them to the bedroom door..."How can you hurt your beloved self", Cang Yijun was still muttering this kind of words in his mouth when he was dying, he treated himself harshly because he missed his lover very much, and he was afraid of losing half a point because he loved his lover extremely much, his soul was divided into two contradictions and fierce struggles, his body was getting thinner and thinner, and when he was about to die, a shadow that made him tremble and excited projected a foot of light to save him.