Chapter 12 Illustration – The Mystery of Numbers
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However, from an objective point of view:
The content of psychology is really difficult to call out like fantasy novels, but it must be touched from the deepest part of the heart.
Too fast to update, but not real; and is irresponsible to the reader; Because this is bound to inject moisture.
The result is neither entertaining, nor academic, nondescript.
If you are patient enough, it will take a lot of time to accept and draw inferences from the existing chapters, which will make up for the lack and delay in the update.
Straight to the point.
From the previous chapters, you should be able to see that the details of memory can often cause a great change in the heart.
For example, the aforementioned "smile compulsion".
If this symptom is concerned, one might think that it is just one of a variety of psychological symptoms.
But at a deeper level, this is a longitudinal progression or evolutionary process, rather than a horizontal type of psychological symptoms.
In other words, all complex psychological problems can be concentrated on the detail of "smile compulsion".
But the premise must be coherent, otherwise it will be fleeting; Thinking that this does not represent all psychological problems; It was then downplayed and shifted to attention to other symptoms.
So, this section starts with another detail and illustrates the same essence from another perspective.
This detail is the number -- the number.
I believe that everyone is more or less sensitive to numbers, just like people prefer the number 8 and are more sensitive to 4.
What I'm describing here is a deeper digital sensibility.
This kind of numerical sensitivity means that depressed people live like years, counting minutes and seconds of suffering; and the throbbing of the compulsors walking on thin ice, step by step.
In the case of depressed people, they sometimes feel that life is long and like years; But moving to the other extreme is always sad to face the aging of loved ones, or the loss of one's youth.
More seriously, they will calculate in their hearts the passage of time, despair and the impending disaster.
Any comfort is only a temporary diversion, or a state of paralysis or escape from drunken dreams and death.
When the misfortune of reality really comes, it is enough to cause them to be confused and broken.
It's like forcibly asking a person who has been hiding in a dark room for a long time to see the sun, which is particularly uncomfortable.
For the compulsive, every word and deed of others is very likely to be the trigger for his symptoms.
Even fear that the disease will attack in the next second, or that the crisis is approaching.
The sensitivity to numbers speaks for itself.
Why are they so sensitive to numbers?
I'm afraid it's hard to explain.
Just like why counting stars during insomnia may induce people to fall asleep; Fantasy lovers are just as obsessed with the upgrade stream.
It's hard to see why people feel a sense of pleasure when they slowly accumulate numbers.
Don't underestimate this mystery of numbers.
Just like a mentally ill person who has improved, they will always have a fear of maintaining the existing happiness, because they are afraid that the next time, the happiness will no longer exist; Or in other words, after a long time, the disease will recur.
Another example is when they win a certain competition, but they are afraid to participate in it many times because they are afraid to win every time. It's better to accept it when you see it.
This is safe, but it suppresses the motivation to pursue happiness that should not be suppressed, and invisibly cultivates melancholy.
It's an invisible digital sensitivity.
It's actually a lack of security.
If you remember: when I was a child, in the support of my mother, I was curious and hazy about the outside world, as if everything was continuous, without symbolizing the end and separation of sadness and despair; After integrating and compromising too much into society, and separating from the mother's heart, you will be overly sensitive to the gains and losses of the outside world, and be overly sensitive to everyone, everything, and everything.
Figuratively speaking: after separating the numbers, they become 1, 2, 3, 4...... An integer, without separation, would be 1, 1.1, 1.2...... And on and on.
There will be no years of depression and anxiety of crisis. (To be continued.) )