Chapter 13: Right and Wrong, Beauty and Ugliness
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It's not just that he doesn't want to see his wife and turns her away several times; After coming back, she never wore women's clothes again, according to the people around Wang Yan, she often wore men's clothes in front of the mirror, making a "mournful" look.
It looks pretty weird.
And all this is about because of one sentence -
"You're too ugly to I like it."
Wang Chang's ears have been echoing Liu Sheng's words in the past two days.
No one has ever slapped the fact that she was ugly directly in the face.
Liu Sheng, as the first person to say such a fact, suddenly stimulated Wang Yan.
It's one thing to know yourself, but it's another thing to be spoken directly by others.
In fact, as a top noble girl in Chang'an, Wang Yan has always had low self-esteem.
Because around, I can't see a woman who is lighter than myself, even if it is an ordinary maidservant, she has an outstanding appearance.
No matter how much Wang Yan comforts herself, only when she has the face of a handsome man can she find the confidence that belongs to a noble woman.
This is not her momentary little woman's heart attack, but she suddenly found that her appearance seems to have become a huge dark wound for herself, from her previous life to the present, all her lack of confidence comes from her appearance. This is something she has never been aware of before, and it is also the last thing she wants to face in her heart.
In fact, when she dresses up as a woman, she is not ugly, but against the backdrop of all kinds of beauties around her, her appearance is so plain that rumors of her ugliness are spread in private.
obviously inherited the same face as his mother......
Her mother-in-law Xie's appearance back then was the best in Chang'an, and even now, her demeanor has not diminished as it was back then, and she has more mature charm. It's a pity that my health is not good, and I always live in a simple place.
Although, no one is perfect.
But this word, in the end, is also unwilling.
Moreover, with a secret injury, it is possible in this troubled world, if you are not careful, you will lose everything.
She was so afraid that some people would say that she was ugly.
Back then, she just felt that her appearance was not worthy of Sun Shaozu, so she allowed him to include concubines one after another, and when she was not even married, she asked her mother for a beautiful lychee as a dowry girl. At that time, I only said that there was a beautiful maid to support my face, but in fact, it was a deep lack of confidence in myself.
Xie asked Mother Li and Yam to describe everything that happened at the banquet in the princess's mansion in detail. Because Wang Yan warned the yam twice after the incident, and did not let her say it to anyone, although the yam felt that this might have a lot to do with Liu Sheng, but he hesitated again and again, and still did not tell the story of Liu Sheng, the son of the former Qin king, only that he was a master of the world.
Xie thought that Wang Yan was frightened by the sachet, but seeing that she had been wearing men's clothes for the past two days, she always felt that something was wrong. I'm worried.
After being rejected several times, Xie finally couldn't help it, and took advantage of dinner time to come to find Wang Yan.
When Wang Chang saw Xie Shi coming in, she looked at the back and took the meal seriously, not daring to look at her lotus, and put on an expected look.
"Grandma," Xie Shi was helpless about her appearance, and said worriedly, "What's wrong with you these two days?" β
Wang Changqiang smiled, looked straight at Xie, and said, "Mother, if you say that I want to withdraw from the marriage, do you agree?" β
Xie Shi was startled, and hurriedly asked Qianhe to go out first, and stepped forward to ask, "Is there anything else going on?" β
Wang Yan asked rhetorically: "Didn't Mother Li tell you what kind of attitude the Sun family has towards me?" β
Xie Shi choked for a while, didn't know how to speak, and subconsciously avoided Wang Yan's straight gaze, so he picked up the comb next to him, and slowly scattered Wang Yan's bundled hair, and while combing, he thought about the wording and comforted: "Which family is a daughter-in-law, don't suffer some grievances first, you have your mother's father and brother here, and the mother-in-law and sister-in-law are at most picky in words, and they dare not really deal with you." That Sun Lang I look really good, and his father brought it up first. Life is always bumpy and bumpy, it is not always smooth sailing, and when the time comes, you will pass, maybe it will be good to run in for a few days......"
"What if one day, Daddy loses power." Wang Yan interrupted Xie and asked, "A companion is like a tiger, and it is impossible for our family to remain prominent." β
"You kid......"
"I'm telling the truth, when my father loses power, will Sun Mansion still tolerate me? Sun Fu accepts only power, if one day, I have no appearance and talent, even my mother said that Sun Shaozu is handsome and talented, if you want to marry a powerful woman again, isn't it easy? β
"After all, you are the wife he is marrying!"
"So what? It's not that his ancestors didn't stop marrying another wife! Although this is not allowed now, my mother thinks that a woman who has lost her power is very disgusted by her mother-in-law and sister-in-law, and it is impossible to be divorced? β
Xie Shi was silent for a moment, stopped combing his hair, looked at Wang Yan in the mirror, and asked softly: "Do you think that Sun Shaozu married you just because of your father?" β
"Or else?" Wang Yan closed her eyes and sneered. The hatred for the previous life in her heart was about to overflow, once upon a time, she was so naΓ―ve, thinking that most of Sun Fu's proposal was because of herself.
can be regarded as a marriage with high marriage and low marriage, but it is just an interaction on the chessboard of interests.
"You open your eyes."
"What?" Wang Yan turned her head to look at Xie strangely.
"No, look in the mirror"
"How?" Wang Yan honestly looked at her face in the mirror, which did not distinguish between male and female.
Xie Shi didn't speak, he swept through the things on the dresser, the thrush drew his eyes and nodded his lips, and Wang Yan's eyes widened more and more......
looked at her mother who was seriously putting on makeup for her in amazement, but in half a pillar of incense, Wang Yan's delicate face that was difficult to distinguish between male and female, under the gentle outline of Xie's light, turned into a beauty that was enough to captivate the country and the city. The style at the corner of the eye is intertwined with nobility and elegance...... It is not inferior to the appearance and temperament of any noble girl in Chang'an!
The mother's hand brought the advantages of her face to the extreme, and the shortcomings, in the understatement, were hidden or hidden, or depicted into a unique landscape.
I remember that only when she was a child, when she was dressed as a man, her mother showed her hand, and she always thought that it was because her face itself was more masculine.
"You're the most important one." Xie Shi looked at it with satisfaction and sighed with a smile, "Even if you don't have power and appearance, your talent is more than enough for Sun Shaozu." Being a housewife is not something that anyone who wants to be able to be a good one. β
"People in the world are superficial and treat others with beauty and ugliness. I almost suffered a big loss for this beauty back then, so I didn't want to teach you, and even asked my mother and maid around you to decorate as plain and ordinary as possible, but I didn't expect you to think like this now. Xie Shi smiled bitterly and combed her hair again, "When you were born, your father had already had high hopes from the previous emperor, and he was hinted at by the first emperor about you and your current majesty in the future. Your Majesty was still young at that time, and the surrounding situation was not clear, your father didn't want to stand in line early, and I didn't want you to enter the palace, I just hope that you will live your life peacefully, there are too many rights and wrongs in the palace. β
"So my mother released the news that I look ugly?"
After putting the comb away, Xie sorted out her hair again, and then sat down on the couch next to her and admitted, "Yes, I released it." It was also my suggestion that your third brother take you out for a walk in the form of a man. β
Wang Yan looked at her mother speechlessly, it turned out that her subconscious came from her tutor.