Xia Ping'an entered the house, drooped his back, walked behind the screen, and put the food box on the wooden table in front of the window. www.biquge.info Seeing this, Xiao Su said with a smile, "Xiao Ping'an, hurry up and serve your brother dinner." ”

"Get up and eat yourself." Xia Ping'an replied sullenly, ignoring him, and lying straight on a small couch on the right. He didn't look good-looking, leaned his body inward, and lost his usual agility.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Su leaned on the bed with his head propped up in his hands, staring at his back strangely, "Who's out there?" So unhappy. Isn't it...... Your master is here? Tell me. ”

Xiao Su speculated wildly there, not knowing that Xia Ping'an felt even more uncomfortable after hearing the word "master". Obviously, Qu Yiying said that she wanted to be her master, but now there is a man who is so close to her and whose appearance and temperament are not inferior to that of her master. He has been wandering around since he was a child, he has been in contact with many characters, and his mind is sensitive and delicate, and when he saw Yan Ning, he felt that his master had one more rival in love, and he was secretly anxious for his master.

Moreover, he was also a little afraid that if other women became teachers, they would not take their children to see the outside world like Qu Yiying, and they would not be as good as Qu Yiying did to him.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Xiao Su was still asking.

Xia Ping'an didn't answer, but just moved towards the body inside.

Xiao Su looked at the table on the left, which was obviously only an arm's length away from him, but he couldn't reach the food box, and shouted angrily, "I'm hungry, I'm going to eat!" ”

Xia Ping'an still ignored him, looking like he was going to lie there all day.

Half-loud, the room was silent, there was no movement.

Xiao Su suddenly spoke again, and said leisurely, "Xiao Ping'an, brother, I'll tell you a joke, do you listen to it?" He estimated that Xia Ping'an would not answer, so he turned over, lay flat on the bed, stared at the ceiling, and said aloud to himself, "Once upon a time, there was a person named Xiao Ming......"

One day, he followed his grandfather to a relative's house for dinner, this relative is the wife of Xiao Ming's father's younger brother, and usually doesn't care much about the affairs of Xiao Ming and his grandfather, two poor relatives, every time they come to her house, she doesn't have a good face. Actually, Xiao Ming also knows that you said that you went to someone's house to eat for no reason, and didn't give money, no matter who felt a little uncomfortable......"

Xia Ping'an closed his eyes depressedly, and now listening to Xiao Su noisily talking about relatives who couldn't be beaten, his depressed mood became more irritable, and he was about to interrupt him unceremoniously, but he heard Xiao Su's tone become anxious, "So, this Xiao Ming is thinking about doing something to repay others, even if he has no money, he can't be without the mind of repaying his kindness." ”

"After eating at a relative's house, Xiao Ming immediately helped to collect the dishes diligently, saying that he wanted to wash the dishes, the relative didn't want him to wash it, but when he saw so many people in the hall, he was embarrassed to tell the reason why he didn't want him to wash it."

"When Xiao Ming was alone in the backyard, in the middle of winter, and moved a lot of bowls to wash dishes with cold water, his relatives came over, stood behind him and said, 'Xiao Ming, you should wash with hot water.'" ”

When Xiao Ming heard this, he thought that people were concerned about him, and his hands, which were already frozen red in the water, increased his strength to rub the bowl, and hurriedly smiled, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm not cold." ”

"But the relative was behind and replied angrily, 'I'm afraid you won't be able to wash it with cold water.'" ”

After finishing speaking, Xia Ping'an was still lying quietly facing in, but Xiao Su hugged his stomach and laughed violently, he kept laughing, and laughed so much that tears almost flowed out, "You said it's funny, isn't it funny?" Xiao Ping'an, isn't it funny? Haha......"

"Why don't you laugh?" Xiao Su was still laughing, his body swayed from side to side, and his broken right leg suddenly touched the wooden bar of the bed, and he began to grin again, "It hurts!" It hurts! ”

At this time, Xia Ping'an sat up from the bed, stared at Xiao Su who was hugging his legs with dark eyes, and said softly, "That Xiao Ming is you." ”

Hearing this, Xiao Su's smile suddenly froze, and there seemed to be a trace of sadness spreading on the young man's immature face, but after a while, he returned to normal, and the corners of his mouth squeezed into a smile, "You are the one who listened to this joke, the first time you didn't laugh." ”

Xia Ping'an sighed and walked to the side of the bed, "Don't move, I'll show you if your leg has been damaged by you again." He carefully removed the white cloth on Xiao Su's right leg and carefully observed it.

In the afternoon, Xiao Su and Xia Ping'an had dinner, and the two of them leaned their heads against the bed together, lying flat, chatting. Xiao Su's right leg was injured and he couldn't move, so he put his left leg on the wooden railing, held his hand, as if he thought it was fun, and put his left leg up for a while and put it down for a while.

"Xiao Ping'an," Xiao Su said, "Let's exchange secrets, right?" ”

Xia Ping'an looked at him beside him, his eyes flashing with hesitation, "I don't have any secrets. ”

"Who doesn't have a secret? I know, you didn't say it because I didn't say it yet......" Xiao Su tilted his head, his usual volume was high, and his rough voice became smaller now.

Seeing this, Xia Ping'an was secretly curious, and he also pricked up his ears and listened carefully.

Then, Xiao Su seemed to be telling the story of the softest and most fragile inch in the depths of his heart, and said softly, "Actually, I am not an orphan, I was just born, but no one takes care of me." ”

"What about your mother? Does she not care about you? Xia Ping'an frowned angrily, asked sternly, but a sadness gradually rose in his heart.

Xiao Su smiled indifferently, "My mother? ”

Staring at the snow-white curtain on his head, tears faintly appeared in his eyes, "She once met my father and gave birth to me without getting married, and then my father ran away and abandoned her." In order to survive, she married someone else, and now she has four children by her side, where can she take care of me......"

Xia Ping'an listened on the sidelines, remembering his life experience, although he is an orphan, he has always been cared for by his master, and he can get at least half of the love like his father, and now he sympathizes with Xiao Su without a father and mother, and feels that if there is such a mother, it is better not to have one. He said indignantly, "What a bastard you are! Why do you only care about yourself? ”

Giving birth to a child is to create a life, no matter what the person will do in the future, but the environment and education from an early age are his indelible source. If you can give birth but don't raise it, and live an irresponsible and ridiculous life, many seemingly small problems today will be like a reincarnation in the future, ruthlessly retribution.

Half a sound, Xiao Su said, "Many people sympathize with me, pity me, and think that my mother is a ruthless person, and I used to think that she was not my mother at all, and I left me alone, and hated her very much." He shook his head again and said softly, "Now I don't think so, although I won't forgive her, I won't hold a grudge again......"

He suddenly looked at Xia Ping'an, and the young man's face revealed rare vicissitudes, "Because it's not that she doesn't want to care about me, but she doesn't have that ability." I often wonder if she didn't get that much love when she was a kid...... If a person can't even save himself, how can he save others? ”

"So in the final analysis, I don't want to blame her, I just hope that in the future, I can do my best to be a good father, and never let my children suffer so much like me......"

At first, Xia Ping'an lowered his eyes, and when he heard this, in his dim eyes, which had been completely swallowed up by memories, suddenly there was a beam of light in the sky before dawn, which was lighting up little by little.

The room was silent.

These two teenagers with similar pains and similar experiences seem to be heart-to-heart at this moment and have become a family, because of the cruel abandonment, endless wandering, the bitterness of eating and sleeping in the open, and the extreme desire for warmth, maternal love, and happiness, they all have another person to share or bear.

This feeling is as if the pain is half relieved, but the happiness is multiplied.