Extra. Zhu Jianshen - haggard all his life
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Last year's Zimo Qingmen, tonight's rain and cloud soul. Lost a lifetime of haggardness, only a few dusks.
——Zhao Lingqi "Qing Pingle"
When I died, I kept repeating this sentence in my head.
It's ridiculous to say, before I died, I didn't think about the amazing and gorgeous Ji family, but the woman who died many years ago - Wan Zhen'er.
Suddenly, caught off guard.
I don't think I'll regret what I've done in this life.
But when I think of her, I still regret it.
Ji is very nice and caring, and she can even help me carry forward the country at home and abroad, but so what.
Only then did I understand that people live in this life, to put it bluntly, it will only be a hundred years, and when the time comes, no matter how big an official you are, how much money you have, good people and bad people, isn't there only the grass on the grave?
What's the point of fame and fortune?
It's better to wait for someone you like, and then live a lifetime together.
I looked at Empress Ji in front of me, and I wanted to say something but couldn't say it over and over again.
It turns out that there are some words that are unspeakable to irrelevant people, and I don't want to say any kind of affection and earnest advice, because it doesn't matter, everything in the world doesn't matter.
If, there is an afterlife.
There was darkness in front of me.
When I opened my eyes, I didn't expect that I would wake up, and when I looked at myself in the eyes of the woman in front of me, I knew that I was afraid that I would experience it again.
If she's also there.
It doesn't have to be a new one.
Chastity.
I screamed, as if it were still back then, and all the ugliness had not yet had time to open my eyes.
However, something has changed.
I smiled, it didn't matter.
Because of hesitation, I have missed the beautiful scenery of many flowers blooming and falling, and when I woke up, under the mottled sunset, there was a remnant of flowers.
I don't mind what her past is, I only mind that she will have me with her in the future.
Whatever it is, she will only be mine.
However, when Du Zhenyan appeared in front of me and asked for marriage, I couldn't help but say something, probably no matter what, I also cared in my heart.
I can't wait to be born ten years early, don't say ten years, a year is good, I am not born, I have not been born in those years without me, I don't know who was in her emotional world.
I killed someone, and I have no regrets.
She is my calamity, and I am willing to escape the calamity, and I will not go to the calamity.
In the face of her words, I can only say that I remember that it is undeniable that I am humble in front of her.
Loving someone is never chic, and what has left a step back for himself is not love.
She is a very nice person, and the more she gets along with her, the more she feels that way.
A person's goodness can only be understood by those who end up with him.
The world scolded her and ruined her.
Doesn't matter.
No matter what, no matter what the cost, I will marry her, I will not let her suffer anymore, I will not leave her alone, I will not let her be lonely.
I never need her to do anything for me, as long as she is good, she is better than anything.
I'm not actually a smart person, I don't have Ji's family, the things in the court give me a headache, I don't understand, I have this time to attack each other, what is wrong to do.
I don't understand, there's a lot of things I don't understand.
Fortunately, although Zhen'er doesn't understand this, she never interferes, compared to Ji's, Zhen'er is really sensible.
Zhen'er has always been obsessed with me so much when she is older, but there are some words that I have never spoken.
I always feel that if a person can wait for you to grow up, why should you go and don't mind that you are so old immediately.
The queen mother once asked: "There are many women in the world who are more beautiful and sensible than her." ”
I replied, "I have a hernia, but she caresses it." ”
It's just a statement to face her.
How good Zhen'er is, how can the world understand.
I know there are many people in this world who are better than her, but so what, none of them are her.
Speaking of which, she wasn't particularly good there, but I just can't forget it.
But I knew that if it were someone else, I would never do this for her.
No matter what the future holds, if you decide it, you will stick to it.
It was I who insisted on keeping her by my side.
Because I love her.
From beginning to end, she was not the only woman who came and went, but she was the only one in my heart.
So I don't think I'm lying.
And the so-called fairness is that when she binds me in some way, she must also be imprisoned by me in some way.
I heard that the gods and Buddhas have great compassion, and the wonderful words of the sea of bitterness are boundless, and they have enlightened countless people. But there are still stubborn fools, who refuse to go ashore in the wind and waves of the bitter sea, preferring to stumble and stumble under the clouds and rain of fate, small and ignorant, stupid and ignorant.
I just want to catch her.
Not just possessing her physically, I wanted to hold her.
Attract the eye, grab the soul, gnaw, dig, violate, and destroy.
Let the body only recognize a person, and let the eyes only reflect the eyes.
The feeling of being alive has always been negligible. I don't think I'm alive.
When I saw her, I felt alive.
Therefore, she will not be allowed any other choice than to make her mine.
Yes, to be born again, to see your parents again, the only meaning is to see her.
Time flies and turns again, letting the sun set and the moon rise, and the vicissitudes of life change one after another.
I'm coming to power, and she's getting old.
I always felt panicked, how could time be so fast.
I looked at her gray hair, it turned out that she had already grown blooming hair.
I'm afraid that time is too fast and hasn't imprinted her into my heart, but I'm afraid that time is too slow, and I'm worried about losing it day and night.
However, time could not help me, she was gone after all, and I always felt that I would not live long.
From time to time it feels like she's back, here and there, everywhere always feels like she's back.
If there are still regrets in this life, maybe it is too late to meet her.
In July, I finally fell.
The imperial doctor said: "This is an excess of worry, the spleen is difficult to adjust, so it is good to live and nourish, no longer think nonsense, and live a year or two." ”
How not to think about it.
Don't think about it, it's unforgettable.
Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation.
Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty and your temples are like frost.
The mood is in line with the lyricist many years ago.
How nice it would be if I knew how to give you away.
I once abandoned her and became a famous emperor, and I will be remembered for eternity.
But this time, I just want to be a foolish emperor and give her a lifetime of wanton behavior.
Unfortunately, it still didn't work out.
Zhen'er, Zhen'er, if there is an afterlife, don't meet me, owe her life, and ruin her reputation for a lifetime.
Unfortunately, there is no chance to do it all over again.
Lost a lifetime of haggardness, only a few dusks.
The author has something to say: I'm disappointed, damn, it's written like this again, sad...... I haven't signed a contract, I don't sign a contract, my chest hurts, my eggs hurt, and I see you again for readers who have been thundered