Day by day, I play happily with those friends, although sometimes I am found by my father when I play by the river, and I am beaten up when I call him home, but it doesn't matter, I can't help it, I have been so individual since I was a child!

The summer vacation has passed, and a new round of boring study has begun.

When there is a text in the Chinese class, our teachers are also ruthless, and every time we finish learning a text, we have to memorize it. Oh my God, memorize them all, memorize them all, memorize them all, say the important things three times, yes, memorize all the books word for word. You've grown so big, have you ever seen someone in a Chinese class whose teacher asks you to memorize an entire language book? No, but we encountered such a strange thing, and the teacher at that time could still punish corporal punishment, and I couldn't memorize it, right, okay, wait for her to hit your little palm.

When we encounter such a demon teacher, we can only endure it, who called us all innocent flowers of the motherland! It's because of innocence, so there will be no pressure, everyone memorizes the book together, and when they play, they all play together, support each other together, and really memorize the book.

At that time, there were no recreational facilities in the school, and we had to play games on our own.

And in all the games, the most popular is the 'back war', our 'back war' can be different from other 'back war', in addition to one person carrying another person on the 'battlefield', you can also go on your own, but you have to jump over with one leg, of course, in this game, there is the most powerful combination ---- 'tank'!

The so-called 'tank' is two people holding a person, and the person holding the person stands on both sides of the person being carried, and then each holds one leg of the person being carried, so that the leg of the person being held becomes a parallel line to the ground. The hands of the person being held were wrapped around the necks of the two people next to him, and from a distance, it looked like one person was sitting on the other two. Such a combination is stable, easy to attack, and rushing into the battlefield, it is simply a god who should kill a god, and a Buddha who should kill a Buddha.

Of course, what I just said is actually heads-up, but unfortunately our game itself is not prepared for heads-up, we like dogfights, chaotic battles, and everyone is an 'enemy' except our partner!

What I like to play the most is when someone carries me on my back, rushes into the battlefield like a knight, and cuts off one enemy after another!

I remember that there was always one person who carried me at that time, his name was Shen Guotao, he was very strong, fat and big-eared, and he looked very honest.

Obviously, I carried him once at first, and he carried me once, but he was too heavy, and I really couldn't carry it for long. The most important thing is that when I carry him, I always lose, and when he carries me, he always wins, so later, he will carry me!

The two of us are very strong in combat, and we are like a small tank on the battlefield.

I have been relatively thin since I was a child, and my weight is not high, so Shen Guotao can easily carry me on his back, and then charge at the enemies on the battlefield and kill a lot of enemies. We cooperate very tacitly, whenever we are besieged by a group of people, I will pat him on the shoulder, he will yell in understanding, quickly turn in a circle, and then I on his back, will put my legs straight out, all the people who come to attack us will be shot down by my legs. Then you'll see a large blank space around us. Whenever this happens, we yell with pride.

Of course, this is not to say that we are invincible, because this game is born with no end, and all the defeated people will be excited to run out of the battlefield again, find their partners, and start a new combination, come to the battlefield again, and start a savage and rough fight.

In retrospect, the scenes of that year seemed to be right in front of me, and I watched from the battlefield as I fought hard in the field, and then was cut off my horse. After dismounting, there was no trace of frustration, but came to the battlefield more quickly, combined with Shen Guotao, and rushed to the enemy excitedly again, and then, dismounted, dismounted, dismounted, and mounted...

If I could see me now, and I said that I am the future him, I think, he will not believe it, because how fearless and fearless I was at that time, even in the face of eternal 'failure', I will not show a trace of giving up, even if I hit the head and bleed, so what? I'm going to do it, I'm going to keep going. It turns out that before I knew it, I lost my most precious thing---- myself, yes, I lost myself, I don't know where to start. I'm not a child anymore, I can't cry and say to my mother like before: "Mom, I lost myself, I can't find him, woo~woo~"

I can't find myself, what should I do? What to do?