Chapter 1 Is there a cure for procrastination?
As a patient in the late stage of procrastination, Zhang Rui once thought that his life was a waste!
He is 34 years old, his career has achieved nothing, his feelings have not been gained, and he is still very content with a monthly salary of 3,000 yuan in a construction company. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
However, fate played a little joke with Zhang Rui, after adding an all-night shift at the construction site, he rode the broken Zongshen 100 bending beam motorcycle in a daze, and was hit by an oncoming muck truck not far from the gate of the construction site......
The muck truck not only did not stop after hitting Zhang Rui, but even increased the throttle and fled from the scene of the accident at a high speed.
At this time, it was more than four o'clock in the morning, the sky was just bright, there were very few pedestrians on the road, and the construction site was in a relatively remote section, and the workers poured concrete in the middle of the night, and they had already fallen asleep.
It wasn't until more than ten minutes later that a passing citizen discovered the car accident, and Zhang Rui was no longer breathing at that time......
I don't know how long it took, Zhang Rui finally regained consciousness, and he struggled to prop up his body and look around.
It wasn't the scene of a car crash, and although it felt a little unfamiliar, he quickly recognized it as a hospital.
"Am I not dead?"
Zhang Rui muttered to himself, he only remembered that he had encountered a car accident, and he didn't even have time to scold "", and his eyes fainted as soon as he was black, "It seems that he was found by well-wishers in time and sent to the hospital, otherwise I would have gone to report to Lord Yama." ”
Zhang Rui was grateful in his heart, grateful that there were still more good people in these years, and at the same time, he was lucky to encounter such a serious car accident, except for a little dizziness, he was unharmed, and there was not even a little scrape on his body.
This is not scientific, you must know that when he was knocked into the air, he saw that Zongshen's motorcycle was hit and disintegrated on the spot......
"Isn't this a big disaster, and if you don't die, you will have a blessing?" Thinking of this, Zhang Rui couldn't help but smirk.
At this moment, the ward was pushed open, and a nurse who was covered by a mask walked in, "Check your temperature." ”
"Oh~" Zhang Rui nodded in response, and while obediently taking the thermometer and stuffing it into his armpit, he asked with a smile: "Nurse, I don't feel any problems in my body, when can I be discharged from the hospital?" By the way, did the perpetrator get caught? ”
"Discharged? Perpetrators? The nurse behind the mask frowned, and after her eyes stayed on Zhang Rui's face for a few seconds, she quickly raised her hand and put it on his forehead, "The head is not hot, and the body temperature does not continue to rise, strange, how can a good person talk nonsense?" ”
"What?" Zhang Rui was confused by the nurse.
"I said you didn't burn your brain, how can you talk nonsense!" The nurse's voice was full of anger, and it could be inferred from the voice that she was not very old, and the white professional clothes set off her figure, but she wore a little more.
Wait, I remember that it was summer when I had a car accident, and I was wearing short-sleeved pants, so I was in a coma for more than half a year?
As soon as Zhang Rui noticed that something was wrong, he was confused by the next sentence said by the nurse.
"Okay, I know you've been isolated for more than half a month, but you can't help it during the extraordinary period, who let SARS rage now, if you really feel irritable, you can watch TV, or I'll help you bring a few magazines and novels, but be sure to ask you to cooperate with our work, this is your obligation!"
Zhang Rui didn't listen to the nurse's words, and there was only one key word circling in his mind: SARS!
SARS was a matter of 03 years, and it was effectively controlled later, how did I have a car accident related to SARS?
Seeing that Zhang Rui didn't speak, the nurse frowned, "Take out the thermometer, I have to go to the next ward after I finish recording." ”
Zhang Ruimuna took out the thermometer and handed it to the nurse.
"36 degrees, normal human body temperature." The nurse said and recorded the data, but was about to leave when Zhang Rui called out.
"What's that...... Can you ask what day it is? ”
"April 26th." The nurse said.
"April 26, 2003?" Zhang Rui asked more completely.
The nurse nodded and said with a wry smile, "That's right, Saturday, April 26, 2003." ”
"Leslie Cheung has been gone for 25 days?" Zhang Rui asked.
The nurse's eyes were red, and her voice changed a little "um", and then she sighed and said, "How good my brother is, why can't he suddenly think of jumping off the building." ”
It can be seen that the little nurse is also a fan of her brother, otherwise she would not be saddened by Zhang Rui.
"Mourning, perhaps...... It's a relief for my brother, at least he won't be criticized in heaven. Zhang Rui comforted him a little mechanically.
"Let's hope so." The little nurse wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You are also a fan of my brother?" ”
Zhang Rui also sighed and said, "Yes." ”
"No wonder you asked what day it is, and you still miss my brother in your heart." The little nurse naturally made up her mind, "You have a good rest, and when I come back in the afternoon, I will bring you some magazines and newspapers about my brother." ”
After sending off the little nurse, Zhang Rui returned to the bed, grabbed a mirror on the bedside table and looked at it.
I saw that my face in the mirror was thin, my eyebrows were clear and angular, although I was not handsome, but I was better than the round and vicissitudes of life in the future.
"It's really 2003?"
After confirming that he was really reborn, Zhang Rui suddenly spread out on the hospital bed, and the whole person fell into a state of complete confusion.
Originally, Zhang Rui thought that he had lived like that in his life, although his salary was not high, he had more than enough food and clothing in a small county, and the whole family was not hungry if he was fed alone.
That's right, being content with the status quo, not self-motivated, and waiting for death to eat is Zhang Rui.
It's not that he didn't think about fighting, but by the time he realized it was too late.
Since he was a child, he has been a slow and half-beat person, and he has a procrastination nature.
When he went to school, he had to procrastinate until midnight when others took an hour to complete his homework.
After work, others took various certificates and actively went to work, but he felt that it was unnecessary and wanted to wait and see.
This is several years, others have doubled their salaries after passing the certificate, he has just started to take a college diploma by correspondence, and others have become the manager of a developer, and he is still suffering on the construction site.
Others are married and have children, and he is still waiting for fate.
It can be said that Zhang Rui lived in a slow pace in his last life, always one step slower than others, always lost at the starting line, and was always hopeless.
He felt that he was not at fault for living like that, and he enjoyed that life, who knew that he was born again now!
I returned to the time when I graduated and joined the workforce, and I returned to the starting line of my career.
What a thing!
In the afternoon, the little nurse Sun Nan really sent Zhang Rui some movie magazines, and what is commendable is that there is also a "Film Biweekly", a considerable part of these magazines is a tracking report on Leslie Cheung's suicide, among which "Film Biweekly" has opened a column to trace his brother's life, and his four kings of this year's Academy Awards sang on the same stage to remember his brother in heaven.
"Did you fall in love with your brother through movies or songs?" Sun Nan asked softly.
"It's all there." Zhang Rui said that in fact, his familiarity with his brother began with novels, or in other words, the starting point entertainment star novels are his Hong Kong entertainment enlightenment teachers.
Sun Nan continued to ask: "Then do you think my brother is really ...... Is it that kind of person? ”
Sun Nan asked a lot of gossip, because most of the things reported in magazines and newspapers are these things.
Zhang Rui raised his head, smiled and said, "If you like a person, you will accept him all, whether it is the good side or the bad side." ”
Zhang Rui replied very cunningly, Sun Nan's gossip flame did not continue, and after the two briefly said a few words, Sun Nan went to other wards.
After Sun Nan left, Zhang Rui threw these magazines aside, he read these magazines mainly to determine the authenticity of rebirth, because he always felt like he was dreaming, and now he was completely reborn.
"Hey, that's nerve-wracking!" Zhang Rui is a person who is content with the status quo, which is a habit that he has cultivated in his bones for more than 30 years in his previous life, and it has long been ingrained.
Now that he has been reborn all of a sudden, he is not used to it, very unaccustomed to it.
It's like playing games, these game scenes, he has obviously been suffering for more than ten years, and he has cleared the customs for more than ten years, but God asked you to go back and start over on a whim, that feeling is really bad.
Zhang Rui is very irritable, he wants to escape when he is irritable, and he wants to sleep when he escapes, but he is not sleepy when he lies on the hospital bed tossing and turning.
"I'm scared!" After sitting on the edge of the bed for a while, Zhang Rui washed his face, since there was no way to escape, he could only face it head-on.
"It's a hassle!" That's right, Zhang Rui is not only in the late stage of procrastination, not only content with the status quo, but also a person who is super afraid of trouble.
But no matter how troublesome it is, as long as he goes through the initial period of discomfort, he will accept everything obediently in the future.
So half an hour later, Zhang Rui finally didn't worry, he instinctively felt that he should fight for it, even if he changed his attitude towards life a little, let himself be more optimistic, more positive, and no longer repeat "tomorrow and tomorrow......
But is there any hope for procrastination, more than 30 years of old disease, and there is still hope for salvation?