Chapter 359: Selfishness
Golden Priest Road, French Concession, Feng Jingzhai Mansion. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Zheng Xuan just walked to the telephone, ready to inform people, Liu Yu had already rushed in, saw Zheng Yi sitting in front of the sofa in the living room with his back to him drinking coffee, hurriedly slowed down, quietly walked to Zheng Xuan's side, hugged Zheng Xuan's waist, and said happily: "Sister Xuan, I'll be fine if I hand in the interview manuscript, I want to come over and see if there is anything I can help with." ”
"I don't want your help today, let's talk to your sweetheart." Zheng Xuan shook her chin, and deliberately pointed at Zheng Yi with her finger, jokingly.
Liu Yu complained embarrassedly, then let go of the hand holding Zheng Xuan's slender waist, came to the opposite side of Zheng Yi in a few steps, sat down on the sofa, saw Zheng Yi lit a thick cigar, comfortably swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog, and hurriedly waved his hand to remove the smoke floating in front of him: "It smells bad to death, and I am not afraid that the smoke will not disperse, smoking the baby." ”
Zheng Yi looked at Liu Yu, who was incredibly beautiful, and smiled: "The little baby is playing chess with Zhou Gong upstairs, but the big baby is smoked." ”
Liu Yu suddenly blushed with shame: "What nonsense? Look at you, you slick and slick, like a little rascal on the street. ”
Zheng Yi laughed, pressed the remaining half of the cigar cigarette into the ashtray, and waited for all the sparks to be extinguished before saying: "Okay, I won't smoke, I have something to tell you, tomorrow I am going to leave for Hong Kong, and I am estimated to stay in Hong Kong for a while." ”
Liu Yu's face was full of surprise: "So suddenly? ”
"It was a little bit sudden." Zheng Yi didn't know how to explain it, so he could only think of Liu Yu and smile apologetically.
After being silent for a while, Liu Yu timidly asked, "I want to go with you, is it okay?" ”
Zheng Yi was surprised: "What do you say to your family?" ”
Liu Yu bit Dan's lip, slowly stood up, and walked to Zheng Xuan, who had just put down the microphone: "Sister Xuan, didn't you say last time that you would select a few young people to study at the Hong Kong headquarters?" Can you let me go? ”
Zheng Xuan was very embarrassed: "Naturally, there is no problem in approving you to go, anyway, in another week, a few young editors of the newspaper will pass, it doesn't matter if there is more of you or less of you...... But what do you do with your family? ”
Liu Yu said in a low voice: "Don't worry, I'll go home and tell my father later, and he will definitely agree." ”
"What if your old man doesn't agree?" Zheng Xuan asked.
Liu Yu took a deep breath: "I have the right to pursue my own happiness, even if I am not by his old man's side, there is still the eldest brother and the second brother living at home, doing their filial piety for me!" ”
Zheng Xuan was deeply moved, hugged Zheng Xuan and turned his head to look at Zheng Yi with a shocked face.
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In the face of Liu Yu's infatuation, Zheng Yi wants to say that it is absolutely hypocritical not to be moved, the soft, intellectual, gentle and easy-going Liu Yu is exactly the type that Zheng Yi likes, and what Zheng Yi values more is Liu Yu's unique temperament and soft personality and strong personality.
But because of this, Zheng Yi fell into a deep contradiction, he really couldn't bear to let such an excellent woman follow him, wandering everywhere, and even losing his life in the current atmosphere of white terror.
As a close friend of Liu Yu, Zheng Xuan is also in a dilemma, she supports Liu Yu's decision from the bottom of her heart, hoping to see Liu Yu and her younger brother come together, but Zheng Xuan also knows that Liu Yu's parents and family will never agree to this family business.
If Liu Yu ignores the opposition of his family and follows his younger brother with all his heart, it will be tantamount to abandoning the family and eloping with Zheng Yi, and the road ahead will be full of ups and downs and hardships.
Zheng Xuan doesn't know if Liu Yu can achieve true happiness, whether she will regret it one day, and she doesn't know if the two of them can love each other peacefully for the rest of their lives, so her feelings are extremely conflicted.
After a long silence, Zheng Yi got up from the sofa and invited Liu Yu to go out for a walk, he had a lot to say to Liu Yu, and there were many questions to exchange with Liu Yu frankly.
In the evening, Zheng Yi, who had gone out for a walk with Liu Yu for more than five hours, returned to Feng Mansion alone, and the anxious Zheng Xuan couple and Shangguan Yong couldn't help but look at each other when they saw Zheng Yi's expression as usual.
Without waiting for everyone to ask why Liu Yu didn't come back together, Zheng Yi had already told everyone calmly: "Liu Yu is going home to have dinner with his family, and he will come over tomorrow morning, and then go to Hong Kong with us." ”
Feng Jingzhai nodded, seeing Zheng Xuan frowning and wanting to say something, he quickly patted his wife's arm, signaling her not to ask anything for the time being, and happily told Zheng Yi that the family made a few dishes tonight, and the brothers could drink a few cups, no matter what they said, wait until they fill their stomachs first.
After three rounds of wine and five flavors of food, Zheng Xuan, who was in a complicated mood, finally asked, "Second brother, should you go to see Liu Yu's father?" ”
Zheng Yi picked up the wine glass again, drank all the wine in the cup, sighed slowly, and explained apologetically: "Old man Liu is a typical literati, and Hu Shizhi and others are the same kind of people. ”
"I will tell you the news that I have just learned not long ago: Comrade Peng Gongda, an important leader of our party, former secretary of the Xiangxi Special Committee, and secretary of the Hunan Provincial CPC Committee, bravely took up his duties outside the Xiaowu Gate in Changsha last month, and this is already another member of the Central Committee of our party who has sacrificed his life in the past two years. Since the day I decided to join the Communist Party, I have always been ready to sacrifice my life for my ideals, and as a parent, who would want to entrust their daughter to someone like me? ”
"So, I know that Liu Yu's father will never agree to marry his daughter to me, in that case, why should I send it to the door to ask for my own fun?"
"I told Liu Yu everything about me, including the dangerous situation I am facing now, Liu Yu fully understands my ideals and pursuits, and is willing to face all difficulties with me. Let me put it this way, I like Liu Yu, not her father and family, that's all. ”
Zheng Xuan and Feng Jingzhai were stunned and stunned, knowing that Zheng Yi's words were very reasonable, but it was difficult to accept such a direct and even extremely mean expression for a while.
"You...... Don't you think it's selfish to do that? ”
Zheng Xuan stared at his second brother's eyes and reproached unhappily.
Zheng Yi smiled contemptuously: "I'm sorry, I admit that I am very selfish in emotional matters, but I am by no means hypocritical, I will not pretend to refuse when I want to get something, make myself and others sad, and I don't think that the so-called benevolence, righteousness, courtesy, wisdom and gentleness and frugality are virtues, love is love, and if you don't love, you don't love, why embarrass yourself?" ”
"Eldest sister, I don't want to live too tired by myself, I won't use hypocritical words and smiles to pray for any benefits, and based on the same reason, others will not sacrifice their own interests and happiness, and compromise to fulfill me...... Until now, I have not found such a great man. ”
Zheng Xuan was completely speechless, looking at Zheng Yi and shaking his head again and again.
Feng Jingzhai thought deeply, he knew that what Zheng Yi said was the truth, and it was all naked reality.
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