Chapter 454: Attending the memorial service
Zeng Guang was very helpless, if Yan Song didn't bring anything when he came to see him, or didn't bring milk powder, then Yan Song would have become a bad person when he was with his wife?
On the third day of Yan Song's return to work in the hospital, this day was also a memorial service for Hao Chen and all the soldiers who died in the peacekeeping. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
She had already expected that at the memorial service, she would inevitably meet Hao Chen's parents and family, and if their emotions were excited, she would also fulfill her responsibilities as a doctor to appease them.
If the other party is held accountable, she can also fully cooperate with the work of the investigation team, and if the investigation team determines that Hao Chen's sacrifice is because of her, then she is willing to take the corresponding responsibility.
Of course, whether the other party is good at talking or not good at talking, she has already decided that she will bear the old man's future life.
Even if he is with Chen Xuyao in the future, he will not give up on them. She believes that Chen Xuyao will not oppose her decision.
Yan Song got out of the car, dressed in black, looking cool and capable. A wreath had been placed at the door of the funeral home, and when Yan Song saw it, he still felt uncomfortable and couldn't accept this fact.
She sniffed, if she, the person who came to mourn, couldn't help crying, wouldn't the parents as a family member, as well as his brothers and sisters, be even sadder.
In order not to aggravate their sadness, she better restrain her tears!
When Yan Song walked to the place where Hao Chen's black and white photo was hung, it really attracted the attention of many people present.
She gave Hao Chen incense without squinting, and then walked in front of the family, not knowing what to say, the previous plans were completely unspeakable at this time, so she had to say dryly: "Condolences by the way." β
Hao Chen's parents looked kind, Yan Song felt that they were very kind, and felt that it was a little bad to say something dry and not salty, so he stepped forward and grabbed Hao Chen's mother's hand, which really made her a little frightened.
She has no experience of living in the countryside, she has always played and lived in the city, even if she did some work in the army later, and had contact with local farmers, but there is no physical movement.
It was really a pair of hands that had done farm work, the skin was rough and chapped, and it felt like a piece of bark in the hand, and it felt very bad.
Yan Song's tears fell almost immediately. I heard that Hao Chen has only one child in his family, and his allowance will be sent back every month, which can improve the family's economic situation, but now such an accident has happened, which almost makes it more difficult for this family, which is not wealthy.
"Auntie, uncle, Hao Chen is because he saved me...... That's how we were saved, so I'll help, please tell me if there's anything. β
They are dark-skinned, and Yan Song doesn't want to admit that she is the kind of person who can judge what a person is like by virtue of one side, but she still wants to say that she really feels more guilty because of Hao Chen's parents.
If she had taken the children to hide in a safe place earlier, then Hao Chen would not have had to save them, let alone sacrifice because of this.
This is very incomprehensible and unacceptable to Yan Song.
Even now, when I think about it, I still feel sorry for him.
is so young, a fresh life, before he has time to enjoy the beauty of this world, he has already taken the first step, which has really become a scar on Yan Song's heart.
The two old men knew that their son was trying to save others, and they had no intention of blaming that person, and they were not surprised that when their son participated in peacekeeping, or as early as when he was a soldier, they already had this ideological awareness.
It's just that it's one thing not to be surprised, and it's another thing to be unacceptable.
Even if he had planned for the worst a long time ago, it was still difficult to accept the fact that the white-haired person sent the black-haired person. No way, this is the voice of almost all parents!
For Yan Song's words, they are very grateful, they are sad, but the reason is still there, even if their son really lost his life because he saved the other party, they can't complain about others.
This is his duty, isn't his job to make fewer people face death!
Not to mention how lofty his ideals and revenge Hao Chen will be, but in his job, he will still be conscientious.
The old man patted Yan Song's hand and said with tears in his eyes, "Thank you, girl, thank you." β
But I have already planned in my heart, and I will not trouble other people's children. They are all so old, they can't live for a few more years, so don't be a drag on others.
The two old men have been strong for a lifetime, and when their son's grades were not good and the family had no money for him to study, they didn't ask others.
Of course, if those relatives were the ones they would have borrowed money if they asked for it, maybe they would have passed.
But the other party is not, they just like to watch them beg them, wagging their tails in front of them and begging for mercy, even if they lose their faces, the other party will not necessarily reach out and pull them.
Now that their son died on the battlefield, they had foreseen it a long time ago.
After the memorial service, Yan Song wanted to invite the two old men to eat outside, but it was still too late to watch them get on the train to the train station.
As for Hao Chen's ashes, they were left in the martyrs' cemetery, where there would be a corner that belonged to him as his resting place.
As for the pension given by the state, the old couple was also very sad to look at the other family members, and even had a child suffering from congenital diseases, so they didn't ask for the money, but transferred it to the family.
In fact, the state will be responsible for such a child, and there is no need for this pension at all, but the old couple insisted on doing this, saying that they didn't want to take the money that their son exchanged for his life.
When many people heard this, they burst into tears on the spot.
Yan Song didn't stop the two old men, looking at the butt of the taxi leaving in the dust, not knowing what to do. When she was at a loss, Qin Chengzhou stopped her.
"Yan Song, you wait."
Yan Song stood still and looked at him with big innocent eyes.
Qin Chengzhou looked at her in shock, and muttered silently in his heart: Can you not discharge me casually?
Isn't that hard for me to do like this! After all, it's a woman that his brother likes, and it's not good for him to have such thoughts.
After reciting "I'm a fool" for a while, sure enough, my mood calmed down instantly.
The other party stopped her, but didn't say anything, didn't do anything, how did she think this person was on the wrong nerve!
"What's the matter with you?"
Seeing the girl looking at him with guarded eyes, his heart was simply half cold. Do you look like a hooligan who will take advantage of others?
"That's right, the two old men have already told me just now, let me tell you, they have already thought of this ending on the day Hao Chen became a soldier, so you don't have to be particularly sad, let alone have any guilt, they don't think it's your fault. Saving people was what Hao Chen should have done. β
Yan Song choked up, she was ready to be made difficult by others, but the two old men didn't blame her, that is, she didn't say a few words, so compared to the two, it was her selfishness that was too heavy.
Moreover, they said that when they could see the girl they liked so well, they also felt that their son had a good eye. Let you, don't be too heavy because of Hao Chen's deathbed confession. β
Yan Song shook her head, when someone dies in front of her, her heart will be heavy, and when that person has something to do with herself, she will be even more sad.
Dead on the operating table, Yan Song has seen it more than once, but every time she is an outsider, she has not taken the lead in bringing in any role, and she has no sad or sad look.
Yan Song knew that she was also cold-blooded, or rather, cold-blooded by the person who died in front of her.
She didn't want to leave herself indifferent to the death of her patients, but it was.
It was as if Hao Chen's death had reopened a closed door in her nerves, and the name of that door was Sympathy.
She doesn't like Hao Chen, and she doesn't like to be threatened, if Hao Chen is threatening to like her, and she doesn't agree to the surgery, she will not care about the other party's life or death.
But no one else made her face her cold-bloodedness, so that she couldn't believe that she would do such a thing.
"Qin Chengzhou, Hao Chen's hometown is in the countryside, right?"
"What? Could it be that you have an opinion about rural people, and you look down on rural people? You must know that the person who saved your life is a rural person. β
Yan Song glanced at him speechlessly, and directly looked at him with a blushing face and heartbeat. He is also a child from the countryside, and he instinctively has a sensitive nerve, that is, he has a natural hatred for those who look down on rural people and those who have grass and trees in the countryside.
So even if Yan Song is their goddess, but the goddess has such thoughts, he can't help but criticize.
"You're sick! When did I say that I don't look down on you rural people? β
was wronged by the "sick" Qin Chengzhou, Yan Song asked such a thing, isn't that what it means?
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, if Hao Chen's parents are in the countryside and the living conditions are not very good, I can help, although my monthly salary is not much, but I still have some money on hand, and I can also do some things to make my heart settle down."
Originally, she did plan to do so, and she also planned to learn some information about Hao Chen's family from Qin Chengzhou, but now, it seems that she has her own connections and can find what she wants to know, so she won't bother Qin Chengzhou, a person whose brain is not very clear.
After explaining, seeing Qin Chengzhou's suddenly realized expression, Yan Song simply didn't know what to say, turned around and left, not wanting to deal with this mentally retarded person at all.
Qin Cheng grabbed Yan Song's arm on Monday, and quickly let go when she turned around, he still grasped this degree very well, if he let go when it was no longer appropriate, it was very likely that he would be considered a hooligan by the girl.
Looking at Yan Song's serious face, Qin Chengzhou knew that because he wanted to go wrong, he really angered Yan Song all of a sudden, and in order to keep the other party from retracting the way she had just proposed, he had to apologize in a low voice.
"I'm sorry, Dr. Yan, this is my mistake, I shouldn't think about you casually, and then I still say my wrong thoughts, I'm sorry, please forgive me."
Yan Song understood his thoughts and understood better, Hao Chen's family conditions must not be very good, otherwise Qin Chengzhou would not be afraid that he would not insist so much, and he would have withdrawn the idea of helping the two elders so quickly.
"Don't worry, I won't change my mind because of your few empty words, as for how to send this money, I think I still need to think about it. Meeting today, coupled with the fact that the two old men refused Hao Chen's pension just now, I know that these two people don't care about money at all, let alone the kind of people who can't endure hardship. β
Indeed, if she sent the money over so clearly, the two old men would definitely refuse without thinking about it.
But Hao Chen is the old man in the family, and he is still an only child, the two old people are getting older and older, and their physical condition is definitely not as good as when they were young, without the support of their children, they will definitely have a hard time in the future.
She also knew that the old people were used to staying in their hometown, and if they were brought here to live, they would definitely not be able to come. Even if they come, they must not be used to life, so they still don't force them to come.
Then she needs to arrange it properly and well. So you should think about what kind of method you will use to make the other party have no reason to refuse her kindness!
"I will solve this matter myself, and I will tell you when it is done, you go back and train hard, and make a good contribution to the construction of the country!"
Yan Song laughed and cried at the last two words she said, she couldn't imagine that she was so serious and official, this was what she said.
Qin Chengzhou is the same, he really didn't expect that one day someone would tell him to train hard and then contribute to the construction of the country.
Could it be that he was lazy in everything before?
Yan Song smiled awkwardly, and then said goodbye to him.
"I still have something to do in the hospital, so I'll go back first, and I'll contact you when the matter is done, don't worry."
Qin Chengzhou couldn't cry or laugh, but fortunately, he didn't tell him this time to let him contribute to the construction of the country.
This sentence should be the sentence that elementary school students are most willing to use when writing essays, right?
After all, at that time, we were naΓ―ve and wanted to write articles or sentences with great connotations, but we often copied sentences from TV or celebrity stories!
However, it is good that Yan Song can still have such intentions. So it seems that none of them mistook her.
It's not that it's right for her to give money, and it's wrong not to give money, but she can delicately think that the two old men will not accept the money she gave, and in order not to let people refuse her kindness, they will try their best to do this.