A month later. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The Spring Festival has long passed, and the atmosphere after the New Year has slowly cooled down. The laughter was no longer as strong as it had been during the Spring Festival, and the families gradually stopped moving around each other. Before the new clothes were changed, where the snow had melted, there were already tenants there, ploughing the land and waiting for the snow to melt completely, and then they could cultivate.

On Wuyan Mountain, the only sound of melting snow is cold. The bricks on the roof, the peach trees in the yard, the paving stones on the bluestone road, and the mountains in the distance are white. The beginning of spring of another year, this year's spring, seems to have come very early, in previous years, at this time, the snow is still falling, but this year, the snow has already begun to melt.

The mountain was pitch black, there was no light or people, and it was so cold that only an empty hill remained. But on this cold mountain, there are indeed people, and only one person lives.

It was already night, and Mo Yu still didn't feel sleepy. Since she came back from Luzhou, she has become less and less sleepy, and sometimes she can open her eyes for twelve hours, without speaking or thinking, just quietly looking at something in a daze. Just like now, a candle and a figure are the breath of the room.

When the door was pushed open, Mo Yu slowly turned his head, and when he saw the figure standing at the door, there was no fright, no fear, no respect, no joy, some just indifference and neglect as always. Mo Yu turned her head and continued to look somewhere in front of her in a daze.

The door opened, allowing the cold air from the outside to flow in, and the room became even colder. The visitor walked slowly to his side, crouched down, and gently pulled her calloused hands over hers, wrapping them in his palms. "I knew you were here."

Mo Yu didn't speak, but still looked fixedly ahead. His muffled voice sounded in his ears, "I know, it was wrong for me to beat you last time, and I apologize to you." ”

Something, it seems, is changing. He called himself me, and he took the initiative to apologize.

"You are the emperor, you will never be wrong, you can bear the world, but the world can never bear you." Mo Yu said lightly.

The emperor lowered his head and leaned his face lightly on her lap, her warm breath passing through his cold cheeks, which slowly warmed up. He said: "Moyu, I am the emperor, I also have my pride, maybe I don't know what humility is, but I will try my best to learn and be a humble person in front of you." ”

"You will never learn, because you will always be the emperor, unless one day, you will lose the dignity of this emperor."

He grabbed her hands on her lower abdomen and clenched them tightly. "I know it's too late for me to say anything, but I still hope you forgive me." Moyu, let's go back to the palace, let's go home. ”

Mo Yu only felt that her heart was as cold as snow. "As early as more than ten years ago, my home was gone, whether it was the Ji family or here, it was not my home. The palace is even more not, I don't like to stay in the palace, there is no freedom, there is no security, there is no warmth. Only suspicion, murder, coldness, living in such a home, too tired. Don't you feel tired too? ”

"No, Moyu." The emperor raised his head, gently hugged her into his arms from behind, and said patiently: "As long as we have the heart, we can definitely start again, we are home, we will have our own children in the future, we are a happy family." ”

In the future, children. What a distant word, she has experienced so much deception, betrayal, alienation. She didn't dare to think about her future, nor did she dare to think about her children. "There is no greater mourning than death."

"Moyu, don't do this, don't scare me."

Mo Yu sneered and said, "A person's heart is easy to be opened, and a heart that closes the door is difficult to open again." Your Majesty, I admit that there may have been a moment when I was tempted by you, but after all kinds of things, this heartbeat stopped. From now on, my heart will no longer beat for anyone, no one. ”

She made him scared like this. She just sat there quietly, not sad or happy, not noisy or noisy, and said the most decisive words lightly. If you say that when I first saw her, she was just faint and didn't care about anything. Now, she's dead set on everything. The heart is dead, and man is nothing but a walking corpse.

"Moyu, don't scare me, don't joke with me." He didn't think about what he would do if one day, there was no more her in this world.

"I ask you something?"

"What's the matter?"

"Between me and Yetian, who will you choose?"

He didn't answer, there was just silence. But sometimes silence is better than a thousand words of answer, Mo Yu sneered, "You'll choose him, right!" In this gossip, there is a person destined to disappear between me and him. I'm just a woman in the deep palace, and without me, there are still thousands of women waiting to go to your dragon bed. But the night sky is different, he is your most powerful courtier, and you still expect him to help you defend the country! So, did you come tonight to kill me? ”

"It's not." He hastened to deny that perhaps he had thought so. But now he won't, he's not going to kill her.

"The snow flies in the cold window, and there is no intention to press the branches low. Reminiscing about the past years, every bit of sorrow and joy. Turning towards the twilight, the falling flowers follow the flowing water, and in the blink of an eye, the bridge is already in front. The historian has put pen to paper and counted the dreams of a lifetime. ”

Sometimes, death is a better relief. However, on the bridge, she would drink the bowl of Meng Po soup cleanly. In the afterlife, never meet any of them again. "In my life, my family affection is cold and my blood relationship is weak. It's okay to be friendly, and I have a few good friends, but I hope I don't get tired of it. As for love, I just want to ask the Buddha, what is the most beautiful lover in the world? If the Buddha takes pity on me and gives me a true lover, I am willing to do all happy things for him, whether it is repentance, fate or calamity. ”

"Am I not?" He asked.

She shook her head: "In this life, I have never met it. "Neither at night." Your Majesty, promise me one thing, even if I beg you, the only time I beg you. When I die, cremate me, and then find a day when the azaleas bloom and scatter my ashes! ”

He was puzzled, "Why?" Don't you know that the harshest punishment in the world is the crushing of bones and the scattering of ashes? ”

"Because, I don't want someone to bury me, no one wants to."

If the next life is still so endlessly entangled, or a lonely fate, it is better not to enter reincarnation. This life is gone, and the next life is gone. What kind of courage can you make yourself disappear, dissipate between heaven and earth, and end your life?

"Woo, ahhhh......h

In the empty room, a different voice was heard. There was only one candle lit in the room, and it was very dark where it could not be illuminated. This voice came from a corner of darkness. The emperor was very puzzled, how could this sound resemble the voice of a cat, and it also resembled the voice of a child.

The emperor stood very well and was quickly captured. "What sound?"

"The sound of a cat meowing." Mo Yu said lightly.

"Woo, ahhhh......h

This voice sounded again, and the emperor looked at the expressionless Mo Yu, shook his head and said in a deep voice: "No, definitely not a cat." Then he turned his head and looked into the dark corner again. He didn't believe what Moyu said, there had never been a cat on Wuyan Mountain. So let go of her, went to the table and lit a candle again, and walked slowly over.

As we get closer, the sound becomes clearer. When the bright candle flame shone on the object that made the sound, the emperor couldn't help but take a step back in shock, and paused for a long time to find his voice, "Where is the child?" ”

Mo Yu's cold voice came from behind him, "Don't move her, she's my child with Yetian." Of course, you can also treat her as your child, after all, all the people in the world are your children. The voice startled him again, and instinctively turned quickly, watching the faint light shine under her chin, and the upper half of her face looming like a ghost. Fortunately, he is not bad, and if he kills too much, he is not afraid of ghosts and gods. "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Mo Yu bypassed him, walked to the side of the crib, tucked the child's feet, and said lightly: "I confessed to the emperor, this is my child and Yetian's child, so you don't have to go to the trouble of checking it when the time comes." ”

The anger that rushed to his mouth wanted to explode several times, but he tried his best to hold back. He told himself that he had to hold back, and that he couldn't lose his mind for once. With a muffled grunt, he walked over to the table and threw the candle flame on the table. The sound of "slap" shook the whole room, "You're just angry, aren't you?" ”

The child whimpered twice and fell asleep after a few shakes. After the child was completely asleep, Mo Yu got up and walked to the table. At a certain distance, as far as the eye could see, there was a jade pendant of black jade lying quietly on the table. She was shocked, and the hand under the sleeve clenched her fist tightly, this jade pendant, isn't she hanging on a tree in the snow, how can it be in his hand?

"Do you know this thing?"

The hidden anger can naturally be heard by a smart person like Mo Yu. So he walked to the table, Yu Shou picked up the jade pendant on the table, looked left and right, and said lightly: "I know, this is my jade pendant, and I have been with me for almost ten years." However, it has been lost for a long time. ”

The emperor sitting on the couch glanced at her coldly, and said in a deep voice: "I also know it." ”

Impossible, before Moyu entered the palace, this jade pendant had already been given to Yetian, it was impossible for the emperor to know, could it be that Yetian told the emperor that she gave it to him? Did Yetian betray her like this? Mo Yu sneered, "The emperor is really well-informed. ”

"I didn't want to take it out in the first place, but you were so angry that I couldn't do anything about it. Do you remember, before you entered the palace, once on the street, there was a little boy who stole your things, and he stole this piece of jade, and I was standing behind you at that time, and I remember everything you said. ”

I see. "This piece of jade is said to have been given to me by Ji Gangyang when I was born. I don't know if my mother is lying to me? Hehe, so what, what does the emperor want to say? ”

"I want to say that this piece of jade was found by me on Yetian's body."

This jade pendant, she hung it on the tree before leaving, the emperor said he had seen it, when was it? Yetian will not show this thing casually, and now the emperor puts it in front of her. What does that mean? Did something happen in the night? Or was he caught? Killed?

Mo Yu put the jade pendant in his hand next to the candle flame, looked at the color change in the middle of it through the candle flame, and said in a deep voice: "There are witnesses and physical evidence, and now there is a child here, it seems that the crime of our adulterer **** has been confirmed." Hehe. ”

Adulterer ****, in fact, he wanted to say this word, but with his noble bloodline and cultivation, he was not allowed to say such a thing. "Moyu, how do you make me believe in you. I don't even know which of what you say is true and which is false. ”

"Then what about you, Your Majesty, which sentence of what you said is true and which sentence is false. Last quarter of an hour you were still telling me sorry, you were telling me to start over, and in less than a quarter of an hour you were questioning me again. Your Majesty, compare your heart to your heart, you have never understood a truth, if you want to be respected by others, you must first respect others. If you want people to trust you, you first have to trust people. ”

"But how do you make me believe in you, Yetian personally admits that he loves you."

Is it? Did he really say that? Or did the emperor deliberately set her a trap? Mo Yu said coldly: "Really? He said that this jade was given to him by my own hands? That's really sad for me. "Isn't that sorrow? Taken advantage of again and again, deceived again and again.

Ye Tian didn't say that this jade was given to him by Moyu himself, he only admitted that Luohua was intentionally ruthless, and this jade was stolen by him when Moyu was not paying attention. If he hadn't found out, he probably wouldn't have been able to say a word or explain it. But his explanation still made him suspicious. "Moyu, he ...... in the night"

What's wrong? Mo Yu looked at him inquiringly, but saw that his eyes were looking ahead, as if he was recalling the past. Mo Yu didn't want to ask Ye Tian too directly, but he was really anxious to ask him to say it quickly. A distant voice slowly came, "Yetian said, let me take good care of you." ”

Cut, who wants you to take care of her, she will live more comfortably alone. His voice continued to come from his ears, and said, "Moyu, let's go back to the palace!" If you really like that child, you can take her back to the palace and raise her under your knees, so that your life may have some fun. ”

Mo Yu glanced at the child, hesitated for a while, and then said: "That child was picked up in the snow on my way back, and at that time her little face was already red from the cold, and she lay there wilting without crying or making trouble." I looked pitiful, so I brought her back, I don't expect her to call you daddy, but she will have to call me mother in the future. ”

It means that wherever she goes, the child will follow. In fact, Moyu thought about it for a long time, and finally chose this path, letting her return to her relatives, even if she can't recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, at least, being able to live with her parents can be regarded as her atoning for the sins of the Ji family and making up for this child.

I just hope that this child's background will always be a mystery, and there will never be a day when it will be revealed. Otherwise, she didn't dare to guarantee that her biological mother would not kill her, and whether the Queen Mother and the Ji family would let her go? Leave it to fate!

The emperor walked up behind her, hugged her into his arms again, and said softly: "Okay, you can say anything." ”

The candle flame in the room reflected the hugging figures on the wall. Occasionally, a cold wind blew outside, blowing the wind chimes under the porch. The breathing sound of children in the house comes and goes, and in this small space, there is light, warmth, two hearts embracing each other, and children, happy and content. (To be continued.) )