Life diary
There was some sadness in the air, and I looked at myself in the mirror, and there was a hint of sadness. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
At dawn, the fog disappeared from the windows of the nine-square-meter room. Get up and get dressed, brush your teeth and wash your face to look at your haggard face, then close the door and look at the sun. This is the umpteenth time I've seen the sun, and I can't say it's watching, it's not that I'm idle, but I just feel that at least it should be like the sun rising in the east every day—there is an expectation.
The bus was in a panic, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to get on it.
The bus whirled along the rough downtown streets, nearly colliding every two minutes. I don't know if the driver is on his way to work like me, he might think so, but there's really no need to rush into it. Because he was in his car.
No one is like that, and you have to go out of the car window halfway to work. I asked the driver to do me a favor and let the car stop next to the next red light because something was left in the rental house. The driver let me out of the crowded place after a minute.
The rising sun washes away everyone's sorrows.
The uncles and aunts in the park are proud, and they may have played cards and captured all the mahjong fields in the community, or picked up some grandpa Mao's avatars in the mall; The dogs were led around, and they were even a little triumphant, probably because they had just passed by a tree stump, and they were ashamed to pee naked; The strangest thing is that Xiao Ming, who is carrying a schoolbag, and Xiao Wang, who goes to work, why are they in such a hurry, even the dogs look at them: they don't understand why humans are like this, life is obviously to groom themselves, why dress up charmingly, and give everyone the feeling of being dirty and dirty?
Further down is the ocean.
I'm still not sad, it's really not the same as I usually am.
I met Carpenter Liu downstairs, who was squatting on the side of the road and looking around. I don't understand why he doesn't have a place to work, he laughs and says that society is like this, maybe yesterday there was food to eat today and today he will be hungry until tomorrow morning; I met the waiter Xiao Zhang again, I said what do you look like if you don't go to work and wander on the street, he said that today the boss gave him ten "oceans" and asked him to buy some pancakes on the food stall to taste, I said look at you like that, you usually can't eat half a bit of meat when you are a cow and a horse, you think about it, he said that the pancakes are very fragrant, and he is on duty at night until what time the store closes in the morning; In front of her was an eighteen-year-old girl who had just returned from breakfast, and an uncle in the BMW who was not her own uncle had just kissed her on the face. She asked me why I wasn't on the way to work, and I said that I hadn't been scared once in 20 years, and today I changed my appearance, and she said if you have a long beard? I say probably because it keeps on growing, and you're beautiful today. We said goodbye and ended up, not at all what I had imagined to confess to her today, and she blushed with shame. In the end, it ended unfortunately, and I really had stage fright for the first time.
Before I knew it, I came to the balcony of the rental house, and the sun actually set in the west.
I think of my distant hometown, where my parents in their fifties should still be busy in the fields at this moment. It's just a busy tone on the phone, which is normal in this country with advanced communications, even if I'm talking to you face-to-face.
This is the umpteenth time I have looked into the distance, in fact, apart from the sun, I can only see Party A and Party B arguing on the other side, and further up, there is the real weather situation covered by dark clouds.
I couldn't see my haggard face, I could only feel the wind rippling in my ears like the sea. I have never seen the sea, but I can feel its gentle palms, gently and intimately helping me clean my face, like a mother.
It was my first time in the ocean, even though I was dizzy and bleeding from all over me.
The ambulance finally rang, and the wait was as long as a century, and my eyes were confused, and the countless footsteps around me were hurried and panicked.
I finally saw the direction of the ideal country.