Chapter 126: Thoroughly

Ji Meng, Qiao Yu, Bai Li, Li Yan: "......"

I don't plan to promise others to call others, could it be that people have inadvertently offended you and have enmity with you?

They inadvertently got the truth!

In the military academy, it is not easy to find a computer with a network, Chen Xuyao thought for a while, and then sneaked to the captain's office, while the captain was not there, just use the computer for a while, the captain will not mind!

The process took about half an hour. Half an hour after the pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info, Chen Xuyao boarded QQ and began to discuss with Bai Li what to do for a while and how to cooperate. The conversation between the connoisseurs was incomprehensible to the layman, they only saw Bai Li's hands moving quickly on the keyboard, and the person on the other side of the screen thought to be the same action, they couldn't understand it, and their eyes couldn't keep up with their movements, so they simply stood aside, quietly watching the changing letters on the screen, waiting for the result.

After about half an hour, they locked down a small spot and figured out where the person who sent the video that night was located, which was an Internet café near the school. Yan Song wanted to cry without tears after he knew, what else should I do, the Internet café has a very large flow of people, and it is opened near the school, and the people who patronize it are basically students, can the boss remember exactly who it is?

"Tiantian, this is the position, you can do whatever you want, don't forget the self who used to cause trouble everywhere, no matter what kind of rudeness you become, she is what I like."

Chen Xuyao smiled innocently at the computer screen, put his right hand on the mouse, raised his left hand and put it on his head, touched the newly shaved board, and said this touching heartfelt sentence. This is the first time he has spoken his mind directly, and it is also the first time he has confessed to Yan Song, not to mention that he is still under the witness of so many people, which he has never thought of before.

Afterwards, he also thought about why he impulsively said this sentence at that time, the reason is not difficult to think, at that time, when the video was played, Yan Song only had Ji Meng and a girl by his side, and the other three were all boys, what do they look like, how to say it, they can have a bunch of fans, and these fans are all composed of teenage girls, their appearance is not inferior to anyone, even those popular idol stars, they can also compare.

Maybe it's the sense of oppression and tension that these three people gave him, so he naturally said what he wanted to say the most, rarely without considering the consequences, whether to be together after agreeing, or not to contact again after refusing, he didn't think about it, he just didn't want to leave himself room for regret in the future, and he didn't want to let others have a chance to take advantage of his shyness.

I thought it was just my own impulse, but I didn't expect that after finishing speaking, my heart was much more relaxed, and the expected regret did not appear, looking at the stunned expression on Yan Song's face opposite, as well as the girl's slightly encouraging excitement, and the consternation of the three boys, he felt that he had taken the right step. Even if she is rejected by Tian Tian, she must make it clear to let her know that she doesn't want to be her brother, and at the same time, let the people around her know her existence. Although he was not by Tiantian's side, he also knew that there was never a shortage of appreciators around her, Chen Xuyao smiled, he was very satisfied with his "impulse" just now, this impulse came at the right time.

Looking at Yan Song's face expectantly, he didn't know how ugly his face was now, just waiting for Yan Song to give him an answer. Hopefully, her answer was what he wanted to hear. Even if it wasn't the one he expected, he wouldn't give up, it was her fault for hurting her, and he only hoped that Yan Song could give him a chance to mend his ways. Don't erase his current efforts and intentions because of his past mistakes.

He never wants much, but it is all precious, Yan Song's heart is the most precious, he thinks, this time he already knows the preciousness of feelings, and he will never be like before, he doesn't know how to pretend to understand. Grabbing the wrong person and not letting go, and hurting the person who is more important to him, now thinking about it, he feels that he really ran away from home at that time.

Thinking like this, it doesn't mean that he hates Ye Xinran very much, or how bad Ye Xinran is, it can only be said that she is not what he really likes and wants to have. When they got together, they realized that she was not what they wanted, but it was too late, and Yan Song had already distanced himself from him. Although there was a remedy later, the rift that had occurred still existed, but the two sides ignored it. Now that he has gone far away, far away from Yan Song's life, he can only hope that time can dilute the damage he once gave her, instead of diluting the past friendship.

After all, the magic weapon to win also includes the love when he was a child, so he doesn't want Yan Song to forget it anyway, otherwise it will be really bad to start all over again.

It was Yan Song's conjecture before, but now I want to be confirmed, her heart is not as heavy as she imagined, but she feels as if it should be like this, is it the sequelae of marriage in her previous life, when he was good to her, he couldn't resist, even when he was not good to her, he also wanted to think about the good times, Yan Song felt that his thoughts were a little unreasonable, thinking that Chen Xuyao was still waiting for his answer, he didn't delay for long, and answered him more rationally.

"Brother Xu, I used to think that we would be together, but it turned out that I was wrong, and when I put away my thoughts about you, you said so again. But I can only say I'm sorry, it's not that you're bad, on the contrary, you're good, maybe we're not the best choice for each other, without me hindering you in front, you'll have better people, plus, you've also seen the video, don't you have any ideas? ”

After Chen Xuyao said this, they were all stunned for a while, and after reacting, they realized that this was not suitable for them to continue listening, exchanged glances with each other, and went out together. Ji Meng wanted to stay and cheer up her good friends, and by the way, she stayed to watch the fun. But was pulled away by Qiao Yu, is it really that good to know other people's secrets, of course not. It's not so easy not only to help keep the secret, but also to act as a mouthpiece for two people at the right time!

There are two people left in the room, and these words are much easier to say, they are very familiar with each other's personalities, and it is easy to accept some words that are deep and shallow. Sometimes that's how it is, what two people say in private, no matter how much they say excessively, they don't blame it, but once there is a third person in the scene, it is not so easy to control. Yan Song and Chen Xuyao were also relieved in their hearts, there are outsiders who are too clear in their words!

One is to show love and dare not be too explicit, the other is to refuse and dare not be too straightforward, when they see them all going out, they are very glad to have a tacit understanding, and they are glad that the friends they have made (Tiantian) have eyes.

"I saw the video, and even the comments below I saw a little bit, which is nothing more than saying that you are mentally ill, and you like a disabled person rather than a normal person. But Yan Song, do you think I'll take their word for it? We grew up together, to put it too far, I even changed your diapers, and I took a bath with you, I don't know what kind of person you are, if you like him, maybe it's possible, but if it's really a psychological problem that makes you like him, then I can't believe it. ”

"But Brother Xu, I really like him, I just can't tell others, my liking is a burden and a burden to him, I can't drag him down, what's more, he has someone he likes."

Hearing what he said earlier, he really liked the other party, Chen Xuyao's hand was already clenched tightly, and the green muscles burst out to describe him at this time, when he heard the back, he was a little distressed, and in the end, when he heard Tian Tian say that the other party had someone he liked, he was completely relieved, but it was inevitable to eat An Lan's vinegar. Seeing this video, he felt that this boy without arms might be different to Yan Song, but he didn't expect to get such an answer, although his heart was still put down, but he still couldn't accept the little girl he liked, like a person like this.

He knows very well that Yan Song is a psychologically normal person who can no longer be normal, but he can't imagine that she really likes each other, and he also knows that Yan Song has always been a rational person, even if he used to prank and trick others, he always grasped that degree, and resolutely could not hurt others' self-esteem, or exceed the bottom line that others can bear, he is also very relieved.

Therefore, he has always felt that Yan Song will not like others easily, but he didn't expect that this other person is not someone else, but someone else around her. As Yan Song's "good brother", he also knows that An Lan is Yan Song's tablemate, and even knows some of his stories, including Yan Song's mother, his Aunt Song likes this boy more, but no matter how he thinks about it, he would never have imagined that Yan Song would like him, and his feelings are so deep.

Although he likes Yan Song, he thinks that he is mature enough to take responsibility for his decisions, and it is time to be able to freely choose the future, so he has never confessed to Yan Song, he thought that she knew, and knew that she was deliberately avoiding this issue, so he pushed the boat down the river and became a good person, never made the words clear, and never pierced the layer of window paper.

At this time, he really had a sense of crisis, he felt the danger of having a wolf in front of him and a tiger in the back, and it was not okay if he didn't want to find a way to get out of the predicament, and it was not very accurate to say that Bai Li was his threat, the most accurate thing was that he saw that video, and he really panicked.

He knows very well that Yan Song is not a casual person, and life is so emotional, so the means and methods that have been implemented are all slow motion, when he saw this video, it was clearly shown in the picture that the hug Yan Song was voluntary, even active, that is to say, for An Lan, she is not just sympathetic and pity for such simple things, but more complex feelings, reluctant to hurt, dare not approach easily, for fear that he will be hurt a little.

Isn't that kind of mentality exactly the attitude they have towards Yan Song? At this time, how big of a heart does he have to be to sit firmly on the Diaoyutai and stay out of the matter?

"Tiantian, you have to know that the like at this time is the simplest, without a trace of impurities and desires, if you like it, you like it, it's very clean, but it's also the least solid, once the relationship meets the reality, it's bad with a light poke. At this time, it's good to like someone like this, you're still in your best years, and it's good to have no regrets. ”

Although he said that, his heart was dripping blood, when he didn't pay attention, his sweetness had quietly liked someone else, and that person was not him, it was false to say that he was not sad, but what could he do, it was already like this, he couldn't let the little girl drift away from him, although he liked a person he couldn't like, but it was also a good memory that belonged to her, how he couldn't control it in the past, he only hoped that she could have his participation in the future!

Since he went to study in city B, he felt very unsure, two completely different circles of friends, life circles, and in the future, because of a series of reasons such as hobbies and work relationships, the intersection will become less and less, so there will be a move to buy a mobile phone, although it is not a clever means, but it is also able to give him a sense of security that can be grasped, and he did it without thinking.

"Thank you for enlightening me. I don't want to say anything else, you know what I'm thinking. And I'm not afraid of your jokes, or that I'm so young and thinking about spring, I'm going to make it clear to you. When I was in junior high school, I actually thought that we would be together in the future, but I didn't expect your approach to give me a resounding slap in the face, making me return from imagination to reality, between me and Ye Xinran, you chose her and gave up on me. Maybe you think it's nothing, it's not a life and death choice you are facing, what's the big deal. But I think that's the clearest way you've rejected me. ”

Yan Song's eyes were sour, she didn't know why she wanted to say this, she wanted him to know what she thought in her heart, and her grievances.

"I was very sad at the time, otherwise it wouldn't have taken so long to reconcile. That's because I was self-inflicted, thinking that you belong to me, and that's why I got hurt. I've put away my thoughts about you ever since. In fact, this also proves from the side that I am a cold-hearted person, I liked it so much before, and then I didn't like it when I said I didn't like it, so I also think that Anlan's matter is not a matter for me. ”

Chen Xuyao was a little speechless, sister, I didn't want to hear you talk about this. Also, did you change the topic too quickly, as soon as he talked about this, he was weak-hearted, no, there was no way not to be weak-hearted. He didn't know that in the future, this matter would be a trick that Yan Song used to make fun of him, and with the addition of adaptation, it would become a little story to tease children.

"And, what I'm saying is true, I'm still young, I don't want to think about these now, everything is focused on academics, maybe I will choose a military school if I want to open it in the future, so maybe you are still my senior!" (To be continued.) )