8 Forbearance

The light cyan gauze curtain showed the figure of Lou Shi slightly, but the green beads jumped to the door like a frightened frog, opened the curtain, and blocked Lou Shi so that only his head was visible. www.biquge.info Thinking about what Ruan Yuan had just said, Lu Zhu's face turned pale with fright, and he said after a while: "The world ...... Blessed is the prince. But he forgot to flash to the side and let go of the doorway to enter the room.

Lou Shi had a calm face and said in a very light tone: "Get out of the way." ”

The green beads were originally at the curtain, and they saluted against the curtain, and when they were finished, they pulled the curtain with their hands. As soon as Lou Shi told her to get out of the way, she jumped indoors like a frog, the curtain fell, and the shaking light cyan gauze curtain outlined Lou Shi's tall shadow. Lu Zhu actually forgot to open the curtain, and directly separated the building stone to the outer hall with a door curtain.

Ruan Yuan's face seemed to be carved from white marble, pale, stunned, and stiff as stone, and she sat there, looking straight at the door of the inner room. She heard her heart "thump, thump" as if it was about to jump out of her atrium.

"Green Bead" Lu Liu didn't know what to say about Green Bead, so she had to step forward and open the curtain, and saluted Lou Shi: "Slave and maid see Shi Ziye, Shi Zi Ye forgives sins, Sister Lu Zhu saw Shi Zi Ye at first sight, and her hand slipped and did not make a curtain." ”

Lu Zhu also knew that he was rude, and hung his head embarrassedly, blessing his body.

Lou Shi has a long body, broad shoulders and a thin waist, born in a family of military generals, and can see that he has been diligent in practicing martial arts since he was a child, and his body is much stronger than that of the soldiers. Twenty-one years old, is gradually fading the youthfulness of youth. He has a slender face, a natural fair complexion, and because of years of martial arts training, he has been playing horses under the sun, and he has become red, and he is still not black.

His eyebrows were as thick as a thin pen, black as ink, straight and slanted upward, bent a little at the end of the eyebrows. makes people misunderstand that he is a good talker and a good temper. The eyes are not very large, and the extremely double eyelids hide his shrewdness and sharpness. Under his tall nose and thin lips, he is always smiling.

In a sandal-colored robe, a Wanbao belt was tied around his waist, which made him look tall and thin.

Glancing at the green beads and green willows, Lou Shi calmly faced and walked to the inner room with square steps. Zheng Ma, Green Jade, and Green Li, were busy with Wan'an ceremony. Ruan Yuan was still sitting at the table with an expressionless face.

"Young lady." Lu Liu hurriedly reminded Ruan Yuan softly.

Lou Shi sat straight across from Ruan Yuan and glanced at Ruan Yuan. Seeing that she didn't move, she looked at herself stunned, and said lightly: "I heard that you have been sick for a few days, why don't you ask a doctor to take a look?" ”

After a while, Ruan Yuan came to her senses, and she was so anxious that the green willow on the side almost didn't shake her. Mother Zheng gave Lu Liu and the others a look of interest, and led them out.

opened her mouth, Ruan Yuan found that she couldn't make a sound, and only looked at Lou Shi. The face that had made her so excited just thinking about it in the past was now so close to her that her heart seemed to be hollowed out.

Since waking up that day, that real dream has haunted her to this day. Now facing Lou Shi, her heart suddenly brightened, and she didn't seem to be rare at all. The previous affection seems to have been exhausted in a dream. It's like the drifting green smoke, which fades into the air, as if it had never been.

It turned out that the dream was real. Ruan Yuan smiled bitterly in her mouth. Since she woke up, she has been rejecting, but she just doesn't admit defeat. She didn't think she would end up in her dreams. But reality is reality, even if she cuts thousands of knives for Lou Shi, she still can't get him to look back.

Lou Shi doesn't love her!

In fact, Ruan Yuan has been denying that the dream is real, but she doesn't want to admit a fact. That is, Lou Shi has never loved her, and it is impossible to fall in love with her.

She didn't know what went wrong, God actually let her go back to the time when she married him. Probably because she was too infatuated, although she didn't move Lou Shi, she moved God and gave her a chance.

She thought of Liu Gui, and the voice of "no regrets" lingered in her ears. remembered her last words to Liu Gui.

Lou Shi looked at Ruan Yuan carefully and found that she was indeed much thinner than before, and her complexion was not very good. Seeing her stunned now, I thought that he had been cold to her since she got married, so she was sick in a hurry. I killed it directly without being announced, probably I couldn't react! Lou Shi frowned without feeling it.

In the end, the person who came out of the small portal!

Lou Shi thought. Patiently, he whispered again, "Are you feeling better now?" Would you like to see a doctor? Send a message to your mother's house? Ask your mother to come along? ”

After figuring out the knot, Ruan Yuan looked at Lou Shi again, and it was already calm. He smiled at Lou Shi and said, "No need, Prince Xie cares, the concubine just had a nightmare and was scared." The prince also knows that the concubine is from a small family with little education, and she is timid, so she is scared when she dreams. It's okay now. ”

The events of the previous life are like an aqueduct opened by a great river, and once the mouth of the closed canal is opened, the water will flow out in a steady stream. Irrigating the parched heartland. Ruan Yuan remembered that in her previous life, no matter how hard she tried, Lou Shi was far away from her. She had never been intimate with him, and she sat face-to-face like this very rarely. When he learned that Lou Shi was helping King Wei, he gave him a lot of advice, but he ignored her.

At that time, Lou Shi said the most: "Women should keep their duties as women, and the children of a small family are born with little education." ”

Besides, the ability of Lou Shi itself can be regarded as an exhaustive solution. Among the many princes, the king of Wei is not the most favored by the emperor, but it is not bad, every critical moment, if the king of Wei has a conflict with other princes, the emperor will face the king of Wei.

At that time, Ruan Yuan knew that this was Lou Shi's idea for King Wei. The wood is beautiful in the forest, and the wind will destroy it! The emperor is in good health, there are many princes, and he is too outstanding, so he can only be the target of other princes' attacks. If you behave in a low-key manner and do things in a down-to-earth manner, after a long time, the emperor will see your goodness.

And the reason why Lou Shi and King Wei lost in the end was not because Lou Shi and King Wei were incompetent, but because of Ruan Yuan. No matter how smart Ren Loushi was, he would never have thought that it was Ruan Yuan who betrayed them in the end.

According to Lou Shi's idea, that is, he will not wait to see her again, husband and wife are the same, he is not good, and she is not much better. But he didn't expect the words "a woman's heart, a needle under the sea" to come.

It's the same for both men and women. If you don't love me, I love you more. So Ruan Yuan's later obsession with Lou Shi reached the point of almost going crazy.

Lou Shi has always been proud, and later accepted two concubines, and the girls in the Hou Mansion who belong to Lou Shi are even more innumerable. After Ruan Yuan analyzed the reasons, she felt that if Lou Shi had been like this, she would not have the slightest chance to get Lou Shi.

Therefore, she asked Lou Shi to fall down from that high place, when the halos on his body receded one by one, those women left him, and only she was by his side, Lou Shi would definitely find her good at that time. She will not dislike Lou Shi for having nothing, she will earn a piece of the world by herself and live by guarding Lou Shi.

Unfortunately, in the end, it backfired. Lou Shi's situation is getting worse and worse, but none of the women around him have left. Until he was sent to the bitter cold land of Yanbei, his two concubines still followed, even Green Willow, and they never wanted to leave.

Later, Ruan Yuan discovered that in the face of love, they were no different from her. And her own love is no more noble than those two concubines and green willows. Ruan Yuan knew that she loved Lou Shi, perhaps because Lou Shi looked good, and then she was unwilling to get it. But Lu Liu and those two concubines may really love Lou Shi.

Therefore, in the end, Ruan Yuan chose that almost decisive way to help Lou Shi turn over. She wants him to know that she is different from others, loves him more than them, and what she can do for him, others can't.

So what?

Ruan Yuan looked at the building stone in front of her with a flat face, and his appearance returned to the way she had first remembered. Among the handsome eyebrows and eyebrows, looking kind, in fact, it is the most ruthless. He has to take care of it, except for Tang Zhi, no one can.

The concubines he accepted could not be in his eyes either. There was only one thing that she didn't figure out until she died.

In love, there is no one who pays more to whom, and there is no emotion and accumulation. Yes, just love or not.

Ruan Yuan's words were prickly, but Lou Shi just smiled faintly, and said disapprerovingly: "Let's ask a doctor to take a look, what's wrong, don't delay any longer." ”

"I finally married into the Hou Mansion, and there is no more blessing." Ruan Yuan silently filled in the words implied by Lou Shi in her heart. On his face, he said solemnly: "No need, why did you become so squeamish when you entered the Hou Mansion?" ”

In her previous life, Ruan Yuan knew that Lou Shi hated her for helping the princess calculate Tang Zhi in order to marry him. But on the surface, she has always been polite. makes her always hold back the fire in her belly, but there is nowhere to vent.

Since Lou Shi married her, he has been like the silver hairpin of the queen mother, smiling and drawing a galaxy between them. She was on one side of the river, but Lou Shi was not on the other side of the river. In her previous life, Ruan Yuan couldn't see happiness, so she finally embarked on the road of no return.

Yes, the reason why Ruan Yuan married into the Zhenbei Hou Mansion as the daughter of the Eighth Rank Judge was because she fell in love with Princess Qingteng.

Qingteng princess Zhao Ning, with the small character Ruyi, is the daughter of Zhao Heng, the former prince of Emperor Chengtian. Because of conspiracy, the former prince was taken away from the crown prince, moved out of the East Palace, and was confined to the mansion of Zhao Heng when he was crowned king. When Zhao Ning was eleven years old, Zhao Heng died of depression. Emperor Chengtian thought about it for a long time, and only then did he have a little taste for the former prince's rebellion. But what if people are dead?

Emperor Chengtian had no choice but to admit it, let people investigate thoroughly, if it was good, he would lose another son, and if it was bad, he was afraid that he would have to involve several sons. The battle for the throne has always been bloody.

And the former prince's sons all died inexplicably, and in the end, Zhao Ning became the only blood of the former prince.

Therefore, Emperor Chengtian asked Zhao Ning to be taken into the palace and handed over to the queen Qian to raise. This is also the last bit of compensation for Queen Qian. Zhao Heng is the only son of Queen Qian, and Queen Qian has given birth to two princesses before, but neither of them has been able to raise them to adulthood. After Zhao Heng's accident, the queen was not deposed, but the emperor never entered the Jiao Palace again. The days of the queen passed like the setting sun, calmly silent.

When Queen Qian saw Zhao Ning, she finally shed tears for many years, and then she became angry and carefully raised Zhao Ning. Emperor Chengtian felt guilty about the former prince and spoiled Zhao Ning in every way. The princess was crowned early, it stands to reason that only the emperor's own daughter will be crowned a princess, and the prince's daughter is the county lord, but Emperor Chengtian doesn't care about this, according to his own temperament.

Qingteng Princess Zhao Ning was favored by the emperor and queen, and asked the stars not to give the moon, and Emperor Chengtian's own daughter, even his son, could not compare to Zhao Ning.

As Zhao Ning grew up day by day, Emperor Chengtian and Empress Qian began to look for her mother-in-law for this princess in the palm of her hand. also found a few people who were good-looking and had comparable family backgrounds, but Zhao Ning couldn't look down on them. The meaning of the emperor and queen is also to let Zhao Ning find someone he likes, so he began to let Zhao Ning have fun at the wedding banquet and birthday banquet of the deceased family.

Then, when Zhao Ning was eighteen years old, she fell in love with someone. Zhao Ning is used to asking for things, and so are men, so did she never think to ask if that man likes her? only asked people to inquire about the person's identity and background, so he told Emperor Chengtian.