Yan Jiu was known as the "Disaster Star" when he was a child. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

She was a widow, her father died in a car accident, and her mother remarried with her father's "compensation" after giving birth to her. She didn't have a grandfather and had to grow up in the countryside with her elderly grandmother.

In the countryside, children without parents are undoubtedly sad. Especially in the countryside 20 years ago, people did not have the consciousness of "being civilized" and "being polite".

is the so-called poor mountains and bad waters out of the people, I don't know when the "disaster star" has become a label on his body.

Adults always stare at themselves with that kind of dark and inexplicable eyes, and secretly tell their children not to get too close to that "disaster star".

Because there are no children to play with, I can only follow behind my grandmother like a little tail. Follow her to cook on the fire, and follow her to the fields to farm......

Despite this, those little ghosts who love to play tricks on people can always come out of all kinds of inexplicable places and make faces at themselves! Throw caterpillars in your hair! He even wiped his nose on himself disgustingly......

At first, I was always scared, and several times I was even scared to cry. This only aroused the fun of their teasing even more, and they were always happy to bully themselves in different ways.

Slowly, I learned to be obedient, no matter what kind of tricks, I pretended not to care. Even if your heart is scared, it will pop out on its own! The screams in my throat are about to be irrepressible! I also held it back, stretched my expressionless face, and said lightly: "It's boring......

Gradually, the imps lost their enthusiasm for the game, and they learned new ways to play.

Spit on yourself as soon as you meet! Then pretended to be very unlucky, and scolded himself for a "disaster star"!

It's not that they don't feel sad, they never know, just a word used to tease can make them cry all night under the covers. The next day, I had to pretend that nothing had happened and continue to accompany my grandmother to the field.

Later, my grandmother also died

She still remembers what her grandmother looked like before she died.

Grandma held her hand tightly, and her cloudy eyes were overflowing with tears.

She said, "I'm sorry for you...... I'm sorry for you......"

Then she glanced at the eyes that had been tired all her life, and her face was covered with wind and frost, which was the calmness that accompanied her for half her life......

At the last moment of her life, she gave Yan Jiu a solid last lesson.

She knows, she knows, Yan Jiu cried unscrupulously at that moment.

For myself, but also for grandma......

In fact, the most bitter is the grandmother, the son died, the daughter-in-law left home, leaving only the young granddaughter, and the elderly self. It's going to be hard. The strange eyes of the neighbors, the endless talk in the village. and the teasing and ridicule of her granddaughter, she knows it all.

But she didn't complain, she didn't grieve, and her grandmother always faced everything calmly, as if nothing could defeat it, except death......

Grandma's death made me a complete orphan.

The mother who had remarried was unwilling to take her in, she had already married someone else and had a pair of lovely children, and Yan Jiu's arrival would only destroy her existing happiness.

Yan Jiu could only be picked up by the welfare home, and then spent the darkest two years of his life in the welfare home until he left the welfare home as an adult.

But what he faces in adulthood is an inexperienced society and a self waiting to be fed.

Without a degree and relying on hard work, she went from a temporary worker of dozens or hundreds of yuan a month to a regular employee, from a regular employee to a team leader, and then from a small group leader to a department manager.

Originally, I have always walked the inspirational path of self-improvement for poor orphan girls.

Who knew that as he walked, he was rushed to this Middle-earth continent.

Liu Yue changed into Yan Jiu overnight, and what greeted him was a new life with more magnificent ups and downs......