【The Struggle of the Youth】

Zhang Ailing said that it is necessary to become famous as soon as possible. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

As for Ning Ge, because he wants to make money quickly, he chooses a variety of ways.

The first is to make a bet with Director Zhao that he will win a prize in the New Youth Novel Competition, and there will be a lot of bonuses for winning the prize, and of course, more fame. The authors who won the prize in the New Youth Novel Contest all have superb literary literacy, and many magazines will ask for manuscripts in the future.

So it's a well-known platform, although it wasn't the first intention at first, just to discover better works.

In addition, the winning works can also be published in Youth Digest. Youth Digest is a magazine under China Youth Publishing House, which is the largest circulation youth magazine in China, and is sold at home and abroad, and can be called the No.1 in the industry.

So, this is also a famous platform, with fame, there will be no money.

Second, Ningge's choice is online serialization, and now that we have entered the era of Internet reading, some website communities are free, while others are charged.

For Ning Ge, a newcomer, it is particularly important to choose which serialization method to choose.

Choosing an outstanding work can accumulate popularity, and when the fire is out of control, there is no need for Ning Ge to go door to door licking his face to seek publication, naturally there will be many publishing houses waiting in line.

Marx said that capitalists are afraid of no profit and too little profit, just as nature is afraid of a vacuum. As soon as there is a proper profit, the capitalists are emboldened.

Therefore, one moment they are still frowning at you, and the next moment they will see the wind and rudder, like sharks that smell fish, desperately trying to win your favor in vain.

Third, what I just said is the third, when the Internet begins to take shape, this fame will be transformed into a real existence, with practical value.

Whether it is a publishing house or a magazine, they will chase after the author because of his fame, and the publication of the manuscript will come one after another.

Capital is profit-seeking, when the author's name becomes a brand, leading readers and fans to follow, capital will be moved, always one step faster than readers.

So what Ning Ge is doing at present, the first one is to prepare for the New Youth Novel Competition, this opportunity is rare, only once a year. The other is the CBS community, where gold always shines, and as long as it goes through the fermentation of time, there is no need to worry about no publishers coming to it.

At that time, it is expected that the magazine will be serialized or published by a publishing house.

So far, what Ning Ge has done has gone beyond the scope of the original bet, in the eyes of others, it is a battle of young people's will, but now it has become Ning Ge's career.

Yes, be prepared to do it for a lifetime, if possible.

Of course, Ning Ge loves to write, otherwise how could he have been reading for many years, and he would also write thick reading notes.

When Ning Ge was seven years old and no one cared for him, he began to write in words that he had not learned much, and at that time he was more about writing diaries. Whenever in the dead of night, when Ning Ge was tired of going out to study or play for a day, he would sit at his desk and record what he had seen and felt today.

At that time, it was written very childishly, and now it seems that this is the case.

For example, when I went to the classroom in the morning, I met the salted egg Superman brought by classmate XX, and I liked it very much and envied it, but no one bought it for me. ――1994.9.23.

Another example: when it was liberated for another week, when I went out of school, I met a woman who looked like my mother, but I could only watch her take her children away, and I felt very lost. ――1996.11.12.

Another example: I saw a girl today, and I suddenly liked it and wanted to talk to her, but when she looked at me, she suddenly couldn't speak. ――1999.4.15.

This was Ning Ge's teenage years, when Ning Ge's family was broken overnight, and he became very inferior and sensitive. Later, he experienced an unforgettable event, and since then Ning Ge has changed, from one extreme to another.

At that time, Ning Ge wrote a diary like this.

Someone stepped on my foot when I peed in the morning, but he was so bold that he didn't apologize at all, but instead mocked me for being an uneducated wild boy. So I was strangely enraged, grabbed him by the collar and shoved him against the wall. Then repeatedly slammed his body against the wall, knocking him into tears until he confessed his mistake. ――2000.10.01.

Every time I see the same table, although she looks cute, she is always stupid, stupid and stupid. But today for some reason I suddenly got angry and grabbed her hand during class and toyed with her like that. She was about to cry when she noticed my actions, but she didn't dare to report it to the teacher, so she had to let me do it. I found her even more bored like this, so I let her go. ――2001.5.06.

In the afternoon, when I was doing cleaning, I took a mop to the water faucet to wash it, because the water was boiling big, and then splashed the water on the girl next to me, making her skirt a little wet. I apologized to her, but she said that the apology was worth a few cents, and that if the apology was useful, what would the police do. Then I got angry, took the basin next to me, took some water, held it above her head, and drenched her like a chicken in soup. ――2002.6.11.

This is the young and frivolous Ning Ge, at that time he was really unscrupulous, reckless in doing anything, of course, now he has converged a lot, this is probably because Ning Ge is growing up slowly, and because of the edification of the Chinese teacher, his anger has decreased a lot.

So after going to high school, Ning Ge's diary also changed with his mood.

The breeze is gentle and cloudless. Today, the first day of school, the weather is a good day, but the mood will be the same. When I saw Li Zixuan, my mood became very good. Li Zixuan looked so good-looking in a military uniform, heroic and sassy, I was a little intoxicated at that time.

So I stepped forward and announced grandiosely, Li Zixuan, I like you. Then there was no then, Li Zixuan did not promise me, and I was warned and punished by the instructor for disrupting the order of military training. From here it can be concluded that love should be said out loud, but it is important to pay attention to the absence of single instructors. ――2002.8.15.

What is it like to like someone, is it like me is to Li Zixuan. I don't miss her very often, it's just that the two of us fight each other in normal classes. Noisy and bumpy, is this the love of happy enemies. I've liked her for more than half a year, but she's never agreed.

This makes me fully understand a sentence, like is a person's business, and being together is a matter of two people, I like you, and it has nothing to do with you. That's true, but my love is going to be unrequited. On the first day of the new year, I thought so. ――2003.1.1.

Today is Valentine's Day in the Western calendar, and I read this love poem.

First, it's best not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love. Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other. But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other. Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick. This poem by Cangyang Gyatso is full of love, but what is Li Zixuan and I like?

In the past two years, from the beginning of the enthusiasm, to now it has become tepid, and I don't know when the fire of love will be extinguished. I don't know when, I don't have any expectations for love, and now my patience is running out. As for her, I seem to have a premonition that we are about to end. ――2004.3.14.

In the spring of 2004, the weather in Hangzhou Cottage was slightly warm.

Buried in the light, Ning Ge took off his disguised mask and became deeply melancholy and lonely, recalling today's scenes, Ning Ge slowly wrote down a sentence.

The teenager here is ready to go, the whole world, are you ready?

(To be continued)