46. How to solve worries
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Chu Ze stood by the flower bed, looking at her seriously, seeing her frowning, staring at herself, the anxiety in her eyes was self-evident, and the corners of her mouth drooped naturally, obviously unhappy, and her cheeks were also tight, indicating that she was worried or afraid.
It seems that she is not aware of her temptations, nor is she as cold and unforgiving as Laneige.
For a moment, Chu Ze felt a little relaxed, although he was still puzzled by such a result, he still relaxed.
Because no matter whether he is in Southern Chu or Northern Chu, whether he is a doctor or an emperor, he wears a shell from the inside out. That kind of life of pretending all day long, running around all day long, can only be slightly relieved in this small pharmacy, and he can get some peace, but if Laneige was here before, that peace would be broken, even if he was unwilling to give up the countryside in his heart, but he had to do it.
Originally, he could even give up his dearest people, how could he be reluctant to give up this square inch?
Chu Ze turned around and walked to his room, a mocking smile suddenly appeared at the corner of his mouth, his back was turned to Qu Yiying, but his tone was still flat, "Then I'll go and take a look tomorrow, and you can sleep too." β
Hearing this, Qu Yiying put her mind at ease, she looked at Chu Ze, who was about to step into the door, and suddenly asked with some hesitation, "Doctor Wu...... Can I not apply that, that medicine? β
The ointment that would make her face ugly, she still can't accept it, whether it is her or Xiao Ning, she feels that this kind of test comes too quickly, she is afraid that once he sees his appearance, the natural and happy life between them will disappear due to mutual suspicion or gap, and they will never go back to the past.
Chu Ze stopped and looked at her, "If you want to get rid of the Shen family, you have to change your appearance, otherwise Shen Junyi will find you soon." β
"But, I ...... I ......" Qu Yiying buried her head, her heart was entangled, she wanted to tell Dr. Wu her concerns, but she didn't know where to start, she was there for a long time, and when Chu Ze was about to ask her, she suddenly raised her eyes and looked at him, as if she had been holding back for a long time, and said, "Doctor Wu, do you still like me?" β
Hearing this, a little consternation finally appeared on Chu Ze Suri's cold face, he was asked inexplicably by her, and after a few breaths of silence, he moved his gaze to the flower bed in the courtyard, neither saying that he liked it, nor did he say that he didn't like it, but just shook his head gently.
Seeing this, Qu Yiying's dark eyes flashed with excitement, she walked to the courtyard, walked to Chu Ze, and said a little embarrassedly, "Can I ask you another question?" β
Chu Ze saw that she looked serious, not like a joke, but was a little curious about what this woman who had changed so much wanted to ask herself, after he agreed, he sat next to the flower bed in the courtyard, Qu Yiying also took off the gauze hat and sat beside him.
The moonlight was bright, she looked at his softly contoured side face, and asked in a clear voice, "Doctor Wu, do you think that if a person is in love with another person, he will value her appearance very much?" β
At this time, Chu Ze glanced at her, noticed that she spoke with affection and shyness, and then thought of what happened before, and knew who she was talking about without asking.
But what he doesn't believe in the most is the love and love in the world, maybe it can be said that he feels that in this worldly world full of interests and money, selfish desires and desires, between these vulgar men and women in the red dust, he can't find the love that can make him believe.
After Qu Yiying finished asking, she kept looking at Dr. Wu, and when she saw him suddenly smile, she thought that he might think that his question was a little naΓ―ve, her eyes dimmed, and she thought, maybe as long as people have eyes and will see your appearance, they can't care less about what you look like.
She was thinking about it in disappointment, when Chu Ze on the side looked up and suddenly said softly, "Actually, who doesn't care about appearance and shape?" Everyone likes beauty, looking at a beauty, will feel pleasing to the eye, this is also common sense, the world was originally ugly, it is because of beauty, everyone will feel that they are alive, not different from other plants and trees. β
"But I think that although the beauty of the form is also beautiful, it is a superficial, superficial inferior beauty......"
"Inferior beauty?" Qu Yiying was a little puzzled.
Chu Ze nodded and continued, "Music has the beauty of music, calligraphy has the beauty of calligraphy, there is also the beauty of words, the beauty of sculpture, the beauty of architecture, and even the beauty of soldiers, murder and crime, reaching a superb realm, will pursue the production of beauty, but these ...... It can't compare to a person, and it can't compare to the beauty of a person's soul, because the human heart is the most difficult to grasp, but it is also the most precious......"
Qu Yiying listened quietly on the side, and saw Dr. Wu staring at the bright moon in the sky, as if he had lost his mind, and said in a low voice, "So if there is true love, it must be a person who is obviously in the midst of thousands of purples and thousands of reds, but he always thinks of you in his heart." β
At night, the two went back to their rooms.
But Qu Yiying couldn't sleep anymore, she lay on the bed, constantly thinking about his words.
On the second day, after Chu Ze went to Xiaoling's house next door to see a doctor, he returned to the pharmacy and saw that Qu Yiying's door was closed, guessing that she should not have fallen asleep last night, but now she is sleeping soundly. He walked to the corridor to leave, but suddenly stopped, and then he turned and walked to the small window outside her room, and put some copper coins before leaving.
A few days later.
Xia Ping'an hadn't come back yet, Qu Yiying was the only one left in the pharmacy, at first she saw the money on the window rail, and wondered why Dr. Wu kept this for her, but when she was hungry and couldn't cook, she knew the purpose of the money. In Yuliu City, some people grow vegetables in the yard to eat, and some go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and there are restaurants and noodle shops near the Donghe River for people to eat, although Xia Ping'an is not at home, Qu Yiying is not worried about eating.
She had nothing to do, or wandered around the pharmacy, looking at the herbs planted in the flower beds, or standing in front of the medicine cabinet in the front yard, opening the drawers one by one to carefully observe what was inside, but she also found many new things.
Qu Yiying sat under the big tree in the front yard, holding a dried Forget Worry Grass, she looked down at its buds, which can be used to cook vegetables, and they taste very good. And Yan Ning once told her that it is said in the Book of Songs that in fact, the name of the forgotten grassland is not to forget the worries, but to forget the worries, just because the worries cannot be solved, so the daylilies are planted to appreciate to forget the sorrows, if someone wants to forget the sorrows, they will give him the daylilies, hence the name forget the worries.
Now that she saw the Forget-Worry Grass, she remembered Yan Ning, and a little melancholy gradually grew in her heart.
She lives in a pharmacy, surrounded by peace and quiet, while he is now in another place, facing the death of a loved one, tears of grief, and the end of his life. Although she can't personally experience the warmth between him and his grandfather, as well as the deep memories of more than ten years of companionship, she can still feel the grief.
At this moment, there was a burst of hearty laughter outside the hidden door, footsteps and human voices, Qu Yiying looked up, and saw Xia Ping'an carrying the medicine box and pushed open the door, his little face was full of smiles, obviously happy, she stood up and walked towards him, and noticed that he turned around and said, "Come in." β