[You are a neurotic]

Adolescent teenagers, they try their best to attract the attention of the opposite sex, but there are always several ways to attract attention, smoking, fighting, skipping class, dunking, playing guitar, reciting love poems, dancing on the street, and even talking loudly and deliberately making trouble, as long as they can attract the attention of the other party, it seems that the goal has been achieved. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

As everyone knows, in many cases, it is overdone, and the result is the opposite of expectations, the girls not only have a good impression of him, but only a more profound and clear bad impression.

Most of the girls are good girls, they obediently listen to their parents, and they don't go beyond it at all, so they have always stayed away from boys who have that kind of problem.

But deep down in their hearts, there is a forbidden mentality, like Eve who stole the forbidden fruit of the Garden of Eden. Repeated obstacles, not only did they fail to make them clear, but they became more and more curious, which is a feeling similar to cheating.

If you want to be close, you can't get close and don't dare to get close, strange curiosity, curiosity will kill cats, not only cats, but also these girls.

Everyone will yearn for freedom and love, and these imprisoned girls are of course no exception, compared to the chic and uninhibited Li Zixuan, they are more eager for those.

Where there is oppression, there is resistance, imprisonment and fighting.

Compared to them, Li Zixuan seems to be a bad girl, she doesn't study well and is very close to boys, so she is very different.

Of course, that boy is Ning Ge, in addition, Li Zixuan doesn't seem to be a close boy, so Ning Ge is also different.

Ning Ge has an indescribable feeling, his academic performance is good, and he can enter the red list every time, but the partial subject is very serious, and the natural subject is often criticized by the teacher. In the social science he likes, Ning Ge is often praised by the teacher, of course, there is also helplessness for them, this student is too sensitive to these, like a genius.

But in addition, Ning Ge also skips class in the natural science department he doesn't like, and he often skips class, what do he do when he skips class, of course, he plays games or billiards, Shen Haoyang Wu Xuecheng, and Li Zixuan will also join after school.

Li Zixuan has a principle, that is, she never lets the teacher grab the handle, so she never skips class, plays games and billiards or something, and always does it after class, and of course she will not let the teacher catch her.

It is said that among these people, the person Ning Ge admires the most is Shen Haoyang.

Although Shen Haoyang often skips classes, his academic performance is excellent, and the most important thing is that he is not biased, and he is equally good in social studies and natural sciences.

Many times, Shen Haoyang's ranking was in front of Ning Ge. If it was according to a single social science subject, Ning Ge would dump him a few streets, but Ning Ge's comprehensive score was lowered.

How can a person be proficient in everything, he is so proficient in the atomic reaction mass-energy equation that he can build an atomic bomb and a hydrogen bomb, and then how can he be interested in the Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms, and at the same time he can tell a story about Li Yu and Empress Nuying.

How can people be perfect, only fictional people can be perfect, but Ning Ge has never found his shortcomings.

This question has plagued Ning Ge for two years, and in the end he has not been answered, and it can only be boiled down to not having two identical people, just as there are no two identical leaves.

Ning Ge usually doesn't often think about these things that can't find answers, more often Ning Ge is listening to songs, or chatting with Li Zixuan.

Today is an exception, Ning Ge didn't have headphones in his ears, and he didn't have how to chat with Li Zixuan, Ning Ge was creating.

In this class, the teacher will not come, the students do their own homework, of course, Ning Ge is still writing that novel, since singing that song, Ning Ge's thoughts are like a spring.

After half an hour, Ning Ge finished composing.

Next, Ning Ge began to think about another thing, how to choose the next entry.

Before Ning Ge collected information from the Internet, he downloaded some e-books of award-winning works from the Internet to read, knowing that he was invincible, and by carefully reading other people's works, he could understand the level of the works, and he could also know the tastes of the judges.

Through the previous understanding, Ning Ge suddenly had a realization in his heart, looking at these award-winning novels, most of them have one characteristic, that is, the unity of humanity and interest, this sentence is summarized by Ning Ge himself, let's just call it that.

Humanism is easy to understand, that is, philosophical feelings, which is a noble thing. Fun, on the other hand, can be explained as something that is entertaining and vivid, and has the value of ornamental reading.

On the novel, in layman's terms, that is, the novel must be good-looking, the story must be interesting, and full of feelings, elegant and vulgar.

This may be a very great discovery by Ning Ge for more than ten years, but he didn't wait long for joy to be happy, Ning Ge checked it from the Internet and found that this set of theories already existed.

There are three pillars in the spiritual world of man: science, art, and humanities, and most of the excellent novels are humanistic, philosophical, educational, and life-oriented.

Hehe, I'm a dog. Just one step too late, and then someone else took the lead, if I had been earlier, I could have become a master like Wang Guowei.

I think back then I also thought about why the fruit fell instead of flying into the sky, but it was a few hundred years later than Newton, otherwise gravity would have been invented by me.

However, the fruit did not hit me, but fell into the pool by itself, and the fruit was not an apple, but a large pear.

Although he was a little depressed, Ning Ge quickly came back to his senses, and in any case, this was also an improvement.

Ning Ge looked at it with his mobile phone, there were many articles in it, and he didn't have so much time to read them one by one, so he had to pick some to read first.

Ning Ge glanced at the screen, looked at them one by one, and stopped in front of a topic - "Who Am I?" 》。

This novel is so strange, looking at the title, it is obviously an essay, and it is a strange prose, but it is really a novel, and it is still a work that won a gold medal.

Ning Ge suddenly became interested, and then opened it, and then, Ning Ge couldn't extricate himself from it.

Who Am I? is a stream-of-consciousness novel, what is a stream-of-consciousness novel, in a nutshell, it is a type of novel that focuses on describing mental activity.

Ning Ge doesn't know much of a stream-of-consciousness novel, but it's "Reminiscences of the Past" by the French writer Proust and "To the Lighthouse" by the British female writer Woolf, and then there is no more.

And this novel shapes a boy's mental journey throughout, focusing on describing the boy's psychological feelings, and digging into the deep consciousness to reveal the hidden soul and inner world.

This is not the main thing, the main thing is that the boy turned out to be a problem teenager, he grew up in an orphanage, he once went to a juvenile correctional institution, this is not the end, he grew up to commit crimes, rape, drug abuse, all kinds of abuse, and in prison he killed people again, before the execution, he asked such a question.

Who am I?

The executor didn't have time to pay attention to him, pulled the bolt and opened fire, and then he died.

This novel is very controversial, not to mention the mixed praise of the judges, even the people. But it is undeniable that it is really an excellent novel, and the psychological world of the boy described in it is extremely complex and expressive.

Moreover, the author of this novel, who used to be a delinquent teenager, took a break from high school, and when he finished writing this novel, it didn't take long for him to shoot himself.

Ning Ge was shocked by this novel, and then by the author of the novel, and continued to search, only to find that there were many comments on the Internet, and some minors did very regrettable things because they read this novel, which caused social controversy.

Therefore, if it weren't for the controversy, he would have won the Honorable Mention that year.

A genius just fell.

The novel is not long, and after reading the novel quickly, Ning Ge was silent, he was immersed in the world of the novel, and he also had questions in his heart, who am I?

After class, Ning Ge didn't come back to his senses, there was a girl outside the classroom, and Ning Ge still didn't see it.

"Hello? Someone called you! ”

When woken up by Li Zixuan with a slight upset, Ning Ge asked a very idiotic question.

"Who am I?"

"You're a psychopath."

……

(To be continued)