Chapter 436: Comfort
"Uncle Shi, I don't know if what you said is right, I know that he has no selfish intentions to save me, but he still wants to confess to me before parting, and I feel a little uncomfortable. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”
Watching the patient on the operating table, his life is lost little by little, but as a doctor he is helpless, he doesn't want to say, and he can't deny it, at that moment he doubts himself. Of course, only for that moment.
"What he confessed, you can treasure in your heart. He also said other things, he still has an old father and an old mother, if you can, you can often go over to accompany him. ”
Yan Song nodded, she has the condition, that is, she is usually too busy with work, and when she is free, she will go over to take a look.
"By the way, don't be stupid and say whatever people say, if Hao Chen's parents are reasonable people, you often go over and pass, if they are unreasonable, they want to kill you fiercely, or rely on you, don't be soft, otherwise you will make trouble for yourself."
After so many years in the hospital, Liu An has never seen anything, especially this kind of thing, he has seen a lot.
A long time ago, not long after he joined the work, there was a nurse, because she heard the patient's bell, and the doctor did not immediately go after informing him. As a result, the patient missed the best time for rescue and passed away. She felt guilty, so she always brought things and went to see the patient's parents.
But which parents are not easy to get along with, they are simply hob-like existences, and as a result, they relied on the nurse and had to provide for the elderly.
Originally, if you didn't say it, with the guilt of the nurse, she would definitely take the initiative to bring it up, but if you mention it by another person, in a different tone, everything will be different.
Later, the police intervened in the investigation and concluded that the nurse was indeed responsible, but it was not the most fatal cause, and only compensation was given, so there was nothing wrong with the nurse.
Instead, the doctor in charge at the time was dragged into the water. In the end, the third-party hospital intervened in the investigation, and the forensic autopsy report proved that the patient's sudden illness was due to eating something that should not have been eaten.
And those things are all things that the doctor has already told not to eat. His parents did it because their son wanted to eat it, which caused the accident.
Eventually, the nurse still worked in the hospital and never saw a patient's parents again.
It's been a long time, but the people in the hospital haven't forgotten it, but have told their juniors over and over again that you can be kind, but you can't let everyone see your kindness.
Kindness is not for others to see, as long as you have a clear conscience. If your kindness is given to people who don't deserve it, it will bring you trouble.
Not everyone can accept your trust and stand your kindness!
This incident later became an open secret in the hospital, and when each attending physician told his students that he wanted the doctor's benevolence, he also warned them that your benevolence should be used in the right place, not just by anyone.
"Don't worry, uncle, if the other party messes around, I won't be easy to mess with, but the other person's son did die because he saved me, and it has nothing to do with whether he likes me or not. All I can do is to give them some material help so that their lives are no longer difficult, but there is nothing I can do about the pain of losing a child. ”
Indeed, this is an indisputable fact, and it cannot be explained by the good or bad of the family.
"Uncle Shi, you said, is it true that on the road of people's feelings, it always takes a few deaths to be considered vigorous?"
I still remember that in the past, when I was in high school, Ji Meng and Li Kaige always liked to read the kind of Qin Chun's sad novels, and even people like Yan Song who didn't like to read novels followed suit.
Whoever of them buys a novel, the three of them will take turns to read it, and basically the perfection is either to study all night, or to stay up all night to read the novel, in short, their speed is very fast, basically one to two nights, you can finish reading a book.
I will go to school the next day and share my feelings after watching it.
At this moment of expounding his views on love, Yan Song is also rare and active, you must know that when the two of them said trivial things before, Yan Song would not participate at all.
But when it comes to love, family affection, and friendship, when the three are contradictory and cannot coexist, she can always express her opinions, and she is still very unique, it can be said that when Li Kaige and Ji Meng's relationship door has not yet been opened, and they are still ignorant, she has implanted her own views into the minds of the two of them.
Later, Li Kaige could come to his senses after being sad, let go completely, let go of Zhao Feichen, and let herself go, a big reason for this is from Yan Song's inspiration!
And the novels they have read are always interspersed with the murder cases of some supporting characters. For example, the first love of the female protagonist or the male protagonist died, leaving an indelible mark on the heart of the male or female protagonist.
For another example, the parents of the male or female protagonist are very opposed to the two of them being together, and even force each other to die, and then in order to show the filial piety of the male or female protagonist, they are going to break up, but because of a moment of carelessness, one of Amen's parents still died.
And their death will be the only reason why they have been separated for many years. Of course, those male and female protagonists ended up together.
Or maybe the children of two people died for any reason, and then this scarred in the other person's heart, and they no longer accepted each other, went away from home, and disappeared without any news, which is the norm.
There is one thing in common in these novels, that is, the emotional lines of the male protagonist and the female protagonist are all bumpy, not smooth sailing, this point is understandable Yan Song, it will be more cherished if it is not easy to come by, and it will be ignored if it is too easy.
But why do we have to take a human life? Human life is so worthless?
It is undeniable that human life is fragile, but people's hearts are strong, and they can't think about it because of a little thing, and they want to end their lives!
When watching it, Yan Song felt that the plot was bloody, but now that he has experienced it, he really feels helpless, there is no way, when things are irreparable, it will bring a more different feeling to people's hearts!
There is the incompetence of people in the face of life, and the helplessness when they can't grasp their fate.
The former is talking about Yan Song, and the latter is talking about Hao Chen.
Yan Song thought that there were many people who confessed to her, and there were many unique ones, but this time it may be the most impressive for her and unforgettable.
"Uncle Shi, I am sometimes curious, am I as good as they say? Why do you like me? Like someone who doesn't like them? ”
Self-loathing is a very serious thing, if you want to talk about how depression gets, doesn't it all start with self-denial and self-doubt!
Yan Song is a natural healer, and he is very suitable for holding a scalpel, and he doesn't want to knock her down because of this blow, and then continue to fall.
"Yan Song, you are just drilling the horns of the bull. They like you because they appreciate you, this is their freedom, it's not that if you say no, they can immediately dislike it, even if they change their decision, it will take a while to buffer! You can't be self-denying like that. ”
looked at Yan Song's pale face, and knew that this incident had a great impact on her, whether it was as a leader or as an uncle, he had to enlighten Yan Song.
"As for what Hao Chen said to you at the end, you can take it as what he wants to say to you the most, just because he knows his situation, he doesn't want to leave with regrets, he said it, and you heard it and put it in your heart, which can be regarded as an affirmation and respect for him."
Yan Song came out directly after the operation, and the surgical gown on her body had not been taken off, she took off the surgical cap, and a few strands of hair fell mischievously on her cheeks, fluttering with the breeze.
The mask was also hung on one ear, and the sunlight stained her face golden, but her eyes were so confused and helpless.
Liu An looked at Yan Song, who couldn't make sense, and knew that she hadn't thought about it herself, no matter how much others said about such things, it was useless if the parties didn't understand it.
He said everything that should be said, and what he could do at this time was to give Yan Song a hug and let her know that he supported her.
"Good boy, cry if you want."
As he spoke, he hugged Yan Song, wanting her head to rest on her shoulder, isn't this the best gesture of protection, but he found a fact that had to be recognised.
Yan Song was too tall, not much shorter than him. This made Liu An have to be sad!
However, he could still distinguish between priorities and priorities, so he still comforted Yan Song. Although, her chin rested on his shoulder. He ignores this fact, and who makes this an unimportant factor!
"Uncle Shi, it's not that I'm too virgin and idealistic, but I really don't like war, when I was a child, I thought that my ideal was to go to the battlefield and fight them head-on. But now, when I saw the bleeding and death with my own eyes, I thought differently. ”
"And I don't understand, we have casualties, but the other side also has ah, why don't they care?"
Patting her on the shoulder and soothing her intense emotions, Liu An said: "This is the difference between us and them, because our hearts are soft, and we have love in our hearts, but they don't." ”
Yan Song snorted lightly and sucked back the unknown liquid inside, she would not do this normally, but now, she didn't want her sadness to be seen,
Even if that person is her beloved uncle, no.
"Uncle Shi, you must not have heard that sentence, 'Don't bow your head, the crown will fall; Don't cry, the bad guys will laugh'. ”
Liu An really shook his head, he really hadn't heard this sentence. Today's children speak in a set way, and they really can't keep up with their thinking.