There was a sudden silence in the silent room. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

When he said this, he admitted in disguise that he was Chu Ze, not Wu Zuo, and also admitted to her that he had been deceiving and even testing her in another identity during these days.

The result of the truth being revealed is either forgiveness or a severance from now on.

Since Chu Ze dared to say it, he dared to take this risk.

He held Qu Yiying's hand and let go slightly, wanting to get up and leave her time to think. But when he let go, Qu Yiying's head leaning on his shoulder slid down, he looked at her in surprise, and found that her face was now full of tears, because she was tired of crying, she had closed her eyes and fell asleep.

When she fell asleep, she should have forgotten the terrible things before, the melancholy between her eyebrows dissipated, and the corners of her lips were naturally slightly hooked, with a little smile, exactly the same as the appearance in her arms that day, peaceful and peaceful, as if in the arms of a lover.

Chu Ze smiled helplessly, and after stopping for a few breaths, he turned around and put her on the bed. After tidying up everything, I went to the front yard to get a medicine kit and redressed the wound on her left shoulder.

Because of this accident, after Qu Yiying woke up that day, he stayed in the room all day long and refused to come out, lying on the bed and sleeping under the quilt, like a vegetative person who sometimes turns over.

She doesn't go out to eat, she is not as active as she used to be, she studies medicine every day, and she doesn't talk to others. Xia Ping'an brought the prepared meal to her room, and when she went in half an hour later, she found that the meal was still untouched, and she hadn't even eaten a bite.

In short, she no longer communicates with everything in the outside world.

It seems that this way it is possible to forget what happened.

Originally, after Xia Ping'an came back that night, he heard Chu Ze tell him the ins and outs of the matter, so he suggested that the pharmacy should not be open for medical treatment this month, and let them accompany Qu Yiying to other places to relax. But Chu Ze didn't agree, he said, "Escape can't solve any problems, only by adapting to it little by little, will you really come out." ”

Therefore, the consultation day at the end of the month is still open as usual.

None of the people who came to the pharmacy had heard of drunken people, and the days were still as peaceful and busy as ever.

After Xia Ping'an was busy in the evening, he went to see Qu Yiying.

On this day, perhaps it was the noise outside that woke her up, and instead of lying on the bed, she sat on the wooden table beside the bed, leaning on her elbows, her hair scattered, her face very pale, and she looked through the window at the scenery of the hills on that side.

"You're awake, and you're finally not sleeping." Xia Ping'an pushed open the door and looked at her in a trance worriedly.

Qu Yiying still didn't answer as usual, staring out with vacant eyes.

Xia Ping'an closed the door, approached, and sat next to the wooden table. Half-ringing, seeing that she didn't turn around to greet herself, he stretched out his hand, shook it in front of her eyes, and joked, "Have you slept too long and lost your eyesight?" ”

At this time, Qu Yiying moved slightly. Because of her mood disorder in the past few days, she couldn't eat, and her white skin was not as smooth as before, Xia Ping'an noticed that her cheeks seemed to be thinner.

There was no look in her eyes, and she said gloomily, "I still can't forget ......"

Xia Ping'an sighed, "You think about this all day long, of course you can't forget it." ”

"I didn't think about it on purpose, but the person's appearance was swirling in my head, and I couldn't control it at all! If it weren't for me, he wouldn't have died. He still has relatives, and his own home, and his relatives must be looking for him everywhere, and now they must be worried. She held her head and said bitterly.

When the drunk man died, he hadn't closed his eyes, and he was probably dead!

Maybe he treated her like that just because he was drunk, maybe he was a good guy when he was sober.

Xia Ping'an sat on the side, looking at her uncomfortable appearance, and was silent for a while, probably not knowing how to comfort her, so he got up and wanted to go out.

He walked very slowly, slowly, and when he reached the door, he suddenly stopped again, because he heard Qu Yiying's sobbing.

Xia Ping'an turned his back to her, clenched the fists in his hand, and said in a deep voice, "The master went to investigate, that drunk man is often drunk and is a madman, he has killed three girls before, if it wasn't for the master to save you that night, I'm afraid you will also die." ”

"But his family?" She was still not at ease.

"His family is having a hard time, and with such a burden, of course ......," he said at this point, and suddenly stopped.

Qu Yiying also guessed what was going on, and she felt very cold in her heart, "If I become as annoying as him in the future, will you too?" It's so painful to live......" she sobbed, "why is happiness so hard?" Why is there always something unhappy going on? “

"You feel that happiness is difficult because you put your own joy on others, you are happy because of other people's happiness, and you are miserable because of other people's pain, but in fact you can only control your own joys and sorrows, and you can't control others. Most people are happy, they just don't know it, including you—" He turned to look at her curled up.

When Xia Ping'an said on the side, Qu Yiying just held his head, closed his eyes, and hid in his own small world, although he didn't agree, he didn't refute either. When he saw her like this, he stopped persuading, stood there in silence for a while, and walked out of the room.

When he came out, he saw the master standing by the flower bed outside the house.

Chu Ze stood about three or four meters away from the window, looking inside, as if he was quietly watching Qu Yiying. Although Xia Ping'an was a little surprised, he acted in a measured manner and would not recklessly shout at the master to alarm the people inside.

He walked up to Chu Ze and said softly, "Why doesn't the master go in?" ”

Chu Ze didn't answer immediately, and after stopping by the flower bed for a few breaths, he turned around and walked towards the corridor. Xia Ping'an also followed him, and when he walked out of the corridor to the middle courtyard, Chu Ze turned his head sideways and said slowly, "I think that when she sees me, she may not be able to pass the hurdle in her heart." ”