Chapter 62: True Sin
The woman also sat down, thought for a while before she began to say, "When I was born, the family was very difficult, my parents did a little business, maintaining the life of the family, after I was born, my body was weak, my parents listened to the words of fortune telling, saying that I and my parents were restrained, and I would be damaged together, plus my parents just sent me to my grandmother's house, and the cold that dragged on for a few months was cured, my parents were convinced of this, I followed my grandmother from a few months, my grandmother was very good to me, spoiled me, and I was also very happy, and I don't know if it was really mutually restrictive. My parents' business began to get bigger and bigger, originally just a roadside stall, to the city stall, to the wholesale, the family began to change, my food and clothing were good, began to develop to a very good very good, at that time in the countryside, everyone was house to house, the news spread quickly, I went out, and even some aunts would laugh and call me Miss Qianjin, I didn't understand the meaning, just like I didn't understand what it was, my home began to fall apart. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info women become rich when they become bad, and men become bad when they are rich, my father followed this road, the prosperity and chaos outside blinded his eyes, and even made him forget the source of everything he is now, divorce is a big thing in the nineties, that is when I just entered elementary school, because the food and clothing are better than others, and was excluded, the divorce of my parents came, I became the object of ridicule by my classmates, they will look at me with very disgusted eyes, saying that I am a child without parents, saying that I am a young father and a young mother, I am very painful, crying and asking my grandma, why is this happening, but grandma told me, That's an adult's business, children don't care, but adult things are affecting me, and the nightmare began to come, my parents divorced, I was sent back to my grandparents' house, it was a patriarchal home, all the pain and gaps left in my memory are all kinds of pain and gaps, I am not a child who is held in the palm of my hand, it is a child whose parents are divorced, it is a child who no one loves, whether I cry, it hurts, or hurt, it hurts, no one will pay attention to me, I remember when I was nine years old, I ate a mess of pills, and committed suicide for the first time, But I didn't die, I just vomited darkly, and then the pills didn't do anything to me, and I was afraid of pain, and the feeling of being drowned was too terrible, and I was seventeen years old, and I ran away from home for the first time, and I don't remember how I left, but I remember working in a small restaurant at that time, and I made a friend, and that was my first friend, and I liked her very much, but the friend was sold, and the first time she sold me to a chef, but I ran away, and the second time I sold it to a woman, a woman who was very good to me, two hundred dollars, good price, it's half a month's salary, and then I'm here, doing the same thing every day, being chosen, being picked, and then becoming a tool for others to vent, and all this brings me is, I have money, a lot of money, I can laugh and disdain after knowing all the things, take the money and smash my friend's face with disdain, that's very relieving, I always think so, but the heart hurts, it hurts, but after more and more people betray, the pain is numb, I thought I wouldn't hurt anymore, because I was numb, But that day I still felt the pain, the pain between life and death, the painful bones were broken, I don't remember how many men there were that day, I only know that I died under those men, hastily cremated, hastily thrown into the river. Actually, I don't hate it, because I don't hate it anymore, and I don't understand it myself if I'm stuck here, can you tell me why? The woman looked at Feng Ningwan with empty eyes, hoping for an answer, and she had no sorrow or joy, no anger or any emotion.
"Maybe it's a wrong choice" Feng Ningwan couldn't comment on this matter, and after listening to it, she was just deeply helpless.
"Actually, I'm weak, isn't it, even if there is a moment in this life when I'm strong and uncompromising, I won't be where I am today, right?" The woman was relieved, because she was finally able to speak well, no one interrupted, someone listened carefully, and most of all, she understood, without ridicule, sarcasm, carelessness and indifference.
"Maybe, I don't have the right to comment on your life, no one has that power, the good and bad of your life don't need others to define, it's good if you're happy, although I can't give you any answers, but I understand your kindness" I have experienced so many people, and I can still have no resentment, I don't believe much.
"Can you make me disappear completely, it's enough to live this life, my weakness comes from the soul, a weak soul, no matter what kind of person it becomes, it won't be happy, I don't want to experience misfortune again" The woman looked at Feng Ningwan and pleaded sincerely.
Feng Ningwan lowered her eyes, she couldn't agree, whether it was because of the ancestral training of the Feng family, or because the woman in front of her shouldn't have such a result, she couldn't agree, but for a moment, Feng Ningwan wanted to nod.
"It hurts too much to be burned by the sun, I'm afraid of pain, especially after too much pain, I'm even more afraid, but if you don't want to, I think, I'll have a way" The woman stroked her arm, where the sun burned, the burning pain, almost made her hallucinate in pain, and smelled the smell of burning skin and flesh in a trance.
Feng Ningwan got up, neatly crossed the iron bar, and shook his head, "You don't want to be like this, the next life may be different, and the personality often changes according to the environment."
The woman floated over and smiled sarcastically, "You're so stupid"
Feng Ningwan's magic wand suddenly shot, but her neck was already pinched by the female ghost, and the magic wand was also on the female ghost's neck, Feng Ningwan said movingly, "I don't want you to die"
"But I want you dead," the female ghost finished speaking, and began to laugh, laughing sharply and poignantly, and her hands pinched harder and harder.
Feng Ningwan looked at the female ghost in front of her, even now, she still has no resentment or hatred, just an obsession, she is right, she really can't act, but she is forcing Feng Ningwan, because at this time, Feng Ningwan has nothing but the magic wand in her hand, the box is placed a few meters away, and there is no other way than to beat her to the ground.
Feng Ningwan was almost unable to breathe, and it was dark in front of him, but the magic wand in his hand couldn't be beaten.
"The benevolence of the woman" came into the air with a cold snort, and the female ghost was pulled away by the black gas, struggling in the black gas.
"Qin Yi, don't hurt her" Feng Ningwan fell to the ground softly, and shouted the last sentence before fainting.
"Since it's looking for death, why don't you fulfill her" Feng Ning was like a magic wand that fell to the ground, rushing towards the female ghost, inserting it into the female ghost's body, and the spell of the magic wand was golden and bright.
"It's finally over" The female ghost looked at Feng Ningwan and smiled slightly, it was relief, relief, and apologies, she had been compromising all her life, she was cowardly, and she was being herself because of other people's ideas, this was the only time she insisted on choosing her own wishes.
Qin Yi stepped forward to pick up Feng Ningwan, took the box, and volleyed away.
As soon as she returned to Feng's house, Feng Ningwan opened her eyes, looking at the familiar ceiling, Feng Ningwan sat up all of a sudden, her neck hurt and her throat was very uncomfortable, Feng Ningwan took a sip of the water on the table, and anxiously asked Qin Yu, who was sitting next to her, "What's wrong with that woman?" ”
"Ashes" Qin Yu hugged his arms and replied coldly, looking at Feng Ningwan's eyes with anger.
Feng Ningwan's hand shook, and she felt a little sad in her heart, but she didn't accuse Qin Yi loudly as before, because she understood in her heart that for that woman, this was relief.
"You once said that you promised me one thing, and now I think of it, from today on, you have to start loving me and protect yourself from harm until I fall in love with you" Qin Yi's gaze conveyed his seriousness.
Feng Ningwan was already stunned, not forgetting what she promised, but not understanding why Qin Yi's request was this, Feng Ningwan looked at Qin Yi with wide eyes and asked, "Do you know what you're talking about?" Or I'm not awake yet."
"I know what I'm talking about, and I know that you're sober, you don't want to talk and don't talk, do you?" Qin Yi glared at Feng Ningwan, very dangerously.
Feng Ningwan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, almost choked, stood up shaky, and walked upstairs.
"I must be dreaming, otherwise it's an auditory hallucination, a person and a wisp of black gas, to fall in love, this is definitely not true" Feng Ningwan covered herself with a pillow and muttered to herself.
"Feng Ningwan, I don't want to say it a third time, you'd better understand" Qin Yi stood on the side of the bed, looking at Feng Ningwan who squirmed into a shrimp on the bed, with anger on his face.
"You're crazy" Feng Ning shot up, and the pillow hit Qin Yi, not through Qin Yi's body as before, but really hit Qin Yi's body.
"What did you do?" Feng Ningwan was stunned, Qin Yi's condensed body has always been a shadow but no entity, but now there is an entity, how can he not be surprised.
"You don't need to worry about this, you just need to remember what you promised, good night" Qin Yi lowered his head, and a light kiss fell on Feng Ningwan's forehead, and quietly disappeared.
Feng Ning felt as if he had been burned, touched his forehead in a panic, and watched Qin Yu leave, unable to return to his senses for a long time.
"Ah...........h
"I must not have woken up, I have nightmares, good, go to sleep" Feng Ningwan coaxed herself, lying on the bed with her pillow in her arms, and slept with her eyes closed.
But why, can't you sleep?