NO.22: Strange people and talk

【Strange People and Conversations】

Sometimes when I don't meet, I look forward to it, but after we meet, I feel very ordinary, and Ning Ge and his father are like this, ordinary and plain as water. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

When we met again, the time interval was not very far, as if it was just yesterday.

When my father came in through the iron gate, he walked in without a black cloth.

Ning Ge's gaze kept on him, watching his light steps and the cheerful smile on his face.

If a person stays in prison for ten years, he can't go out to see the outside world, he can only move when he is free to work, every day is the same environment, every day meets the same people, what kind of person will he become.

Ning Ge had also thought about this question, and when he thought about it, he felt that he would definitely go crazy. Ning Ge was such an unstable person, if someone restrained him, he would definitely rise up and fight in pursuit of freedom.

Therefore, it can be understood that "love is precious, life is more valuable, if it is for freedom, both can be thrown away", the meaning of this poem.

In Ning Ge's opinion, if Ning Ge himself was to stay in prison for ten years, Ning Ge might as well choose to die by hitting his head.

If you have life, love will follow, but if you don't have life, you can't talk about love. And what about freedom, a life that is bound, a life that cannot be unfettered, what is the point of that?

However, when Ning Ge once asked his father why he hadn't gone crazy, his father replied like this.

People can't always be the same, when you go crazy, you will find that life still has no change, so it is useless to be crazy, normal is normal.

Please don't mind, because of Ning Ge's unique relationship with his father, Ning Ge spoke very presumptuously and directly, and his father was either tolerant or guilty, and he never scolded Ning Ge.

In this way, my father was also crazy, but he recovered later. Ning Ge continued to ask for details, but his father didn't answer.

The eye contact with my father was deep and bright, with a hint of wisdom. And Ning Ge, under the gaze of this gaze, did not have a trace of discomfort.

"Are you alright?" When his father sat down and picked up the phone in his hand and hung it in his ear, Ning Ge spoke.

"Very good! How are you? The father replied, and then asked rhetorically.

"It's fine!"

For his father, Ning Ge didn't have much awe in his heart, unlike ordinary children who were afraid of their parents, Ning Ge didn't have these emotions because he lived alone.

And the communication between father and son seems strange, like ordinary friends, not parent-child relationship. This may not be strange, but it is a little strange that father and son are happy with each other's current situation.

So, it's a strange father and son, and the father and son duo are equally strange.

Then, after the two of them finished politely, there was a period of silence.

Ning Ge heard the above conversation, and as soon as he analyzed it, he would notice the difference.

"Very good", these two words show the recent situation of my father, who is very satisfied with his recent life. As for Ning Ge, it's "okay", it's okay, it's okay, then there are still disadvantages.

Both people know each other's feelings, which sets the tone for the rest of the conversation.

"If I had a strange dream, dreaming of another strange world, and there were many strange things in that world, would you think I was strange?"

Ning Ge thought back to that strange dream and casually said it.

"If I say it's nothing, maybe you'll think I'm being polite, so my answer is that you're weird."

It was very relaxed, and the father said it slowly, and it was not surprising that his tone was calm, but the meaning of the words was diametrically opposed to the tone, and there was nothing surprising about it.

"Oh?" Ning Ge began to be interested.

"A strange person, he will encounter a lot of strange things, and over time he will get used to it, and it doesn't seem strange, so the question you just asked is very strange, and this is not something that a strange person should say."

Then, my father uttered this tongue twister, which sounded very unclear to others.

However, Ning Ge understood that this was his father's general, and the question just now was indeed a little idiotic. A smile tugged at the corner of Ning Ge's mouth, he lost the first game like this, but it didn't matter.

The atmosphere of the conversation between the two is very relaxed, but the content of the conversation is not simple, and it is not a homely situation without nutrition.

"If I have a shortcut to success, but success is hugely controversial, should I take that path?"

This is Ning Ge's question, and of course the question is about that dream.

The father was silent for a while, as if thinking about what kind of shortcut existed, whether it would violate the law and morality or something, but then he thought about it and felt that it was not, so he put his mind at ease and then spoke.

"If you were asked to give up, would you be obedient?"

"Of course not." Ning Ge didn't think about it, and replied categorically.

"So you shouldn't ask that either."

Ning Ge then changed the question. "Would you be surprised if I succeeded and achieved so much?"

Ning Ge wanted to ask this sentence, if he was used to the ordinary him before, would he still accept him who was unusual in the future, this gap would be very big, I hope some people will not go crazy.

"If I say I'm not surprised, you must think I'm being polite, so my answer is that I will be surprised."

"Oh? Why is that? ”

"According to your current ability, it is not easy to do something that is not simple, unless you find another way, otherwise it is difficult to succeed in the path of your predecessors."

As soon as he talked about this, Ning Ge would find that his father had become very wise, not at all like a prisoner, as if he was an erudite university professor.

And Ning Ge, when he heard the above words, he was surprised, his father was really scheming, and he guessed something at once.

Ning Ge didn't want to continue the topic, so he changed the subject.

"If I like a girl, I like it very much, and it hasn't changed. But after so much time, she has not responded, hovering on the edge of yes and no. I, on the other hand, seemed to be exhausted and a little tired, and if she didn't respond, I might have given up. ”

Ning Ge had a hint of bitterness on his face.

Ning Ge has never been a peaceful person, just like the current love. The school explicitly forbids puppy love, but Ning Ge still knowingly commits it.

This may be due to Ning Ge's rebellious spirit, or maybe it is because Ning Ge is lonely and lonely.

In short, Ning Ge really wants to fall in love, fall in love happily, hold hands and kiss openly on campus, watch movies and drink milk tea together outside the school, Ning Ge wants to do all kinds of things that couples do, even opening a room and going to bed.

But Li Zixuan couldn't give him these, and Ning Ge was already very tired for nearly two years.

"So I'm deciding, should I give up?"

At this moment, Ning Ge was a child, with a confused and confused face, as a married person, his father should be able to give him a little help.

"Have you noticed that when you asked this question, the verb you chose was to give up, not to persevere, don't you already have the answer in mind?"

What responded to Ning Ge was a rhetorical question, Ning Ge was stunned at the time, and only understood when he thought about it now. It turns out that I already have the answer in my heart, but why am I so unwilling?

At this moment, his father began to ask questions again, becoming a little aggressive, and Ning Ge was immersed in distress and did not notice this change.

"If you give up, will she be miserable and lost?"

"Definitely!" Ning Ge replied categorically.

"Will you be lost because she's lost, and you'll be miserable because she's in pain?"

"I'm not a heartless person, so I can't be sad, but I can try to endure it, even if it's painful."

"Now that you have the answer in mind, why bother asking me again."

(To be continued)