This time the recovery was very quick, I remembered everything on the blue velvet notebook, it only took two days, it was the first time to recognize who my father was so early, my father was a little surprised, in the past it took me a few weeks to remember that he was my father, he felt that my condition was improving, so he bowed to the doctor with a thousand thanks, and tears overflowed in his eyes. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I watched from the sidelines with a sour heart.

But...... But there was only one thing I couldn't think of, no matter how hard I tried, and it was critical and deadly.

I came to school with this potentially upending problem, and I came to school with trepidation, which was my second day at school, the first day was Friday last week, and today is Wednesday of the second week.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and the first person to talk to me is still Shui Jing, but I didn't see Chunchu next to her.

"Xiaoxi, you are finally here, I heard that you fainted, and some classmates even visited you in the hospital."

What the? It sounded like I was falling into an ice cave, which was what I feared the most, but it happened unprepared, without my knowledge.

"Who has been there?" I asked timidly.

"Momoi them, I didn't go, Xiaoxi, don't blame me, I accompanied my mother to my grandmother's house that day." Shui Jing pursed her lips and coquettishly coquettishly to me, the lip gloss on her mouth seemed to have changed another color, and it was thick and heavy, shiny as if it was about to drip oil.

I shook my head: "How so. I secretly observed the expressions of everyone in the classroom, and no one seemed to be staring at me with any strange eyes, but what made me feel strange was that Shui Jing seemed to have forgotten to ask me one thing after I came in, and that thing she valued more than anyone else.

"Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you?"

"Oh, it's okay, what about the beginning of spring? Why didn't you see her? ”

I silently asked her in my heart: Shui Jing, why don't you ask me that question, haven't you always reminded me not to forget? Why didn't you suddenly remind you today?

"You said at the beginning of spring, she seemed to be unwell in the morning and asked the teacher for leave to go home."

It's so abnormal, everything that seems normal is actually starting to be abnormal, I don't know from what angle to dissect the abnormal, it's hard to describe, but I know in my heart that something terrible is pouring out of the dark place.

"Xiaoxi, are you in trouble?"

Shui Jing may have noticed something strange in my expression, and despite my efforts to pretend to be calm, perhaps it was still visible in her eyes with dark black mascara.

"Nope."

"Really? If you have something to tell me, as a friend, I will definitely share it for you, no matter how troublesome it is, you must say it. Shui Jing patted me on the shoulder and looked at me sincerely.

"Well, it will, oh...... That, Momoi, did they say anything when they came back after they went to see me in the hospital? ”

"Didn't they tell you when they came to see you?"

“...... I...... At that time...... "I panicked, I was in the blank period at that time.

"Okay, okay, it's nothing, they didn't say anything special, you just need to be fine, cheer up." She made a cheering gesture at me and GMF me again.

"That's right, Xiaoxi." Shui Jing suddenly turned around and asked me after the class bell rang, "You didn't forget to reply to the mailbox when you came in just now, did you?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, "I didn't forget, I'm back, I'm sure." ”

Shui Jing nodded and returned to her seat, I also sat down in my seat, and exhaled deeply, I did put the reply in when I came in just now, I am sure...... But-

I'm not sure what Saturday will be...... I was ...... that day.

That's the catastrophic problem I never remember.

The gravity of the problem is likely to push me to the murderer of everyone.

I was deeply afraid, and before waiting for the bad luck to come, I thought about a terminally ill patient waiting for a death notice, and in a few days, if the bad luck did not come, it meant that I would reply that day, but if the bad luck came...... If it does come...... I can't imagine...

Momoi and they went to see me in the hospital, and they must have learned about my condition from the doctor, "intermittent amnesia" - this medical explanation that became my lifelong defect, it will be exposed unveiled, and the whole class will know, and then know that I forgot to reply that day...

Is it really going to be such a brutal development? I had a vague feeling that something I didn't want to see was pressing down on my mind.

I didn't listen to anything for the whole day, the teacher was like a machine standing on the podium, running non-stop after the power was turned on, and then the power was turned off at the end of the school day. I was sluggish in the car, sluggish on the way home.

"Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you, you have always been ghostly."

My father sat across the table and asked me, looking tired and anxious.

"Father, how I was taken to the hospital that day, the day I fainted."

"Xiaoxi, you have asked this question many times, what happened, I am worried about you."

"Father, please, please answer me again, I want the most affirmative and affirmative answer."

Before that, my father had told me that I was hit in the back of the head by a soccer ball that day, when I happened to pass by the open space under the school building, I fainted and was found by my classmates who were scattered in the school, and then the teacher came, the ambulance came, my father also arrived, I was carried into the ambulance at the school, just under the school building, but before that, did I go to the classroom to deliver the reply...... It's the mystery that drives me crazy.

I even asked my father if he had seen the direction in which I had fainted, and I thought that would tell if I had just come down from the school building or was about to go upstairs, but I didn't find anything.

Did I reply to the letter?

I asked myself this question thousands of times, my head was about to break, and I still couldn't give myself a positive answer, and I couldn't find any extra letters on my body or in my school bag, but the absence of letters didn't mean that I had thrown them into that box, and it wasn't impossible that I lost them after I fainted, and I looked through the blue notebook, and none of them could prove my exact whereabouts on Saturday, even the slightest proof that I had been to the classroom, but the last sentence on the notebook caught my attention.

"I dug up Miyayama's ...... in the grove"

This sentence was obviously not written by me, and I seemed to have been called by my father to help halfway through, and what did I dig out of Miyayama? I can't think of that either.

When the mountains of questions came, the phone rang.

My father called me outside the door.

"Xiaoxi, come and answer the phone, your classmates are looking for you."

I walked out the door to answer the phone.

"Hello, I'm Ruriki."

"Ruri-ki-san, is it? I'm Momoi, I'm downstairs at your house, please come down, I have something to say to you. ”

Momoi? What is he looking for me? I opened the curtain and glanced down, and Momoi was down there, still holding his phone.

I went downstairs full of suspicions, and when I came to a meter away from Momoi, I stopped, Momoi's face, the calm and frightened face, the rigid expression of Momoi became vivid at this time, as if all the rigid nerves had been broken, in exchange for the expression scars that could not be erased after the large-scale panic, he forced a calm voice to say a word-

"Chunchu died, and in the tunnel of the subway, her body was torn apart by the wheels."

My heart burst open, and the sudden thunderous news devoured all my senses like lava from a volcano, and my whole person was instantly unconscious.

When consciousness slowly returns, the first thing to enter is a state of complete negation.

"No, Momoi, don't you kid, okay?"

"Rurixi, I'll just ask you a question, you just need to answer this one question."

My heart was pounding, no, almost overloaded, and I knew what he was going to ask me, a question I couldn't answer.

"Ruriki ......"

"Wait a minute." I suddenly yelled and started gasping for air, and I felt the urge to cover my ears and scream...... I'm just a freshman in high school, how can I withstand such a high-intensity mental impact, I have intermittent amnesia, but that's not my fault, I didn't have a choice...... But because of my amnesia, I was hovering at the critical point between light and darkness, and now, the side with light has completely collapsed.

Doom is coming.

The beginning of spring died-

I've become a murderer.

I crouched down and wrapped my hands around my trembling body...

"Ruriki, are you okay?"

Momoi reached out to help me, and my tears smashed on his hands.

"Ruriki, what's wrong with you? Are you okay? Momoi was overwhelmed by my out-of-control reaction, and he suddenly grabbed me by the shoulder.

"Rurihi, calm down, what I want to ask you is, do you remember after school last Friday, did you stay with Chunchu?"

Ay? What the? What do you mean? What's going on with "Am I with the beginning of spring"?

"-I didn't understand?"

Momoi's hand was still on my shoulder, and although he was a little thin, his hands were still quite strong, and from his palm, I felt a strong temperature slowly spread to me.

At this time, he looked at me in a daze and said, "I think Chunchu was killed by someone and used the letter from the lily of the valley puppet." ”