"Admit it. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info your so-called ideals, but for you personally. ”

"Nothing will change, only you will be satisfied."

"This kind of ideal, it's ridiculous to say. And we paid with our lives for it! ”

"So, why didn't you fall with us into the bottomless realm?"

……

In the dream, Kii hears a denunciation from an old friend. It was clear that it was time to go to battle, and in a trance, she boarded the hull of the ship, and almost fell off the sampan without paying attention.

"Not feeling well?"

Sato Gonjun helped her behind her back, which was considered to avoid Kii's "falling into the sea" accident. His voice was so low that it wasn't heard by his colleagues around him.

Kii reacted and hurriedly stepped onto the deck to clear the way for the people behind him.

"Isn't the command room closer from the front entrance to the bridge?" Sato Gonjun watched Kii walk behind the bridge, quickly followed behind her, and reminded in a low voice. "Are you really okay?"

"Well, I ...... I just wanted to confirm the condition of the No. 4 main gun. ”

Kii went to her captain's room first, and with no one else around, she sat in her chair and fell into thought.

For the sake of her ideals, she spent the lives of four old friends and, of course, her own. Now, in order to continue to realize his ideals, he has to kill the deep sea perched by the birth of his old friend's soul. It's right for everyone, Sato Gonjun also supports her in destroying the deep-sea fleet that declared war with the Japanese Empire, and others will advise her in the same way.

Even she herself found a bunch of reasons to retreat, and in turn followed the "advice" of others and succeeded in shelling the battleship Suhime in the previous battle. The so-called kindness and friendship have been consumed by time for 6 years, and what remains in Kiyi's heart is only to make her feel guilty occasionally.

After Kii calmed down, she became more and more disgusted with herself, she enjoyed a wonderful life, sat on the power of a clan, and won a series of victories for herself to surpass most of her predecessors. All of these originally belonged to five people, or with the addition of Keiji Nishikawa, who disappeared afterwards, it was the credit of six people.

Without Kii, what can she Kii do? If you can't do anything, it will still be a shame for that family, and you will be looked down upon by everyone.

What to do Kii knows very well that the vast majority of sane people are deceived by themselves and enjoy everything they have. Moral condemnation or something...... Anyway, it's all your own wishful thinking, and you're building a fence to imprison your own guilt. There is not even a guard, just kick the fence and take the initiative to come out.

Kii is reluctant to accept the "gift" with peace of mind, and she wants to save the souls of several old friends who have become deep sea habitats in order to repay her past sins.

"No way, give up."

Gonjun Sato walked in from outside the door and said to Kii, who was thinking hard, "I know what you're thinking, you're an overly kind person after all. Calm down from the influence of fear and vanity, and surely think of salvation, or atonement. But this is not possible. ”

The same applies to Sato Gonjun himself, who learned all of Kii's secrets, but never told Kii his secrets. However, Sato Gonjun is a person who is used to being hated, even if it is himself. If it weren't for the fact that Kii was now caught in the whirlpool of self-blame again, he wouldn't want to tell Kii.

"You...... What are you talking about? I don't understand. Kii got up from his chair, pretended to find a few documents from the table, and prepared to leave for the command room. I'm here to look for documents, and it took a little more time. Departure time is set at 11 o'clock......"

"You want to save the battleship and other deep-sea suji, in order to repay the karma you have borne yourself." Gonjun Sato stepped forward and snatched the documents from Kii's hand, and he threw them all back on the table.

"I'll end it here!!

For the first time, Gonjun Sato was truly angry in front of Kii, fearing that the miracle of all his hope would be extinguished, and the two seemed to have the greatest trust in each other, but in fact they were still in charge of their respective missions.

"I know, I know! I know it all, everything!! I know everything about you and everything about you! With such an evil me, I can coldly watch you carry the hope of the future alone, what reason do you have to blame yourself for empty friendship and kindness? ”

For the first time, Gonjun Sato revealed his heart to Kii, dirty, selfish, selfish, and arbitrary...... and so on, the negative emotions were all torn out of his false cloak of respect at once. Exposed to Kii, who represents hope and miracle in his mind, how much he loaths himself.

"Want to hear it? The secret of a sinner who should have died in a shipwreck 15 years ago? ”

Kii couldn't figure out what was going on in front of her, and she wanted to leave from the bottom of her heart. The Sato Gonjun in front of her made her strange and frightened, and she had already experienced the ugly face of the bad guy in the novel. I'm afraid that the current Sato Quan Jun has only revealed the tip of his iceberg.

"Let's go, there is still ...... before we set sail"

Kii tried to pull Sato's sleeve, but Sato raised his hand and slapped Kii's hand away.

"No, Kii. Aren't you trying to save those old friends of yours? Then you must listen to it, and after listening to it, you will understand that they will not be saved. And I was in a prison of sin, covered with the sludge of sin. ”

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it!" Kii's tone was already crying, and she couldn't accept that her most trusted Sato Gonjun was not her dependent.

"First of all, let me introduce myself again. I didn't have a surname Sato when I was 18 years old, I came from a merchant family. My father ran a multinational company, and everything was perfect until I was eighteen. Until one day, our family took a cruise to the Commonwealth of America across the ocean. Everything was ruined by that damn god! ”

"Gods?"

Gonjun Sato let out a terrible laugh and pointed at Kii. "Your mother of the deep, the will of the deep. Don't look incredulous, the god does exist, she's the creator of the deep-sea ships and the creators of you and your supposed peaceful old friends. ”

"She dragged the entire cruise ship into the deep sea in the middle of the storm, and everyone fell into her 'game' in a panic. Guess what the game is? She's a caring deity, and she doesn't design any of the Sphinx's intellectual puzzles to test us panicked humans. ”

Kii had vaguely guessed that there was a simple way to create a person who would leave a lifelong shadow in his heart.

"Divided into groups of 100 people, they were held in caves with no exits. She said she would come back in three days and think about what we were going to do. And then it was over, without any food and fresh water, and a hundred panicked people were imprisoned together. And laugh and say it's just a game. ”

"I survived, I killed my own parents, my younger siblings! Suck their blood and survive until three days later! Relying on limited oxygen, he survived to the end of the game. Guess what the god said? 'Still alive?' It's a hassle. ’”

Kii was already sick to his stomach when he heard it, but Sato Gonjun excitedly grabbed Kii's shoulders with both hands to prevent her from taking her off the look.

Then she threw me to a passing Japanese fishing boat and told me that if I continued to survive, I would witness the end of human civilization. Listen, isn't that a great thing? It's not just me, it's everyone who will face the predicament I was back then. Desperately struggling to survive, killing the rest like dregs, waiting for the final moment to come. Awesome, right? Everyone will feel my pain back then, and everyone was trampled on dignity, life, and happiness without discrimination......"

Kii tried not to listen to Sato's words in fear, but she believed it to be true, and her body instinctively felt admiration after hearing the words "will of the deep sea". I'm afraid that in her missing memory, the person she spoke to was the will of the deep sea, the "mother" who made her current body.

"I will stop all this, the deep-sea fleet is not strong. Except for a few perched her, all other ships will be sunk by me with one shot. ”

"Of course, you are the daughter of the deep, the child of love and grace given authority by the will of the deep. So, after the war with the Deep Sea Fleet, you have not been hit once; So, in the fog before, the enemy had to mark you beforehand, and then when you unmarked them, they were defeated in a hurry. Just because he attacked you, he was severely punished by the will of the deep sea. ”

"The will of the deep sea has prophesied to me that your appearance will be the hope of reversing the course of the future. In order to reach the best seat to enjoy this 'game', I returned to Japan to study at the Kure Harbor Naval Academy, and became the secretary of the 9th Sentai after several times. The will of the deep sea has been in touch with me ever since. When you first appeared in front of me, I knew that you were the miracle she prophesied, without being reminded of her. ”

"I ......" Kii couldn't believe that everything was controlled by an illusory god, and the fate of many people was rewritten by her like a screenwriter at will, causing countless tragedies. Whoever makes this statement would assume that the narrator suffers from severe paranoia, but Kii can't refute it, and everything fits her situation.

"I'm done with my introduction. Let's go back to the original question. Why can't your friends be saved? The will of the deep sea is a god, she can easily inflict all kinds of transformations on Qi Ji, even the loyal and righteous souls will accept her enslavement, and the declaration of seven lives to serve the country can easily disintegrate in her hands. All that is left is a faithful slave who has been stripped of rebellion. While being able to recall the heroic words of serving the country in his lifetime, he will make a declaration of war and raise a butcher's knife against mankind. ”

The so-called gods are omniscient and omnipotent, and Kii can no longer afford to have the foolish idea of salvation in his heart after learning that the souls of his old friends are being treated in this way.

"And then about the karma of my sin."

Sato Gonjun laughed with tears in his eyes, he never thought that these secrets could be easily told from his mouth.