Su Yisen took Bai Yanshan to a restaurant with good style, and Bai Yanshan found a place by the window and sat down. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"What do you order?" Bai Yanshan picked up the menu and asked.

"A T-bone." Su Yisen replied.

"Then two portions of potato soup, two portions of T-bone steak, the steak should be medium-rare, and finally two of your most famous desserts." Bai Yanshan turned her head and said to the waiter next to her.

"Yanshan, there are some things I want to make clear to you." Su Yisen was the first to speak.

"Su Yisen, when are you free, let's go on a trip, right?" Bai Yanshan had a bad premonition, she had been hiding for so long, did she still come today?

"Yanshan, listen to me."

"How's Bali going? Or you can go to the Maldives. Bai Yanshan said to herself.

"Let's break up."

"What are you talking about? I don't understand. ”

"You know exactly what I'm talking about, let's stop wasting on this, we're too tired." Su Yisen knew that he had hurt her again, but the long pain was better than the short pain, he didn't love her, this was a fact, she wouldn't be happy with him.

"Am I doing something wrong? I can change it. ”

"You're not wrong, it's that I don't love you anymore."

"But I love you." Bai Yanshan took Su Yisen's hand and looked at him pleadingly, "Yisen, don't do this to me." ”

"I'm sorry."

"I don't want to be sorry, let's try again."

"Yanshan, it's not worth it for me." Su Yisen pulled away the hand that Bai Yanshan was holding him, then got up and walked away.

Yanshan, even if you hate me, I can only do that, I'm sorry.

Bai Yanshan sat in place, how could it be like this, isn't her relationship with Su Yisen good? Ansheng, it's all you, it's your appearance that things will become like this, Ansheng, I, Bai Yanshan, are inseparable from you in this life, and you can't get what I can't get.

"Ansheng, Ansheng." Xiang Wei shook An Sheng.

"What's wrong?" An Sheng came back to his senses.

"What are you thinking? So engrossed, the superintendent announced that the meeting was opened. ”

By the time Ansheng and the others arrived, everyone had almost arrived, and they had found a place to sit down.

"Now that everyone has arrived, let's officially meet now, Irene, how is the jewelry design project going now?"

"The dealer is quite satisfied, but he just refuses to sign the contract, we have made several appointments, but there is no follow-up."

"Since there is no problem with the design drawings, the remaining signing issues will be handed over to the newcomers to deal with, and it will be regarded as training them."

"Okay, then I'll hand them over later."

An Sheng knew that she was busy again, she had always been unsociable, and she didn't know anything about business, which was much more difficult than asking her to draw design drawings.

"Ansheng, I have a sense of foreboding." Xiang Wei whispered to her next to her.

Then Director Mu said a lot, and the meeting lasted for an hour before adjourning.

"Ansheng, what should I do? If the contract messes up, we'll be fired, right? Xiang Wei sat down in his place and said to An Sheng.

An Sheng glanced at Xiang Wei, "I don't know, let's do it well." ”

Ansheng got off work early today, and she had to go to the detention center to get some things back.

Standing at the door of the detention center, the familiar feeling returned, where she had been nine years earlier, in those dark and gloomy days, desperate and isolated.

An Sheng entered their office area, where she was asked to search her body and finally made sure it was safe to let her in.

"Hello, I'm here to fetch Gu Linglan's relics."

The policewoman looked An Sheng up and down a few times, and then said, "ID card and household registration book." ”

An Sheng handed over all the things he needed, and the policewoman checked the information in front of the computer, and then asked An Sheng to wait next to him, and they sent someone to pick it up.

"Can you help me find out where her ashes are buried? I want to see her. ”

"Then I'll give you the address and relics later."

"Okay, I'm in trouble."

An Sheng sat on the cold bench and waited quietly, 9 years, until now, I am willing to believe that Gu Linglan is really dead, is it really not going to come back, I thought that as long as I didn't see the moment you really left, I could lie to myself forever that you were still alive.

After a while, a policeman handed her a bag of clothes and a picture album, as well as a jewelry box and the address of the cemetery.

Ansheng went home and opened the bag, and in the jewelry box was a bracelet, this bracelet was very beautiful, although Ansheng did not have much research on jewelry, but looking at the color of this bracelet, it must be worth a lot.

An Sheng put down the jewelry box and opened the album, each painting on it surprised An Sheng, it contained all the fine paintings in her life, even all the paintings she sold at her peak, less than one-tenth of them, she turned all the way back, and on the last page was her letter to An Sheng.

Peaceful:

See the words as they are.

When you read this letter, I think I'm gone, but you don't have to be sad, because every day here is a torment for me, every day here is longer than a lifetime, Ansheng, I think you know, I am so afraid of loneliness and loneliness, I don't want to become old in such a distant wait, I can't accept myself like that, so I choose death, that is the real relief for me.

I have been recalling the first time I saw you, when you were only 5 years old, you looked at me with a determined and lonely look, and then I knew that you and I were the same kind of person, and I needed you to talk to me for the rest of my life, and you also needed me.

As you grow up, I gradually find that you have mental problems, and I didn't talk about it in front of you because I believe in you, those things need to be overcome by yourself, no one can help you, and later you will find that all things, no matter how difficult, will pass.

What happened that rainy night, I hope you can forget it forever, even if you know the truth, it will rot in your stomach forever, such an ending is good for everyone, don't feel ashamed of me, this is my own choice, I have never regretted it.

In fact, the main purpose of writing this letter is to ask you one thing, this bracelet, help me give it to that man, I don't want to owe him all my life, tell him for me, and from then on, I will settle it with him.

Ansheng, you are so similar to me, don't make the same mistake as me, the most regrettable thing in my life is that I have never seen you wear a white veil, and when you meet a lover in the future, remember to show me.

If there really is a god who says it, I will bless you with a good life. Gu Ling Lan stayed.