Chapter 158: The Gate of Bailing Mountain
Lord Qingling suddenly sat up and looked at me incredulously. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info "What do you mean?" You gave up? ”
I don't know why, I don't really want to answer her, but I don't like to run away either. "I'm different from you, you don't know the real me, you don't know my past, and you don't know what I'm going to face in the future, so you may not understand. But every decision I made was for the sake of Xiao Hanqi, and for his sake, I chose to give up. I smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, if you don't give up, there is no result......
The Lord of Qingling jumped up and stood opposite me, staring straight at me with anger. Ban Yan said angrily: "What do you mean by doing good for Brother Yan?" I think you're just cowardly! Don't use others as a guise for any choice, how do you know that giving up is good for Brother Yan, maybe you make him more miserable! She flicked her sleeves and walked to the door hatefully, then turned back suddenly. said: "Don't say give up, you are not qualified!" You've never fought for it, so what's the right to say give up! A coward like you will live in your shell for the rest of your life waiting for others to give you your feelings! Even if there is no result in the future, even if you hit your head and bleed, even if your heart is broken into slag! As long as Brother Yan is still alone, I will never give up! ”
I was also angry: "Don't I want to fight? You are not Xiao Tingrong's stand-in, can you understand my feelings? Don't stand there and talk without backache! If you were me, would you be able to tell someone who treats you as your own sister that you actually love him like a man? "Looking at the surprised appearance of the Qingling County Lord, I suddenly felt a little annoyed and a little angry. It's not that I didn't tell Xiao Hanqian that I wasn't her sister when I was angry, but Xiao Hanqian didn't take it seriously once, he never changed! I sighed and said, "I just made a decision that was good for him and not too bad for myself, what's wrong with that!" Besides...... "Besides, I'm not qualified to like him at all, isn't that great?" "Forget it, don't talk about it. Remember to bring the door with you when you go out. ”
The county lord of Qingling hesitated for a while, and finally picked up the little squeak on the table that was eating happily, turned around and left the room.
I fell headlong on the bed, and from time to time I thought back to the image of the young couple in the garden of the ferry gate when they made promises to each other, and my heart was indescribably bitter. My two heartless brothers and sisters didn't notice my thoughts at all, especially Xiaoxue, who should be the most sensitive, but her sensitivity is basically only aimed at the people or things she hates, and it doesn't seem to be very easy to use what she likes. Xuan Xiao instructed them to drag me out to play, and in order not to appear to be too hypocritical, I had to take out my housekeeping skills and pretend to go out with them happily.
On the way to the lake, my sister gossiped about the two I didn't know. One of them is Xuan Xiao and Xiao Hanqi's little sister Wu Shuang, she is the pearl of Wu Jinzi of Bailing Mountain. Master Wu and Lord Hao heard that they were good friends. After hearing that Lord Hao was resurrected, the head of Wu came to visit with his daughter thousands of miles away; Xuan Xiao was forced to follow in order to avoid debts. The other one I don't know, needless to say, is Xiao Hanqi's master, Wu Jinzi, who is sitting with my master in a makeshift pavilion on the lake and talking happily, Xiao Hanqian and Wu Shuang standing on his side under his master. Usually I don't feel anything, but at this time, looking at their respective positions, Fang Jue Xiao Hanqian and Master are not in the same generation.
Far away, Xuan Xiao ran over to greet me. His familiar personality made me uncomfortable, not that I hated it, but I didn't know how to respond to his enthusiasm and felt quite irritable. As soon as he came over, the senior sister pestered him and asked him to make all kinds of interesting ice sculptures on the ice, although the senior brother also liked it very much, but he seemed to care more about the relationship between the senior sister and Xuan Xiao, and always inserted a pole when the two were very close. Xuan Xiao seemed to smell the sour smell of the little vinegar jar of the senior brother, and instead of keeping a distance from the senior sister, he deliberately narrowed the distance with the senior sister to anger the senior brother. But the fuse of the senior sister was completely unaware of this matter and had a lot of fun. Although I'm very sorry for my brother, I really think the drama he staged is very good, and it swept away my melancholy mood just now.
After a while, Ziyan came to deliver a message, saying that Master asked me to come over. Cut! I really don't want to go over, but I can't help it. I walked into the pavilion to greet the master, and the master introduced me to Master Wu. I don't know if it's polite or sincere, Master Wu praised me for a long time, and after praising it, he chatted with the master again. The master didn't speak, and I didn't dare to leave easily, so I had to stand obediently behind the master. I hope that my brother and sister can come over to help me out of the siege and save me from the sea of suffering! But I also know that from past experience, as long as it is related to the master's predicament, these two little conscienceless people will never dare to come to help, so I can only hope to quench my thirst and look enviously at them who are having fun in the distance outside the pavilion.
My eyes followed the figures of my senior brother and sister, and I accidentally caught a glimpse of Wu Shuang, who was staring at me inquiringly. I tried to give her a friendly smile, but she only nodded at me faintly in response, and then locked her eyes on her brother Xiao Hanqian and whispered to him. Sometimes her eyes are like water, with a lot of affection; Sometimes he smiles with low eyebrows, and has an apricot face and peach cheeks. It's a pity that Luohua is deliberately ruthless, Xiao Hanqian doesn't know whether she really can't see it, or pretends not to see it, although she didn't refuse her junior sister, she was too polite, and I was a little worthless for Wu Shuang.
They talked one-on-one, and I stood there stupidly, like a fool, not to mention how uncomfortable it was. And this is the wax moon, not to mention how cold it is! There is not even a shield on all sides of this pavilion, so I really don't understand why they are chatting here. I thought I came out to play with my brother and sister, but I was afraid that it would be inconvenient for me to wear a shake puff, which Cheng thought that he would be called to "punish the station", you must know that standing dry is much colder than exercising! Master seemed to sense my embarrassment and discomfort, and turned sideways and said, "Rong'er, although your body has recovered, you still need more recuperation. ”
If I have been granted amnesty, I have bowed to the two elders and then prepared to leave. Before I could take two steps, I was stopped by Xiao Hanqi, who untied his cloak and wrapped it around me without saying a word. Although I have long been accustomed to his actions, today is more special, his master and sister are here, and I am still a little embarrassed in front of them. Subconsciously looking at the reaction of the two, his master narrowed his eyes slightly, and I couldn't understand what the emotion was. Her little sister didn't see any emotion, but smiled at me. For some reason, her smile was faint and natural and harmless, but I had an indescribable strange feeling in my heart. I sighed in my heart: Xiao Hanqi, Xiao Hanqi, you don't like me, why do you want to pull hatred for me everywhere? With such a few steps away, can I still freeze to death? Why do you have to do anything else?
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