An Sheng followed Su Yisen into the car and waited for Su Yisen to speak, but found that Su Yisen didn't plan to say anything, so he asked first. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"What are you looking for from me?"

"Wait a minute, you come with me somewhere first."

Hearing Su Yisen say this, An Sheng didn't speak anymore, the place where Su Yisen took her was by the river, and there was no one at night.

"Where is this?" Ansheng asked.

"You don't remember?" Su Yisen asked rhetorically.

Has she been here? An Sheng looked around, and finally remembered where this was, this place was the place where she confessed to Su Yisen, Bai Yanshan had just returned to China at that time, which meant that she and Su Yisen were about to break up, and she confessed her heart to him for the first time.

"I remember."

"What you said then, does it still count now?"

Ansheng remembered what she had said to him here. She told Su Yisen that she seemed to be in love with him, and could she continue to be by his side.

An Sheng glanced at Su Yisen, and finally said, "Yisen, those things are in the past, and the previous things can't be discussed now." ”

"Then I'm asking you now, would you like to be with me?" Su Yisen said the point directly.

In fact, An Sheng thought about this question, but he didn't expect Su Yisen to bring it up, but her answer would not change, she and Su Yisen are really not suitable, no matter how fanatical Su Yisen's light is, it can't illuminate her darkness.

"Right~"

"You don't have to rush to answer me, I'll give you time to think about it."

Su Yisen directly cut off An Sheng's back road, and didn't even give her time to refuse.

"It's windy here, let's go." Su Yisen said.

Ansheng didn't know why her mood had become very sad, she looked at the place again, the same place, but they had all changed.

She followed Su Yisen behind, and Su Yisen didn't speak again along the way, and when she drove downstairs to An Sheng, Su Yisen saw that An Sheng was distracted, and said, "It's here." ”

An Sheng came back to her senses, she actually wanted to ask something today, and she was afraid that asking would make Su Yisen angry, so she decided to ask after thinking about it again and again.

"Yi Sen, if Mozen is willing to give you back what he took from you, can you let him go?"

"Is he the only one you want to tell me?" Su Yisen asked rhetorically, "If you agree with what I said today, I can promise you that you won't do things so desperately in the end." ”

"Mozen isn't as bad as you think." A lot of the things he did were also involuntary.

"I don't want to talk about him anymore."

An Sheng knew that their topic was stiff again, "Then you should be careful when you go home and drive." ”

An Sheng returned home and sat in the living room in a daze, when Su Yisen said that he wanted her to be with him, An Sheng was not unshaken, but after being together, she had to confess to Su Yisen what she had experienced, what if Su Yisen couldn't accept it, what if he accepted it? She doesn't have the courage to mention that past to Su Yisen now, so she can only keep the status quo, which is good for everyone.

In the next few days, Ansheng went to work as usual, although you were in a company, she didn't see Su Yisen on either side.

Today is Saturday, Gu Linglan's death day, An Sheng deliberately chose a black dress, went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of red roses, this is Gu Linglan's favorite flower before her death, she asked the staff of the flower shop to wrap it better, Gu Linglan is a very picky woman.

The cemetery is a very bleak place, except for the tombstones, there is no one here, she doesn't know where Gu Linglan's tombstones are, she has to look for them one by one, some of the photos on these tombstones are young, some are old, they all have their own lives, and each of us will eventually become a part of this.

An Sheng found Gu Linglan in a corner, her photo was still from when she was young, with a bright and beautiful smile, Gu Linglan was definitely the most beautiful among the people An Sheng had met in his life.

Ansheng placed the flowers in front of her tombstone, sat on the ground, took the red wine and glass from her bag, and poured the red wine on it.

"I know you love to drink, so I brought it to you today. It's been so long since I've come to see you, you're not mad at me, are you? You know, I'm most afraid you'll be angry, but don't blame me, I was young at the time, how could I have the courage to face you. Ansheng said.

"Also, I'm not painting anymore, it seems that I really don't have any talent in that area, and it's been in vain that you've cultivated me for so many years."

"When I was young, I was very envious of other children, and I could tell my mother if I had something on my mind, but I didn't have a mother, and I couldn't tell you, I thought, when I'm older, I can always discuss with you if I encounter any problems, but ...... Never mind. ”

"You said let me meet the right person to bring you over, I have met someone I love very much, even I don't know how to go with him, I'm too tired, if only you were there, I can listen to your opinion."

"I don't know what I'm talking about, you must be very hard to listen to, sometimes, I really want to be like you, just go straight away, but I'm more timid than you after all, I don't even have the courage to die, I've always been inferior to you."

The sky was covered with dark clouds, and it began to rain, An Sheng continued in the rain, "People say that the weather is sunny on your birthday, which means that you are happy, but when I came to see you, it rained, and you still said that you don't blame me, and sure enough, women are duplicitous." ”

At this time, a cemetery keeper came over, "Little girl, it's raining, you can come back another day, there should be thunder this day, and you are not safe here." ”

"I'll leave right away." An Sheng agreed.

"I have to go, you have been with me for thirteen years, but I have only been with you for half an hour, raising me for so many years, it's really not worth it, even my life is in it."

"I'll help you do what you tell me to do, and I'm really curious about what kind of man is worth your life."

"I really have to go, I'll come to see you another day when the weather is good."

An Sheng got up and found that An Ruo was looking at her opposite, she ignored it, at this time, it was always good to have someone to accompany her.

An Sheng walked in front, An Ruo followed behind, and did not talk to her, the two walked one after the other, and came to the intersection, An Sheng was about to stop a taxi, but found that this place was desolate, there were no taxis passing by, even if there were one or two cars, they did not stop, after all, this is a cemetery, An Sheng is wearing hair and black clothes, and no one dares to stop.

After waiting in the rain for almost half an hour, the taxi stopped, and An Sheng sat in, but An Ruo didn't come in, An Sheng didn't close the door, and then waited for An Ruo to get in the car.

"What's wrong?" The driver asked.

"There are still people who haven't gotten in the car."

An Ruo came over at this time and got into the car, An Sheng closed the door and glanced at the driver, he was probably frightened.