"I think the real salvation is not the victory after the battle, but the ability to find the strength of life and peace of mind in the midst of suffering. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info "This is a sentence that An Sheng saw when he was thinking about why Su Yisen saw An Ruo, maybe Su Yisen is the only light in her miserable life, he is her salvation, so he can see An Ruo, where did An Sheng know at that time that her so-called salvation was just a prank revenge, because of this prank, they were implicated for a lifetime.

An Sheng saw the new neighbor opposite in the evening, her room was a street away from him, she saw him leaning against the window fiddling with bonsai, he looked up and looked at the other side, An Sheng recognized him, he was Su Yisen.

Before he found out, An Sheng panicked and quickly closed the curtains, feeling a little happy in his heart, whether he lived opposite him, she also wanted to find a chance to verify whether he could really see An Sheng.

Early the next morning, An Sheng hid behind the window to observe Su Yisen's life, watching him pack up and go out, An Sheng also grabbed his schoolbag and prepared to go.

An Sheng opened the door and saw Yu Hua who was about to knock on the door, looking at An Sheng's recklessness Yu Hua wanted to laugh, I have to say, this girl is still a little cute.

An Sheng was a little embarrassed, and then Yu Hua opened his mouth, "Let's go down and have breakfast." ”

An Sheng shook his head and refused, but felt a little guilty about rejecting the kindness of others, so he bowed and thanked him, and then quickly went downstairs and chased out.

Fortunately, Su Yisen didn't go far, An Sheng didn't dare to get too close to him, he could only follow from a distance, he found that Su Yisen was very quiet when he was alone, just walking silently towards the front, and didn't look at the surrounding scenery, as if the people around him had nothing to do with me, even if there were people passing by to greet him, he didn't care much, their home was actually very close to the school, and it didn't take long to arrive, An Sheng couldn't wait for this road to go on forever.

In the past few days, Ansheng has been observing Su Yisen, even after school, she has to grind at the school gate until Su Yisen comes out before she leaves, she knows that he likes to go to school on time, likes to play ball, has very good grades, doesn't like to talk, has no friends, likes succulents, and only wears glasses when he reads.

An Sheng actually wanted to find a time to ask him, but he was too cowardly to always take that step, although An Sheng didn't ask him why he could see An Ruo, but An Sheng found that An Ruo never appeared with Su Yisen, as long as she was with Su Yisen, no matter how far away she was, she wouldn't see An Ruo, as if Su Yisen was An Ruo's nemesis, and Su Yisen was the only way for her to get rid of this shadow.

Knowing this made Ansheng's mood very good, like a person who had been dying suddenly grabbed a life-saving straw, her originally ruined life suddenly had hope, and she had to hold on to it tightly in order to keep herself alive.

In the next two months, Su Yisen seemed to have become Ansheng's habit, he completely entered Ansheng's life, she began to read the books he read, walked the road he walked, went to the coffee shops he frequented, listened to CDs that he thought sounded, she often spied on Su Yisen's life on the windowsill, she also began to raise succulents, she began to contact a lot of new things, he made her feel that the world was so beautiful and warm. It's just that there is one thing, he doesn't know that there is a girl named An Sheng, who silently hides this careful thought.

In fact, there is a ritual in school, that is, every junior high school student who is about to graduate will plant a tree in the school, that small sapling means that you are starting to move towards a new life, hoping that your life in the future will be better and better.

An Sheng could see that in fact, Su Yisen didn't like this kind of activity very much, he was not a person who would show joy, anger and sorrow on his face, but whenever he didn't like to do something, he would habitually frown.

The thin little sapling stood quietly in the wind, Su Yisen gently swayed its buds, his fingers were so beautiful, An Sheng felt happy just watching it quietly.

An Sheng went home as usual, and after dinner, everyone went back to their rooms, and when it was completely dark, An Sheng quietly slipped out, carrying only a flashlight and a knife for sharpening pencils.

The school's janitor uncle has already closed down, and the only way to enter the school is to find a low wall and climb in.

It's not difficult to climb in, but it's hard to get over the wires on the wall, some of which are very sharp, and if you accidentally scratch them, you're likely to get hurt.

An Sheng has never done these things, so she can only take her time, she moved some stones to build a simple ladder, it is easy to go up by stepping on them, but it is easy to turn up, it is difficult to go down, An Sheng, who was sitting on a high place, trembled a little in his heart, and let go of his hand and jumped down as soon as he gritted his teeth, and when he jumped down, he cut down on the wire, and his clothes were torn, but fortunately, his skin was only scratched with red marks, and there was no bleeding.

An Sheng continued to walk in unhurriedly, and came to the grove, she found the one that belonged to Su Yisen from the many small saplings, and then took out the knife and slowly scribbled on its trunk, although she also knew that it was very immoral, but she hoped to leave a mark on her under the items that belonged to him.

An Sheng has written thousands of times at home, but perhaps because of his unskilled use of a knife, An Sheng accidentally scratched himself several times, and finally finished carving the words, she clearly engraved on the trunk of the tree 'Hello, Su Yisen, I am An Sheng', An Sheng looked at this sapling and smiled wonderfully, feeling that everything tonight was worth it.

An Sheng still returned the same way, probably because of the experience of the last time, An Sheng was obviously much more proficient this time.

An Sheng walked slowly on the street, only a few night food stalls were still open on the quiet road, An Sheng's heart was extremely happy, looking up and seeing a large starry sky, An Sheng may always remember this summer night, she was in shabby clothes, and did crazy things she thought she would never do in her life for a person named Su Yisen.

People say that the time of happiness is always short-lived, and An Sheng didn't believe this sentence before, but now that An Sheng believes it, Su Yisen didn't even have time to take the high school entrance examination, and he left.

The day before leaving, An Sheng seemed to have a premonition, she wanted to confess to him on this day, she spent a long time, painted countless paintings about him, and finally picked out a work that she thought she was satisfied with from so many paintings, in the painting he was wearing a white shirt, there was a breeze blowing the corners of his clothes, he was like a teenager who came out of the painting, there was her in the painting, she only painted a back of herself, she was squatting and preparing to kill the butterfly all the time. She never expected to see that ordinary her in his eyes, she looked up to him, just like when she first met him.

She carefully stuffed the painting into his book when no one was around, like a thief, terrified but full of joy.

He may not have had time to look at her paintings, he left, this time he didn't go alone, someone came to pick him up, An Sheng knew that this time, she might never see him, the only light in her life, also disappeared, she watched him hand over to the others on the windowsill, the same as when he came, he didn't bring anything, and then he got into the car.

An Sheng reacted at this time, feeling that he couldn't just let him go, she still had something to say, and then An Sheng quickly ran downstairs, but it was too late, the car had already driven away, An Sheng chased the car for a long distance, until the car finally disappeared from her sight, An Sheng chased until he had no strength, and finally stopped.

An Sheng looked at the direction he left and said softly, "Hello, Su Yisen, I'm An Sheng." When he said this, An Sheng still had tears and smiles on his face.

This is the first sentence An Sheng has spoken since he was born.