[My name is Cangcheng, and I have two people who hate me to the bone. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info】

[One, with everything I don't have. 】

"Father, Father, Father, Taifu and Cheng'er's homework is the best among everyone......" The young Cangcheng walked in a hurry, with a piece of praise and full of expectations, and ran into the Listening Rain Pavilion. However, when he saw the dazzling scene inside, he stopped and muttered, "Father, the emperor ......"

The bright yellow dragon robe man was lying on his lap with a delicate boy, incense was burning on his side, and a woman who was not wearing pink was rolling up her sleeves and grinding ink, like a warm picture of a family of three piercing into Cangcheng's eyes.

"Father, Fan'er doesn't want to learn words." Cang Fan puffed out his fleshy face, the hand holding the pen dangled wildly, and he was restless and coquettish towards Cang Yue. Concubine Bang, who is also his biological mother, scratched his nose in disgust and quipped: "How can this be done? Silly boy, one day you have to stand in the court, and if you can't read, you should be laughed at. ”

There are three thousand beauties in the harem, and Emperor Cangyue is the only one who favors the concubine, loves the house and Wu, and even the three princes Cangfan are also favored. Concubine Wan is gentle and virtuous, born in a wealthy family, and with the blessing of the emperor, there were even rumors that the queen was about to replace her.

As soon as the queen mother said it, Cang Fan flattened his mouth and buried his head in Cang Yue's arms: "No, Fan'er don't enter the court to be an official." ”

Cangyue rubbed his hair dotingly and asked, "What does Fan'er want to do in the future?" Cang Fan's eyes instantly burst into wolf light, and he said with high interest: "Fan'er will practice martial arts, and in the future, he will fight on the battlefield and defend his family and country!" ”

"Haha, good ambition."

"Your Majesty, you will spoil this child."

Cang Cheng stood quietly outside the door, and the poems praised by Taifu in his palm were crumpled, and in the end, he couldn't let his father see it.

He knew that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't compare to Cangfan's willful coquettishness.

[I practiced martial arts desperately, catching up with the third brother step by step, and even catching up with him, all just for myself not to lose to him. However, he is still on the battlefield with fresh clothes and angry horses. I know it sounds ridiculous, in order to humiliate him as much as possible and become emperor, I did not hesitate to emphasize literature over military force and abolish the martial arts examination system. 】

[I'm just jealous, because he was the only person who gave me warmth in my dim childhood.] 】

"I heard that the biological mother of the second prince was born humble, and she climbed the dragon collapse while the emperor was drunk, and the little palace maid thought that she had become a phoenix when she flew on the branches!"

"But no, I happened to be pregnant with a dragon fetus and was not satisfied, and I actually wanted to murder the fetus in the womb of Concubine Wang, but fortunately, Concubine Bang found out in time, otherwise how could the third prince be born alive? It's really vicious. ”

"You don't know, she was scared later, hanged herself in the palace, and I heard that she was bumped into by the third prince, pity this child."

"Poor what? I see that he is usually not clean, and he pushed the little princess a few days ago, and he was so ruthless at a young age, he must have followed his mother's ears and eyes. ”

"Shhhh

"The child doesn't understand anything, let him go."

No, children know a lot. There was a figure in front of him, and Cang Cheng only felt a chill in his body.

He just didn't understand why his father was drunk and disorderly, and the arrows of rumors were pointing at a pair of helpless mothers and sons.

He just didn't understand why no one had seen the humiliation that his mother had suffered for so many years, and she had to suffer a thousand fingers if she had a slight deviation.

He just didn't understand why the innocent mother and concubine would attack a preterm fetus in almost despair.

He just didn't understand why a child was still hung under the blue sky and white sun after suffering the pain of losing his mother, receiving all kinds of strange eyes.

Just because it's a child, it's easy to get hurt, but you don't have the courage to vent.

A soft thing touched his hand, he lowered his head, and the soft Cang Fan blinked his eyes with grievances: "Second brother, Fan'er is hungry." ”

"Let's go find the concubine and make something to eat." Cang Cheng smiled and took his hand.

Even though his mother almost caused her to have a miscarriage, Concubine Wan still took pity on him for losing his mother at a young age, and took him to his side to raise him at an early age. Even though his mother almost killed him, Cang Fan was still the closest person to him in this palace.

The two people who were most injured were also the only two people in the palace who didn't care about the rumor that "the biological mother of the second prince wanted to harm the fetus in the concubine's womb".

Many years later, His Royal Highness the Prince of Beijie, who was inferior and cowardly, only had the courage to speak boldly in front of the three kings Cangfan, who was crowned king early: "This palace wants to become a master and be a generation of emperors." ”

The man smiled heartily: "The second brother is the king, and the king is the general, and they will jointly protect the rivers and mountains of Beijie!" ”

[If only this were the end of the story.] I put away my childish jealousy and made peace with him. It's just that there is never an end to human desires. The consequences of the abolition of the martial arts examination were finally avenged on me, and the power of the prime minister became greater and greater, and I gradually became powerless to fight against him. Unwillingness, boredom, dark emotions piled up, and I became more and more desperate. 】

[And he is still as usual, realizing his full revenge, growing up with him since childhood, I am afraid, afraid that the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger. I've gradually forgotten my original intention, the original intention of becoming a Ming Jun. I want to drag him to hell too. 】

[Self-destructive revenge, I am like a bedbug in a dark ditch, cursing him every day. But I'm not happy. Not happy at all. 】

[I'm just torturing myself. 】

[The other is a woman who was called the proud daughter of heaven at that time. The first time I met her was when I went to Fenghui to celebrate the birthday of Queen Fengxi after I became the crown prince. 】

Cangcheng was fifteen years old when he came out. Unlike Cangfan Young Yunyou, he played a well-behaved and calm child in front of his father and his mother, and gradually, everyone forgot that his mother was once a murderer.

He even breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time felt disappointed in his relieved self.

His mother was not a bad person. He had always defended this, but he found that no one wanted to listen to a child. He learned to be silent and to avoid it. But it's not his fault alone.

In a strange country, people have their own circles, and he is the only one, isolated and helpless.

"Is there anything Your Royal Highness the Crown Prince is not used to?" Queen Feng Xi seemed to sense his crampedness, but as she spoke, the eyes of everyone in the hall focused on him. He felt that he had heard all the sounds of silk and bamboo.

Cang Cheng showed a decent smile and used decent language to hide his embarrassment: "The queen is thoughtful and treats guests like relatives, how can this palace not be used to it?" ”

He hated the gaze.

After three rounds of drinking, he finally left the table with an excuse and fled.

But he forgot that this was the Fenghui Palace, a place full of organs. Soon after, he fell into the cage in which the Assassins were being pursued.

It's a remote place, and I'm afraid that no one will be able to find him for a while. Cang Cheng felt a trace of despair, but the young man's self-esteem made him unable to call out the word "help".

"Little boy, Fengyi Palace is not a place where you can wander around casually." A gentle voice came from in front of him, and he was stunned, then looked up in some surprise.

It was a woman in her early twenties, covered in a scroll, holding a stack of rice paper in her right hand. Her facial features are not as beautiful as the domineering beauty of a Fengyi woman, at most she can be called delicate, and her eyebrows and eyes reveal a hazy like smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River.

Somehow, his gaze couldn't get rid of the not outstanding face, and he lay on the iron fence in a panic: "I...... The palace is called Cangcheng, and he is the prince of Beijie. ”

"It turned out to be Xiao Cangcheng~" She smiled, bent down and gently scraped his nose, just like holding the hand of the mother concubine that day: "Sister, I'll save you." ”

This she is called Feng Mian.

He'd heard about it. His Royal Highness Feng Mian, the Thirteenth Highness of Feng Xuan, is a name full of legends in Cangding. And he, in the most embarrassed posture, appeared in front of her.

I don't know for what purpose, maybe there is no purpose, but he wants to do it. After the birthday banquet, he stayed in Fenghui under the pretext of excuse.

At first, he pestered her, and was yelled at by different organs, and the amused Feng Mian leaned back and forth. Then she began to wait for him at the door of the dormitory. They come from different countries, and there is always something to talk about after meeting.

Later, he simply gave him the layout of the dormitory and told him: "If Xiao Cangcheng is there, it doesn't matter if I tell you the secret." ”

She trusted him.

[Not surprisingly, I fell in love with Fengmian. She was twenty years old, I was fifteen, and I became even more timid in the face of this impossible love. There is no possibility, because Feng Mian told: "You are my important brother!" ”】

After staying in Fenghui for two months, Cangcheng finally wanted to go back. The night before departure, Feng Mian dragged him to drink.

said that it was drinking, but she just drank tea silently, looked at a crescent moon, and sighed: "It's only been two months, and I always feel like I've been together for a lifetime." ”

yes, for a lifetime.

Driven by alcohol, Cang Cheng asked dimly: "Feng Mian, what can I do to make a person belong to me alone?" ”

Feng Mian's smile was as good as the first time he saw it, with a hint of parting sadness: "Xiao Cangcheng, you are the prince, what can't you get?" You have to remember to call your sister, an impolite little ghost, who thinks of spring at a young age. ”

"What if there were?" He stared at her in a daze. What if there were? Like you.

Feng Mian thought seriously for a long time, her porcelain-white cheeks were coated with a layer of faint moonlight, and time seemed to slow down with her gentle breathing.

I really couldn't think of an answer, so she asked in a soft voice: "What will Xiao Cangcheng do?" ”

Cang Cheng opened his mouth, and somehow, the thoughts in his heart overflowed in his throat. He finally mustered up the courage to say what was on his mind: "I think I'll be imprisoned...... No, I'll kill her so she's mine alone. ”

These words did not get her attention, she laughed and trembled, and wiped her tears from the back of her hand: "Xiao Cangcheng, you are so cute, it is very hard to be liked by you like this." ”

It's hard.

The love that was about to blurt out was blocked in my heart.

Right.

It's hard.

Back to Cangding, a trance-like life, a routine life. He never dared to go to any country again.

In the past five years, a lot of things have happened to Feng Hui, and he knows everything about her. Won the battle and began the construction of the Nine Blazing Array. Sadly, there was no other person around her.

The gap between them is getting wider and wider, how can he catch up with her?

Cang Cheng has never had such a thing as talent, but he is no worse than others in reading and practicing martial arts, and God knows how hard he worked to maintain his current appearance.

Forget it. Forget about her, it's okay.

But her marriage news finally made Cangcheng collapse. The construction of the Nine Blazing Serial Array did not go well, and she was not young, and Queen Feng Xi seemed to be intent on letting her take the minister's son as her husband in order to quell the rumors.

No, no, she can only be him!

The thought was running wild in his mind, almost driving him insane. He had to find her and tell her what he wanted.

After five years, Cangcheng once again embarked on the journey to a foreign country. What if she refuses? No, she can't be with another man, he wants to ...... He's going to take her away!

Infiltrating the Fengxi Palace, unlike five years ago, he will no longer act recklessly. He clenched the mechanism layout and dagger of Fengmian's dormitory in his sleeve.

Even if there are some partial changes in it, it is still generally not wrong.

He walked cautiously and entered her bedchamber, but luckily there was no movement.

Inside, the woman was lit with several candles, squinting on the table and writing and drawing, and there was no one in the palace, and there were discarded drawings scattered everywhere. She was very serious, so serious that there was a person standing behind her, and she didn't know that she was holding a dagger behind her back.

"Feng Mian, I'm back." He pressed her cold body from behind and hugged her gently. Feng Mian was stunned for a moment, then softened his body, and he could recognize him by listening to the voice: "It's really slow, sister, I've been waiting for a long time, and I still love to be coquettish ...... so much."

"Not my sister." He buried his head in her neck and shook his head lowly: "Feng Mian, are you going to get married?" ”

Feng Mian rubbed his hair, the soft touch between her fingers reassured her, and she chuckled: "Fool, this is not called marrying, in Feng Yi, this is called marrying." ”

These words seemed to have broken Cangcheng's last line of defense, he raised his head suddenly, and his voice was full of collapse and pleading: "No, Feng Mian, you can go with me!" I don't want the crown prince anymore, come with me, please......"

With a happy face, she told him that her gentleness belonged to others from now on.

Feng Mian's reaction to him was very stunned, and he raised his hand to pull him in a daze: "Xiao Cangcheng...... What are you doing? If I don't marry again, the queen mother will be very embarrassed. ”

"What about me? I can give up everything in Cangding, you ...... Can you marry me? He interrupted her loudly, a little crazy in his eyes. Feng Mian's eyes widened, and he got up: "Don't be kidding!" Didn't you say you were going to be the emperor? How can you succumb to a woman's harem? ”

How could she, hinder his imperial dreams? Obviously, he was so happy to tell her about the future.

"Do you hate me so much?" It was as if he had lost the last of his strength.

"I ......"

A cold streak of cold calmly crept into her abdomen, the pain spreading rapidly, and she looked down at the dagger that had sunk into her abdomen. Cang Cheng buried his head in her neck, his eyes swollen: "Feng Mian, I love you, I love you...... I don't want you to leave me......"

Her hand took his hand holding the dagger: "What a coincidence, so do I." Smiling and pressing the dagger deeper, the pain made her break out in a cold sweat: "It's been five years, and in order to wait for you, all the organs in the dormitory have ...... There is no change. I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born, you have to ...... Be a good monarch. ”

[I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born. She died, died at my hands, and I hated her and never defended myself. But in fact, what I hate is myself, my cowardly and dark self. 】

[How could she leave a bloody book like this? Yes, I ran away, I'm a coward. In the Fengluan Palace, when Lancôme smiled and presented false evidence, I felt like I was about to be relieved. Eventually, I was truly liberated, and I came to her world. 】

Xiao Cangcheng, why are you still stunned? I've been waiting for you for another five years.

Will you marry me this time?

Xiao Cangcheng said it wrong again, this is not marrying, this is called marrying. (To be continued.) )