Chapter 135
The petals and stars with dark light kept floating in front of him, and he only felt a little dazzling, and even the figure standing not far from him became a little ethereal and unrealistic. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Indifferently suddenly felt a little dazed, looking at the figure that had been covered with a layer of light, a sense of panic flashed in his heart.
Everything in front of her was too illusory, too unreal, so that she felt that she couldn't grasp it, she couldn't touch it.
At this time, Xuan Chen seemed to feel the uneasy emotions that spread indifferently into the air, and the look on his face was still indifferent and gentle. I saw him slowly stretch out his hand towards Indifference.
"Shuiyue, I've been waiting for you for a long time."
indifferently, he only felt that his heart was hammered hard by this sentence.
He said that he had been waiting for her for a long time, and this sentence was like telling her that he had been waiting for her here for a long time, and it was like telling her that in his life, he had been waiting for her to appear for a long time.
It was obviously an ordinary sentence, but it made Indifferent hear a different flavor from that sentence. I didn't know if it was my own illusion, but I felt that Xuan Chen's gaze was so affectionate when he looked at her, as if he wanted to entangle her tightly, so that she couldn't get out of it.
Finally suppressed the uncontrollable beating of his heart, and indifferently looked at the palm stretched out in his direction, as if he was bewitched, raised his steps and walked in the direction of Xuan Chen.
Standing in front of Xuan Chen, looking at the slender white hand, with clear bones but very generous palm, he was indifferently distracted at this time. She suddenly remembered the touch of this big hand, soft and thick, as if she would get the warmest temperature in the world if she put her hand in it.
Indifferently finally couldn't resist the temptation to do it, she slowly raised her arm and tried to put her palm on it. However, her hesitation didn't last long, because when her fingers touched the slender knuckles, Xuan Chen grabbed her palm first.
Just like in his memory, warm, generous, the warmth from his palm all the way up, until it rushed into the bottom of his indifferent heart. Indifferently and unconsciously let out a breath, and at this time she was sure that the man in front of her was real, not illusory, and not a vague figure in her heart all along.
At this time, no matter whether the man standing in front of him was Xuanchen or Ye Xuanchen, it seemed that it was no longer that important...... What she needed was such a real temperature.
Xuan Chen grabbed the little hand that was obviously a little hesitant, and held it tightly in the palm of his hand, feeling the slippery and warm of the little hand in the dry palm, and a nervous heart also fell to the ground at that moment, and slowly stabilized.
The atmosphere between the two fell silent for a moment, but there was no embarrassment, a warm breath flowed between the two, but no one could bear to be the first to speak.
After a long time, Xuan Chen looked at the indifference that had been lowering his eyes and refused to look up at him, and slowly spoke: "Shui Yue, I know that you have always had a doubt in your heart. ”
The indifferent figure shook for a moment, first raised his head and glanced at Xuan Chen in confusion, and then he was a little surprised, could he see what she was thinking now?
She had indeed been minding whether he was Xuanchen or Ye Xuanchen before, but at that moment just now, it seemed that the answer was not so important. After she was relieved, Xuanchen raised the issue again.
He frowned indifferently, not knowing how to speak, so he could only open his mouth hesitantly: "I ......"
But before he could think about what to say, he was interrupted by Xuan Chen again. Xuan Chen raised his other palm and gently pressed his thumb to the corner of her indifferent lips, preventing her from continuing.
Xuanchen's move made Indifferent feel a lot of surprise, after all, as Xuanchen, he had never done anything intimate to her, let alone touched her so intimately.
Indifferently, she felt that the palm on the side of her face was a little warm, and the fingers touching her skin were a little hot, making her feel that her face on the side was hot.
And this feeling of blushing and heartbeat, like a poppy, made her nervous and wanted to escape, but she was deeply caught and reluctant to leave like this.
I felt that I had become a little abnormal......
"You have always minded, I am Xuanchen or Ye Xuanchen."
Although it was a narrative tone, it also had a faint inquiry, which made Indifferent feel that he was not questioning, he just wanted to solve her doubts. Her mind was seen through, but she didn't feel that she had been violated.
Xuan Chen's voice was faint, but it seemed to have a hint of bewitchment, and he couldn't help but obey his own wishes, so he nodded.
Xuan Chen seemed to have been prepared for an indifferent answer, his expression did not change, and the quiet atmosphere spread between the two, making Indifferent feel a little nervous, and he felt that his heartbeat was amplified several times by this quiet atmosphere.
After a long time, Xuan Chen slowly opened his mouth and said, "Then I'll tell you now." He paused, and then said, "I'm Xuanchen." ”
As soon as Xuan Chen's words came out, his indifferent body suddenly froze there, and his mind was also blank.
What did he say......
He said he was Xuanchen......
That's right, he is indeed Xuanchen, hasn't he always been Xuanchen, there is nothing wrong with it. But indifferently, he still felt that a certain place in his heart was being pulled up one by one, and some sudden pain came from somewhere in his heart.
Because she knows what Xuanchen's sentence "I am Xuanchen" means. After Xuan Chen said this, it was as if she had received a ruling, telling her that what she asked for no longer existed.
Indifferently, he only felt that his whole body was cold all of a sudden, as if something was slowly being pulled away, and the burning sensation on his face just now was just an illusion.
She moved her somewhat stiff body, trying to pull her hand out of Xuanchen's palm, but she found that her strength seemed to be getting smaller, and she couldn't succeed. Indifferently tried to retreat in front of Xuan Chen, but found that Xuan Chen followed closely and took a step forward, so he didn't succeed.
Indifferently, he raised his head and looked at the man in front of him who stopped him, but fell into an abyss like the sea in Xuan Chen's eyes. His eyes were full of tenderness, and affection surrounded her like endless seawater. was stunned, and then fell into it and couldn't pull it out.
Xuan Chen felt the retreat conveyed indifferently, but he was not ready to let go at all, he grabbed her hand, slowly pressed it to his chest, and looked at her with low eyes.
"But he didn't disappear, he's still here, everything he has, here."
The indifferent figure couldn't help but tremble slightly, what he meant......
"Including your heart, it's all here." Xuanchen continued slowly as if he was solving her doubts.
The indifferent face "coaxed" and burned again all of a sudden, how could she not understand such obvious love words, and how could she be indifferent. And such words came out from the innermost part of Xuanchen, so that Indifferent was not shocked from time to time. Xuanchen Muna, incomprehensible amorous, this is what she has always thought indifferently, but today she said her love words undisguised and without hesitation, which really made her a little unbelievable.
But at this time, the strong beating in Xuanchen's chest was so real, and it was so enthusiastic, just like the eyes of the owner of the heartbeat who looked at her, she felt that her heart was going to beat uncontrollably.
This Xuanchen, could it be that he took back Ye Xuanchen's memories and emotions, and even his temperament was affected by Ye Xuanchen, and he knew how to express himself? So why can you still be angry and can't control your emotions a few times ago?
And the indifferent doubts obviously made Xuan Chen feel a little embarrassed, his face changed slightly, and he couldn't help but tighten his hand holding indifferently, but he didn't let go.
"I know...... Maybe there were a lot of things I didn't do well before, handled them inappropriately, and ignored your feelings. Maybe you're still unhappy about some of my previous actions. ”
Hearing this indifferently, I couldn't help but think of all the things that happened to the two of them since they reunited with Xuanchen, Xuanchen's approach was really unpleasant, and there was also the matter of "marriage invitation", and I was really angry for a long time.
Seeing that Indifferent seemed to be reminded of his own memories, Xuan Chen's palms couldn't help but tighten a little harder, and then said: "But it's not my intention to make you unhappy." ”
It seemed that he felt the slight tension and anxiety coming from the palm of Xuanchen's hand, and pulled the indifference out of his memory.
"I was ...... before I don't understand ......."
Xuan Chen's face showed a little forbearance, and a little embarrassed. After all, a person who has never been good at expressing himself is very embarrassed to say this at this time.
It's just that he suddenly felt very curious, what made Xuan Chen make such a decision today, how determined was he to do it now?
"Water Moon...... To this day, I still don't understand a lot. And I hope ...... Can you give me a little time, a chance, let me learn slowly, maybe I won't learn very well, but I'm willing to do it for you. ”
Xuan Chen seemed to have made a great determination, his eyes were full of persistence, his eyes were burning and he looked indifferent, slowly resolute.
His words made Indifferent and couldn't help but be shocked again, she really didn't expect that Xuan Chen would be willing to do so much for it, willing to make changes for one person, how much courage and how deep love does it take to make such a determination?
This result is self-evident for indifference, isn't it the same for her Ye Xuanchen? Compromise again and again, change again and again, and even forbear again and again.
Xuan Chen slowly finished saying everything, looking at the indifference who had never spoken, his expression flashed slightly, and said, "Shui Yue...... Would you like to give me this opportunity...... Do you ...... The night is like me, and the heart pleases me? ”
Xuan Chen's question was sincere, but he was also apprehensive, he didn't seem to really have a lot of confidence in what he was doing today, he was afraid of hearing a negative answer.
Raised his eyes indifferently to look at Xuan Chen, saw the anxiety in his eyes, and also saw his deep affection.
"If I say no...... What will you do? ”
looked at his eyes indifferently and asked slowly, but Xuan Chen's body stiffened for a moment, and she clearly saw the loss and faint sadness in his eyes.
Although Xuan Chen was ready to hear all the answers, he couldn't help but feel his heart being torn apart.
He opened his mouth to say something, only to find that the answers he had thought of had become so difficult to spit out.
"I know...... I can't do it well enough......"
Xuan Chen's words were a little harsh, and his throat was a little tight.
"But it doesn't matter, you were all for me before, and from now on, I will ...... for you"
Although his eyes showed the sadness of rejection, the steadfastness did not change.
Looking at Xuan Chen indifferently, where is he still not sure of his position in his heart, where is he still not sure of his heart for himself?
Looking at his serious and resolute handsome face, he couldn't help the emotion in his heart anymore, and suddenly put his hands on his chest, stood on tiptoe and kissed him.
All of Xuan Chen's words were blocked in his mouth for a moment, and his eyes widened slightly in shock because of the soft and delicate touch on his lips.
Water Moon ...... kissed him......
Suigetsu actually kissed him!
Xuan Chen forgot all his reactions for a while, and his brain was also blank, strange and familiar touches came from his lips, and the long-lost feeling spread to all his senses, and memories hit his mind uncontrollably like a tide.
He remembered all her beauty, her softness, her coquettishness, the tenderness she had when she was in his arms.
Xuanchen was stunned and kissed indifferently, but in the next moment, he frantically reached out and hugged her in his arms, hugged her tightly, and kissed her deeply.
Between the lip flaps, the entanglement of lips and teeth and lips and teeth made the intentions of the two people deeply entangled, I don't know how long the kiss lasted, Xuan Chen suddenly felt a little wetness on his face, something flowed down his cheeks, to his mouth, astringent.
Xuan Chen opened his eyes violently, and what he saw was his face that had already burst into tears at some point. Seeing her slightly wet eyes, Xuan Chen only felt that his heart shook violently, and a pain spread rapidly from his heart.
"Water Moon, You ......"
Why did she cry? Xuan Chen reached out to wipe her tears in a hurry, but was indifferently dodged, threw his head into his arms, and buried his face deep in his chest.
"Water Moon ......"
Xuan Chen's hand froze in the air, and he didn't know where to put it for a while, and he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only whisper her name nervously and distressedly, over and over again.
After a long time, an indifferent voice came out of Xuan Chen's chest. (To be continued.) )