"Since I was a child, because of gossip, other children don't play with me, and I don't want to play with others, I always feel that people's eyes reveal disdain and contempt, and I close myself in my own small circle, not letting others get close, and I don't approach others, so I spent my elementary school, junior high school and high school years alone. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

After coming to the university, I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, maybe not many people knew about my mother's past, and I felt more down-to-earth, so I wanted to try to change it, but I didn't expect to find fun in helping others and make a lot of friends, such as Zhang Yao, who met at that time. ”

"The first time I saw you, I didn't feel a trace of introversion at all, I think you are a very sunny person, I have loved me as a heart since I was a child, especially my three brothers, that are all in the mouth for fear of melting, holding in the palm of the hand for fear of falling, all aspects of care, come here to go to school they say nothing they agree with me to come alone, I am good to talk about independence.

I didn't expect to meet you, I arranged to stop, and I didn't suffer a little tired, my mother is an elderly mother, I was born very thin, in the words of the eldest brother, it was the size of a kitten, the three of them were worried, and then I gradually grew up, but years of care have been integrated into the heart, liver and lungs, and can no longer extricate themselves.

I said you are not allowed to laugh at me, now when I go home, my brothers have to feed me, wash my face and hair, and play kissing, no different from when I was a child, I protested many times, and they ignored it, saying that in their eyes I will always be the first time I see it, and the thin one seems to disappear when the wind blows.

They still take care of me without any past, and there is no such thing as avoiding suspicion, I know and understand that they are afraid in their hearts, afraid that I will really let a gust of wind blow away, they are very afraid of losing me, the thin body of birth has too much impact on them, so far they feel that I have grown so big, it is a dream, very unsteady, if I don't take care of me like when I was a child, I feel that I can't feel at ease.

I'm not a bad person, they take care of me in an all-round way, although sometimes not free, but I am very happy, I don't have any friends, I skip a grade to go to school, those classmates are all older, there is no common language, I am also a lonely person to go to school and get out of school, but I have brothers who love me, parents, and others are inconsequential people, why should I care.

If others are good to you, just be good to others, you don't have to get other people's friendship on the pole, the twisted melon is not sweet, you love you so much, love your grandparents and grandmothers, and they have planned so much for you early, Lu Liang's family or something, just look at it as floating clouds, not all parents in the world are the same, and there are parents who abandon their children.

Brother Jiang, we all have to live happily for our families, because our smile is everything to them, their courage to fight, and the meaning of their life, so we have to smile every day and watch the flowers bloom and fall, but just to care about our relatives, if we frown and are sullen, their heart pain is not something we can understand. ”

"Well, Xiao Zhen, you're right, we have to be happy every day, those irrelevant people, don't pay any thoughts, it's really not worth it, and it seems that you are too cheap, what others scoff at, you are just garbage in front of others, but where are my grandparents and grandparents, even if I pick a handful of dog tail flowers, they are happy and happy."

"Well, that's the truth, Brother Jiang, you really have Huigen."

"It's also good for Xiao Zhen! Haha, aren't we a little bit flattering each other? ”

"Well, the skin is a little thick!"

The two got along more and more harmoniously, and the invisibly pure friendship was strengthened, one because the mother had no friends, and the other lacked companions because of their young age.

"Classmates! Schoolmate! Are you Jiang carrier? ”

The conversation between the two was interrupted, and when they looked back together, a beautiful little girl stood slimly behind the two, with a small dimple on the corner of her mouth, very cute, jeans, a pink shirt, wearing a casual suit outside, big eyes innocent and clear, and small flowers growing in a honey pot.

"I am, who are you? Is there anything looking for me? ”

"I am Lu Liang's daughter, my name is Lu Tingting."

"Oh, what's the matter with me? We don't have anything to do with each other, don't forget that your surname is Lu and my surname is Jiang. ”

"You misunderstood, I just came to see you, I didn't mean anything else, really, I tried my best to get the opportunity to come to Qingda, I just wanted to meet you, I knew from my father that you went to school here, and I don't have any younger brothers and sisters, only you are such an older brother, I have hoped that I can have an older brother since I was a child, and tell you, I am your sister, my own sister."

"Oh? Oh, then thank you for so many years of concern, I don't want to have anything to do with your Lu family, a while ago just came to ask me to pay off my debts, why, don't you come, and send you to take the warm route? You go back and tell him that he is just a stranger, and his life or death has nothing to do with my half a dime. ”

"No, I didn't mean that, really, brother, I secretly heard him tell others, I just knew that there was such an brother, I asked my grandfather to know what happened back then, they all hid it from me, I was also sad how my father could do this, but my grandfather said that no matter what he did to others, he was very good to me since he was a child, I can't abandon him, I can't dislike him, even if now he is about to have nothing and become a poor egg.

Brother, I really don't mean anything else this time, I just want to see you, really, and I want to apologize to you, Dad, he is sorry for you, and his poverty is also his retribution, I am not here to ask you to forgive him, nor to ask you to help him, but just to look at you, I also have a brother.

My mother's temper is not very good, I grew up listening to my mother's abuse, I also know that my father is very hard, I have looked for my grandfather, I hope he can persuade my mother, be kind to my father, but to no avail, just like this for many years, they don't quarrel now, but they are also separate, and the family is not popular at all.

This time, my father's company encountered a financial crisis, and it was about to go bankrupt, but my mother didn't even look at it, and she was even more reluctant to help, grandpa, uncle, aunt, and cousins were unwilling to help, and he was a lot haggard and old for a while, in fact, he didn't think about paying you off his debts at all, and he almost forgot about your existence for so many years.

It was my father's competitor's company who asked people to investigate, only to know that you were studying at Qingdao University, he didn't agree to anything, it was the man who came on his own, and then I heard that the man was sick, and I didn't know what the specific illness was, and I also heard my father say at that time, I was very glad that the man was sick, so he didn't make any further trouble with you, in fact, he was ready to end the company.

He said that he didn't do anything more when he was young, and he was sorry for you if he did something stupid, since he didn't fulfill his responsibilities as a father, he wouldn't ask you to pay any price, he knew in his heart that you wouldn't recognize him, and he wouldn't want to see him, so after this bankruptcy accounting, he was going to open a small shop in the west and live a plain life.

Brother, I came here this time to see what my brother looks like, now I am content, I don't have to envy other people's brothers in the future, this is the first time we meet, and it is also the last time, Dad plans to divorce my mother, I don't want him to be lonely until he grows old, I want to leave with him, it is difficult to see each other again.

Don't worry, I'm just a freshman this year, there are good schools in the west, I won't give up my studies, I have to earn money to support my father in the future, I can't do it without a graduation certificate, as for my mother, a lot of people in my grandfather's family, she won't be lonely, maybe she will remarry in a short time, who knows? ”

Jiang Chengyun didn't open his mouth from beginning to end, his face didn't change, and he almost couldn't see any mood fluctuations, Lu Tingting saw this, sighed, didn't speak, looked at him deeply, turned around and left in a dashing manner, Jiang Chengyun looked up at Jing Yunzhen.

The latter raised his head and looked at the weather, the sun in October was not dazzling, there was some faint warmth on the body, compared to the beginning of school, the heat has decreased a lot, a small road in front of the administrative building, planted a lot of ginkgo trees, at this time are a little faint yellow, the two walked on this path, no one spoke, only heard the wind blowing, a few ginkgo biloba trembling and falling slowly.

There was a long chair at the end of the path, Jiang Chengyun seemed to have exhausted all his strength to finish this section, sitting on the chair as unnaturally as a puppet, Jing Yunzhen did not sit on the side, but came to the tree, picked up the falling yellow leaves, and played with them in his hand.

Chinese planting ginkgo trees have a long history, Xuzhou has a thousand-year-old ginkgo tree, ginkgo fruit has high medicinal value, expectorant, cough, moisturizing lung and other effects, it contains hydrocyanate toxin, toxicity is very strong, after preheating the toxicity is reduced, so the consumption of ginkgo fruit must be fried, otherwise poisoning symptoms will occur within twelve hours of eating.

Ginkgo biloba tree because of the peculiar leaf shape, easy to reproduce, plastic pruning, vitality has a very strong, is the world's famous longevity tree, so many places like to plant as a green ornamental use, lush in summer, golden and lovely in autumn, give people a luxurious and elegant atmosphere, many famous temples and ancient temples have planted ginkgo trees, give people a sense of mystery and unpredictability.

She remembered that there had been a ginkgo tree in the garden of the prince's cousin for hundreds of years in her previous life, the canopy was calm, and the appearance was very beautiful and moving, and she often invited literati and ink writers to express her feelings under the tree, and she was still young at that time, and always liked to go to the bottom of the tree to pick beautiful leaves when its leaves turned yellow, and collect them as bookmarks for her father and brothers. (To be continued.) )