At this moment, An Sheng deeply realized what the "broken window effect" is, unsatisfactory in one thing, and will slowly expand to all unsatisfactory things. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Now even the faucet is not going to go with her, the rushing water is about to flood her home, An Sheng took a note of the model, ready to buy another one to replace, along the way asked several stores to buy, although it is the end of summer, but the outside temperature is still a little high, sweat sticky on the body, back home are about to collapse, and can not take care of rest, immediately start work, but after a long day did not have much effect, the stained water splashed her body, finally, after several efforts to no avail, An Sheng gave up, it seems that this problem can only be handed over to the property.

An Sheng's mood was inexplicably a little irritable, and he didn't know if it was an annoying water pipe problem, or if he was not happy in his heart, so he hurriedly took a cold shower and changed into clean clothes, he really didn't want to face the chaos in the house, so he decided to go out for a walk.

Walking and stopping along the way, she only knew that she kept moving forward, without a purpose, and kept moving forward, she suddenly remembered that one day four years ago, Su Yisen said to her, "You go, I'm tired, how much do you want?" That afternoon, An Sheng was also like now, I don't know where to go, but the only difference is that four years ago she was more courageous than now, and after walking around the street for a while, she still obediently went back, intercepted Su Yisen, who had just gotten off work, at the door of the house, and said with a little begging for mercy, "Yisen, I really don't know where to go, or, you will take me in for another night?" Thinking about it now, she really loved Su Yisen more then than now.

I don't know how to get to "STORY", has she come that far? But since it was all there, he simply went in and sat down, maybe it was still early, there were few people in the bar, An Sheng ordered a glass of soda as usual, and asked the waiter in the store if he saw the proprietress , he only said, 'Maybe not to work yet', and went to work, An Sheng didn't ask much, waited obediently in the seat, and watched all kinds of people coming and going in the store in a daze.

Xia Huai came when he replaced the third cup of soda, and was slightly surprised when he saw An Sheng, and joked with a smile, "What, the sun came out in the west today?" You want to come to sit here, you're a rare guest. ”

"Didn't you say last time you made a new glass of wine and wanted me to try it?"

"You really give face to your sister, but you know my rules, you have to exchange things." Although she was interested in An Sheng's past, she didn't really force her to say it, just joking.

An Sheng was silent for a while, as if he was thinking about something, and finally replied, "Okay." ”

An Sheng's answer was simple, but Xia Huai was a little surprised, she had actually asked many times about An Sheng's past, but An Sheng had brought it over with other topics, and after a few times, she also gave up, it was rare to be so refreshing today, but it was okay, all her curiosity about An Sheng could be answered today.

An Sheng didn't expect that she would mention this past one day, or in a place with such a noisy environment, how should such a story be accompanied by bright lights and red wine, and then dress up to attend, cry heartbreakingly, and have a gorgeous goodbye to the past, although this is too hypocritical, but people, I always feel that this is worthy of the self who gritted his teeth and survived.

The deeper the memories, the more the loneliness hurts.

Ansheng was born an unblessed child, at least she thought so. Some people say that the memory function of the human brain only begins to mature after the age of 3, and you will not remember what happened before the age of 3, so Ansheng still doesn't know what her biological parents look like, about this, she is not so sad, after all, no one will feel sorry for the person who has never appeared in his life. She also guessed the reason for her abandonment, perhaps because the family was too poor to support her; Or maybe she's an illegitimate child who shouldn't exist; Maybe she looks stupid and can't speak by nature, and her parents probably think that this child is a fool, and staying is a drag, so they simply don't want it. In fact, among these possibilities, Ansheng prefers the third one.

Ansheng heard the aunt who took her in the orphanage later, it was raining on the day she picked her up, if it was later, she estimated that she would have died, and when she was brought back to the orphanage, she still had a high fever, almost burned her head, and was sick for a week, after the illness was cured, the people in the orphanage knew that she was a mute, and felt that the child was a little pitiful, and did not know what the child's name was, so she named it Ansheng, which means that she hopes that she will live a peaceful life in the future.

Life in the orphanage is not smooth, the children here are naturally dark-hearted, too young to learn to cater to the world early, Ansheng's arrival is undoubtedly a threat to them.

The aunt who took them was surnamed Chen, and they all called her Mother Chen, she originally had a child, but she heard that she died young, so she gave them all her extra love that had nowhere to put it, she was not by their side all the time, and the days when she was not there were hell for An Sheng.

The children there didn't like this stupid-looking outsider, so they bullied her behind her back, she didn't have a clean dress, it was full of graffiti, she didn't have toys, she was their punching bag, she was often beaten, they even pulled her hair and hit the wall, or trampled her under her feet, she would fight back, but the disparity in strength was too great, and it often ended in failure, and then she would face even worse punishment.

They were also bumped into by the teacher, they were called to the side alone, she quietly looked at the perpetrator next to her, he actually cried more than her, and pointed all the fingers at her, she wanted to explain, but she couldn't make a sound, she could only keep crying and crying, and the final solution to that matter was that she was punished for standing for two hours. Since then, Ansheng has understood that struggle and tears are useless.

In the days that followed, she gradually learned to be obedient, she became uncontentious and did not fight, and she did not fight back when she was bullied, and for a long time, they slowly felt bored, so they were too lazy to bully. It's just that her personality has become more withdrawn, and she basically stays alone, quietly in a daze.

An Sheng saw An Ruo when she was 5 years old, she appeared so suddenly, wearing a snow-white princess dress, long eyelashes, a fair and ruddy face, holding a doll in her hand, she has a delicate hairpin, and beautiful red dancing shoes, although she and An grow exactly the same, but when put together, they are like two people. An Sheng was not afraid of An Ruo in her heart, she felt that she was an angel, and she even wanted to touch her.

"Hey, then, have you eaten?" An Ruo frowned and asked slightly coquettishly.

An Sheng was stunned, reacted for a few seconds, and immediately rushed into the kitchen, but the meal had passed, and the rest was some leftover soup, she hesitantly took a steamed bun and carefully gave it to An Ruo.

An Ruo picked up quickly, ate quickly, and only remembered to ask An Sheng after eating, "Why don't you eat?" ”

An Sheng smiled and shook his head, indicating that he had already eaten it, and this was the first time An Sheng had laughed in such a long time.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you, my name is An Ruo. Your name is Ansheng, not only do we look alike, but we even have similar names. The first time I saw you, please take care of me. After speaking, An Ruo raised his hand to show his friendliness.

An Sheng was flattered and stretched out his hand, this was the first time that someone was willing to be friends with her.

"Also, I'll tell you a secret, only good people can see me, they all bully you, they are not good people, so they can't see me." An Ruo approached An Sheng's ear and said, "An Sheng, I will help you, if anyone dares to bully you in the future, I will never let him go." When he said this, An Ruo's eyes were cold and sharp.

An Sheng is happy, no matter whether she can help her or not, at least there is one person who is willing to talk to her, it is enough, she doesn't care why she knows her name, why she wants to help her, why does she know so much about her affairs? All she needs now is a companion.