CHAPTER XVII
Ah Kun's emotions completely lost his mind the moment he saw Tang Wei, he questioned Tang Wei frantically, saying hurtful words mercilessly, and then calmed down after seeing Tang Wei for a while, and said every word so hard at Tang Wei. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"How are you doing now?"
"I, very well, this time, I just want to come and see you again."
Time paused for a few minutes, and the two of them just looked at each other without saying a word.
"Is the road at the end of the road?" What broke the silence was a sudden, desperate answer.
"Nope." Tang Wei said with tears in his eyes: "I just want to come and see you." ”
"Smack." The sound of a glass of water shattering when it touches the hard ground with an external force.
"Are you still lying to me, how long are you going to lie to me?" Then there was an angry insult from behind him. "Why do you have to torture me so much, what did I do wrong to you, do you have to hate me so much."
"Ah Kun, I don't hate you, I, I still love you, why do you have to say that I torture you, how can I be willing to hate you."
"Hehe, are you still going to say these high-sounding words until now?"
"Smack." Zhou Jing finally couldn't restrain the fire in her heart when she heard Ah Kun say such words, and gave Ah Kun a slap without hesitation in the last period.
"What are you doing?" Tang Wei subconsciously pushed Zhou Jing away and apologized to Ah Kun. "I'm sorry Ah Kun, she didn't mean to."
The images left in the air are teleported, and you don't know that you have inadvertently drifted into that person's mind.
This slap slapped Ah Kun's face and hit Tang Wei's heart.
"Are you pretending to be kind here again? Hmph, still so self-righteous. ”
"You are dressed like a dog, why are you so unqualified in speaking, do you know that she came to see you for the last time today, do you know .......?"
"Don't say it, Zhou Jing, what's the use of saying this." Tang Wei reprimanded Zhou Jing: "I've seen the people too, we should go." ”
"The last side, haven't you seen it a long time ago, you were so selfish before, and you are still so selfish now. Hum. ”
"What the hell can't you say, what a mistake she made, she's dying, you know, do you know how it feels like for a person to wait for her to die, she just wants to see you one last time, do you need to be so aggressive."
Zhou Jing looked at these two people, one was domineering, and the other was crying silently. She didn't understand what kind of difficult topic could make a man hate a dying lover of his time.
"Let's go, Zhou Jing." Tang Wei picked up a tissue to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said softly to Zhou Jing.
"Do you want to say goodbye like this again?" Just when Tang Wei was about to stand up, Ah Kun threw out this sentence again, then got up and walked towards Tang Wei and pulled Tang Wei into his arms. "How many more times do you want to leave me behind?"
Zhou Jing saw his tears behind him.
"You don't have to follow me to suffer this kind of torture, I'm destined to die."
"Then can't you let me accompany you through the last part of your life, do you know that this is the torture of me, I can't get out of this shadow for the rest of my life."
In an instant, the two of them began to hug and cry again. Zhou Jing finally felt how deep their love for each other was at this moment.
After crying for a long time, when he let go, Ah Kun gently helped Tang Wei wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and Tang Wei finally showed a happy smile.
"Ah Kun, sit down and let's talk about our story, Zhou Jing writes novels, I think I can have the honor of being written by her into her novels."
"It's my luck that I can meet you in the vast sea of people, maybe it's really destined for you."
"It's not fate, it can only be said that you put your heart into it." Ah Kun helped Tang Wei sit down and said to Zhou Jing: "There is a vast sea of people, because of your professional relationship, you will observe everyone with your heart, so you will meet a person with a story like her." ”
Zhou Jing sat down and thought about it, if he was going on a trip, he would only pay attention to the scenery along the way, and he wouldn't care about people, and he wouldn't meet Tang Wei.
What follows is the dialogue between Tang Wei and Ah Kun, sometimes sad and chilling, sometimes happy and enviable, and even more desperate and suffocating.
"Is there really no cure anymore? At the beginning, wasn't it, if you didn't go, you could still be cured? ”
The words were said carefully, for fear that the fragile feelings would collapse at any time.
"No, I already saw my end when I was leaving."
"How can you be sure that it can't be cured, there was still hope at that time."
"I can live, but I can only live in the hospital, I have to continue chemotherapy, I have to continue to take medicine, I can't do anything. This kind of me, living, has no meaning, and my heart can't bear it. ”
"Then why do you have to say goodbye, you know I understand you, I can always accompany you to the end."
"That's what I did because I knew you knew me. At that time, I saw that you were really distressed, seeing that you wanted to end my treatment to make me better, but you couldn't end it and could only watch me cry bitterly, your inner torment, I felt heartache when I thought of this. I can't bear to see you go on like this. I think it's the best choice for me to go, saving each other in the end. ”
"Why are they tormenting each other?"
"Every day you see me uncomfortable, I see you uncomfortable. Ah Kun, I think my departure is the best way to love you. ”
"But I think it's the best way to show my love for you if I can stay with you."
The air was quiet.
"We all love in the way we think we are." Tang Wei looked at Ah Kun and said.
"yes." Ah Kun smiled, full of helplessness.
"Ah Kun, you don't have to feel guilty, I was the one who made the choice, you just catered to me, and it was the best for me. Even if you are an intimate person, you can't help but be selfish, and it's impossible to do what the other person thinks every moment. We both feel that this is the best for each other, but how can we correct this? ”
"I thought it would be best for you for me to stay with you, but in fact, it was also my subconscious thoughts, and if I did this, I would have longed for that person to stay, so I did it, so I decided."
"At that time, I saw that you were so happy, tired from work and life, and I couldn't accompany you to the end, so I thought that I could make you suffer one less day and pay a little less, so that you would not have to watch me leave in the end, and in the end, I couldn't let go, and it was much better."
"I couldn't understand you when you didn't say goodbye, but now, I understand. In fact, if you think about it, everyone is like this, you can not pay attention to small details, and once you touch your bottom line, you will be on the edge. At the end of the day, it's all about what you think. ”
Zhou Jing suddenly remembered Xu Yang, he can't say that Xu Yang is ruthless, and he is not qualified to hate him, we just came in our own way. said that they didn't consider each other's feelings, who had really considered anyone, just wanted to live a better life.